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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “I’m falling in love with… someone.”

    “Do you like it?”

    “I kinda hate it. But it’s nice. When it’s nice, it’s… nice.”

    or; Shane comes out to someone. He’s high on painkillers, but he doesn’t name names (not that he has to) and Dr Frances Yu takes HIPAA seriously.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.

    So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.

    But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.


     

    Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.

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    21 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    It was somewhere it definitely was not supposed to be

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    20 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 62

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    Troy Barrett reflects on Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov's relationship.

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    Flufftober day thirty: sharing headphones

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Lily: How many times can you come in an hour?

    Shane doesn’t know. But he’s happy to test it.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    5 times Ilya says I love you in Russian, and the first time he says it in English.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “Do you want to know how it feels?”

    Shane let his hand fall back to the couch. He pushed himself up onto his elbows and lifted a brow at Rozanov. “What – holding the Cup? You’ve already made that joke once.”

    “No.” Rozanov’s fingers encircled Shane’s wrist and then he was pulling Shane’s hand between his legs.

     

    Or: Shane tops.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    "Well, Hollander. Winner gets to choose what we get up to tonight, as agreed, yes?"
    "Yes," he grumbles. Shane pulls his shirt off over his head in one move, folding it on the counter. "Where do you want me?"
    "For what? You think I want to fuck you?"
    "Uh...yes?"
    Rozanov gives an exaggerated stretch. "But I worked so hard out there, beating lovely Montreal asses. I'm tired. I think I will lie down and let you do work tonight."
    "You..." Shane's brain short-circuits. "Me do work?"
    "Yes, Hollander."
    "You want me to ride you?"
    "No," he says softly. "I want you to fuck me."

    Dom from the bottom Ilya x sub from the top Shane, in the ep4 montage situationship era

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a mystery girlfriend.

    The entire world wonders who she might be, and after watching an interview, Shane realizes that he knows.

    »„See?“, he breathes against Shane‘s tingling lips. „You like when I touch your tits. Like girl.“ Shane turns his face to the side with a pout, trying to hide the scarlet hue adorning his cheeks at the crass comparison. „It’s an erogenous zone!“, he argues. „That’s normal.“ Rozanov furrows his brows. „What kind of word are you using in bed?“, he gives Shane‘s nipple an experimental tug and the keen he lets out is high pitched and pathetically feminine. Rozanov smiles with all his teeth.«

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    01 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 34

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    ilya and shane yap a lot while hooking up sometime during their eight year long situationship.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rosanov joins a group chat.
    It escalates.

    There are wine nights. There are opinions. There are screenshots that absolutely should not exist. Somewhere along the way, Shane Hollander becomes lore, the internet loses its mind, and the Montreal WAGs adopt a menace.

    A collection of one-shots about text messages, hockey, public chaos, private softness, and the dangerous assumption that anything will stay contained.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    "Wade’s life is pretty fuckin’ good right now if he does say so himself.

    He’s got a sweet new gig with the Avengers that pays bank, an immunity agreement for all his past non-Captain-America-approved merc work, and, oh yeah, an unbelievably hot romantic turn in his relationship with his very own itsy-bitsy spider.

    Who at this moment has his hand on Wade’s cock."

    aka, the one where Peter keeps holding Wade's dick in his sleep. Wade's delighted. Peter has a goddamn breakdown about it.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    A series of hellos, from early friendship to more.

    "Webs has been suspiciously easy to find lately. Wade's trying not to read too much into it.

    (Pbbbbtttt, yeah right. Oh, baby is he reading into it alright, he's reading hard, he's reading like it's 3am and he's half-way through a smokin' hot long fic, red-eyed and chubbed up.)"

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    24 Nov 2025

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    Peter doesn’t think he’s lonely. He’s too busy to be lonely. He’s twenty-two, working on his PhD and holding down a shitty job at the Daily Bugle, not to mention his nightly extra-curricular activities. He’s too busy for friends, and he’s certainly too busy for romantic interests. And yet, shockingly, apparently everyone in his life thinks he needs to stop being an anti-social recluse and get laid.

    So Peter enters the wide, wonderful world of online dating. He doesn’t expect to find his soul mate, or even a friend, and he’s definitely not looking for hook ups. He doesn’t know what he’s looking for, really, until one Wade W. Wilson catches his eye and captures his heart with risqué dog pics and a concerning obsession with cannibalistic serial killers.

    This is a love story. A sweet, inevitable journey towards each other. There is humor, and melancholy, and a touch of both gravitas and levity to the weeks that trickle by. But really it’s just an account of the slow, magnetic movement of Peter towards Wade, and Wade towards Peter.

    Translated into: русский

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    15 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    When Deadpool's most beloved partner in crime—his toy unicorn, though Spider-man is surely a close second—is wounded in battle, seemingly beyond repair, Wade mourns for all of the versions of himself that he's forced to bury along with it.

    Peter's stubborn though, and he has a sewing kit and a dream.

    ...and feelings for Wade, probably, too. But he can deal with that later.

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    02 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 50

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    spideypool kinktober, but make it survivable. not 31 days, because deadlines are fake and my sanity tapped out halfway. expect frequent updates anyway, because these two idiots won’t leave my brain alone.

    ps. tags will be updated with each chapter!

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    01 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 30

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    For the first couple decades of his life, Steve had wanted nothing more than to be bigger than he was.

    Sometimes though, these days, he finds himself wishing for the opposite.

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    25 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 8

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    The moment passes as Tommy drags him into a hug, arm around his shoulders, the other slung around his back.

    It’s only later, after he’s home, eaten, showered, and in his bed; that he thinks of it again. The warmth of Tommy’s hand on his neck, the heat of his body as they hugged, the brightness of his grin, the thought of, oh he’s going to kiss me.

     

    Or: post summer games, Chanse falls in love with Tommy.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    10/10 fic. I have never felt more lonely. Impeccable work!

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