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    Stiles wasn't running from his problems. Except he kind of was, but at least he was being productive while doing it. He gave himself one year. One year away from Beacon Hills, away from the pack, away from his dad. One year to get himself pulled together, to stop spiraling into panic attacks, to stop falling into pits of despair, to stop screaming himself awake every night. One year to learn everything he could about his spark, about hunting, about the supernatural. One year so that when he went back maybe, just maybe, he could do more good than harm.

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    Forty-nine people dead; six from the station, thirty-one from the hospital, ten in collateral outside those attacks, one outside the high school, and one at Eichen House. Fifty-one people injured; nine from the station, twenty-eight from the hospital, and fourteen in the subsequent hysteria. Stiles knew the numbers, he knew the names, and he kept a list in his room even though his dad told him it was unhealthy. The town was healing, the pack was healing, everything was getting better except Stiles. The nightmares weren’t stopping, each day was being measured by the time between panic attacks, and while Beacon Hills and the pack were slowly piecing themselves back together after the horrors of the last two months Stiles felt like he was stagnant and being dragged down in the opposite direction.

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    Overarching series comprised of: (1) Hope For The Hopeless, (2) No One Chooses This Life, (3) Coming Home, (4) There's No Place Like Home.

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    Stiles and Scott are fresh interns at Sacred Heart, and they’ve been best friends since forever. Scott’s instantly enamored with Allison, the no-nonsense nurse who has the annoying habit of referring to Stiles as Bambi, and Stiles may or may not be in love with fellow intern Lydia Martin–it’s complicated. Everything would be just awesome if it weren’t for the exceedingly creepy Chief of Medicine, Dr. Argent, and slightly sociopathic Dr. Hale who might possibly be the most evil person on the planet.

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    Theo Raeken disappeared after his plan to steal the powers of the Beast of Gévaudan failed. Seven months later, Scott is preparing to face off against a new threat when he finds Theo shackled and caged in a hunter’s secret laboratory. He soon realizes that Theo’s memories are broken. He can’t remember who he is, but he recognizes Scott and knows that he’ll be safe with him. Despite the threat he knows Theo still poses, Scott can’t resist trying to help his once-friend. As Theo starts to grow attached to his place in Scott’s life, disturbing flashes haunt him. He begins to fear the inevitable truth of his past, and the darkness that may very well still lurk within him.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Theo arches his brows. "Really? Who am I, then?"

    He says it to be clever or difficult or something like that, but the question falls out with a horrifying kind of sincerity just beneath the surface. Who am I. Who am I. Who am I.

    "I'm working it out," Scott murmurs.

     

    Or, five things Theo knows he's good for, and one thing he doesn't.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Mason squints at him. “I’ll trade you an answer if you trade me one, too.”

    “Something tells me this is not gonna be a very efficient way of communicating.”

    Mason shakes his head. “Just--tell me something. What are you even doing here?”

    Theo wiggles his empty paper cup in the air. “Having some ice cream.”

    Mason eyes the cup, then him. “Yeah, but...why?”

    “Oh, I’m sorry,” Theo snarks. “Did I miss the memo where ex-psychopaths were banned from enjoying ice cream?”

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    Or: How Mason and Theo go from unwilling confession partners to stylist and stylee, to a strange sort of forgiveness. And through it all, Liam's presence shows Theo's capacity, possibly, for love.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    As it turns out, rebirth is a real bastard of a thing. Once he’s no longer actively experiencing a critical internal organ repeatedly ripped from his chest cavity, Theo can almost appreciate the poetry of it.

     

    In which Theo Raeken goes to Hell, comes back again, and begins to put the pieces of himself back together - with his bruised knuckles and his bloody fingers and his hand-me-down heart.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    chi·me·ra, noun. Definition: a single animal or plant with genetically distinct cells from two different zygotes
    chi·me·ra, noun. Definition: a thing that is hoped or wished for but in fact is illusory or impossible to achieve.
    chi·me·ra, noun. Definition: a monstrous creature with parts from multiple animals.

    chi·me·ra
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    Definition: a boy who's done too much bad to be considered good and too much good to be considered bad.

    alternately, Theo's back from hell and there's a lot of shit to sort out. Liam helps with that, sometimes.

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    07 Jan 2026