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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Grian’s possessive of his freedom, his personal space, always keeping himself at a distance even while he jokes and pretends to be amicable with them all. He is possessive in the way that means he needs to badger Scar into covering up, that he refuses to let Scar out of his sight unless there’s something he deems more pressing to handle.

    Scar is possessive in the way that means he can let Grian go wherever he wants, make deals and undermine Scar’s scams without a care in the world, because at the end of the day, Scar is the one Grian comes back to. He’s the one Grian can never escape, the one Grian has made a home with, the one Grian lies in bed with at night.

    Scar is the kind of possessive to show up back at their castle, covered in marks from another man, and let Grian show him who he truly belongs to.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “Sir, I hate that this is how you find out, but the Evolution server was invaded by non player entities. Every member is missing and,” She took a deep breath. “Presumed dead.”
    “Pardon?” She didn’t elaborate. “Is this some kind of joke? This isn’t - this isn’t funny, you know! You could get fired for that. Grian just - we just lost contact, is all. He just stopped messaging me. That’s fine. I can deal with that, but he isn’t missing, and he certainly isn’t dead.” Mumbo wasn’t shaking. He wasn’t. Because it could not possibly be true.

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    Grian goes missing during his time in the Evolution SMP. Mumbo is left with no idea of what happened to his boyfriend. A year after his last contact with Grian, he arrives on the Hermitcraft server in critical condition, and for some reason, with wings that Mumbo is 90% sure weren’t there before. What’s more is he refuses to talk about what happened. It only gets worse after a portion of the server goes missing, with Grian seemingly being the only one who remembers anything about it. And who knows what the hell is going on with Scar?

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    06 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    So Scar has been selected for the starring role in a death game! That’s fine, it is perfectly expected and fine. Someone had to notice his charisma and star power (SCARRRR POWER) sooner or later.

    Also, Scar grew up High Vex, which meant that “battle royale vs your friends and family, loser gets hunted for sport” was pretty much just another Tuesday for him. True, he’d never been much good at that part of the High Vex lifestyle, to the point that his family had been preparing to sell his Name to an Evoker before Cub helped him skip town—but! The point is! He has experience.

    (or: the Third Life AU where Scar knows a little more than he should, and Grian's life is so terrible that the death game is kind of healing, actually.)

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    03 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 92

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    “What’s your name?”
    The kid frowns at him. Finally, slowly, he says, “Mumbo?”
    That’s- that sounds- it can’t be- “Not Jumbolio?” Grian asks, straightening.
    “No,” Mumbo says, and Grian sinks back, groaning.
    “Aw, great,” he whines. “I’m just looking for someone who knows redstone, and I think I’ve got the kid, but instead it’s just you.”
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    Grian isn’t panicking.
    There’s nothing to panic about, okay? He’s fine. He’s absolutely, totally, fine.
    Sure, he- he might not know where he is, and he might not have his communicator, and he might be pretty certain that Pearl and Joel and Jimmy are going to think that he just left, that he chickened out, but-
    He’s-
    Fine.
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    Scar liked his gift.
    Scar likes him.
    Grian’s heart feels full, the two of them beside him, and he isn’t sure what to call it yet-
    Other than safety. Other than that here, with them both, he feels like nothing in the world could ever get him.

    Or: Before, During, and After.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    So the next thing he feels is Scar’s fingers, gentle and elven-slender as ever, make contact with the spot where his feathers meet his skin and start smoothing them out. It’s a familiar pleasantness, one that he’s generally gotten used to minimising his reaction to over the years, because depending on the flock-bond these kinds of actions will carry different meanings, and even when he’s hit with the deliciously satisfying zing of the wayward feathers sliding into place, he doesn’t give any more reaction than he usually -

    Scar moans.

    Another "soulmates share more than just pain" smutfic to add to the collective pile - now with preening!

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