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at the end of suffering, there’s a home by aioio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Sets during the COVID-19 pandemic.
Yuna Hollander is tired, cautious, and quietly prejudiced. Ilya Rozanov is sick, far from home, and far more fragile than she’s prepared for.
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17 Mar 2026
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Mother (noun, verb) by HapaxLegomenon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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“You sick?” Wiebe calls from the other end of the bench, “or just making bad life choices? Because one of those means your ass is getting back on the ice, Rozanov.”
“Who says it can’t be both?” he says, because he’s just like that, even when it feels like his stomach is trying to turn itself inside out and this useless team still hasn’t even come close to winning a single goddamn game and Shane’s on an away trip so it’s not like being in fucking Ottawa is useful right now, anyway.
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“Shane. Ilya is a grown man and I don’t know if he’d appreciate his boyfriend’s mother showing up out of the blue. I’m sure he’s fine.”
“I know, I just. I’m in Florida,” he says, and it’s the open plea in his voice that gets her. Sue her, her baby may be a twenty-seven-year-old superstar athlete, but hearing him upset and needing her still tugs at all of her heartstrings.
“Okay,” she sighs. “Okay.”
And she knows it must be the right choice, because Shane exhales loudly into the phone. “Thanks, mom. I owe you.”
or: Fresh off his move to Ottawa, Ilya gets sick. He can take care of himself, but he really wishes his Mama was there. Or Shane. He gets Yuna instead.
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17 Mar 2026
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Freak of Nature by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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“Hollander,” Ilya urges, voice deceptively level. “Who did this to you?”
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Shane stumbles back to his apartment, bruised and battered, after a grueling night of patrolling Montreal as Spider-Man. He finds Ilya waiting for him on his bed, shirtless and cocky and woefully uncaring that Shane warned him not to come by tonight.
Lying to the world is one thing. Lying to Ilya, the one person he truly trusts, is another.
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17 Mar 2026
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Not a Strip of Paper Merely by Marivan
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jan 2026
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“I am Russian, not Canadian.”
Shane raises up onto his elbow and looks, hard, at this man he loves. “You could be. Canadian, that is. If you wanted to.”
Ilya’s gaze back is searching. Shane doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but then Ilya says, “Loyalty is important in hockey.”
Stuck between a mother country that doesn’t want him and an adopted country in which he feels foreign, international hockey remains complicated for Ilya. An open, festering wound.
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17 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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17 Mar 2026
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get right back by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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“How much longer?”
“I don’t know, probably like fifteen minutes?” he can hear Shane shrug through the phone.
“Hmm. . .” Ilya looks at Shane’s location where he’s watching him inch closer to their house on the map. “Phone says thirteen.”
“Are you watching my location?” Shane laughs from where he’s talking to Ilya through the screen in his car.
“Mmm, yes. I’ve been so miserable without my husband. I want you home.” he groans. “Now, preferably.” he adds and Shane huffs a laugh.
(ie. shane is on the way home from a work trip and talks to ilya the whole way home until they're finally reunited (plus a little glimpse into the future))
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- Part 4 of shane and ilya are (not) co-dependent
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17 Mar 2026
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Alligator Bites Never Heal by flawlessassholes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.
Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.
Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Alligator Bites Verse
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17 Mar 2026
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The Lily Chronicles by comica_sans
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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twitter users get invested in uncovering the mystery behind a cryptic account. it seems to most that Lily, the original poster, is a hopeless, angst stricken lovergirl, struggling to make do with her feelings. what people don't realize is this:
"Lily" is not a girl. She's a 6'3 Hockey Legend, and her real name is Ilya Rozanov.
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16 Mar 2026
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5 times Shane talks about Ilya, +1.
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16 Mar 2026
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The Painful Truth by LiveOncePure
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
02 Aug 2022
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Kate takes exception to Edwina's rebuke at the chapel the day her sister was to wed the Viscount. She escapes to pursue her own future with the assistance of an unlikely ally. Anthony comes to realize that death is not the only precursor to pain.
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16 Mar 2026
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Still recovering from her divorce, Kate is plucked from her solitary life by Violet Bridgerton, who brings Kate into the fold of her colorful and chaotic family.
So she's definitely not going to repay Violet's kindness by getting involved with her son, who is much younger than Kate and a notorious playboy to boot. Even if Anthony seems intent on pursuing her.
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16 Mar 2026
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If I hurt you (I'd make wine from your tears) by lookingforthestars
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV)
10 Sep 2024
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It’s bright and fiery and gorgeous in a way that’s not like real life and she holds on to it until it starts to burn.
She’s twenty-three when she realizes she can’t be Anthony’s anymore.
She’s twenty-five before she realizes she never was.
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16 Mar 2026
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Secrets I have held in my heart (are harder to hide than I thought) by lookingforthestars
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
06 Jun 2022
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She doesn’t understand him, this man who alternately lets her in and shuts her out, shows her kindness and compassion in the same breath as frustration and dismissal. She doesn’t want to see him, not when her leg is throbbing and the cut above her eyebrow hurts like a bitch and the pain medicine is making everything hazy around the edges. She can’t tell him that she was only out late at night because she can’t stop thinking about him, ever, even for five seconds and she doesn’t want to sleep because she’ll dream of him.
Five times Anthony surprises Kate, and one time she surprises him.
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16 Mar 2026
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unconnected hollanov/heated rivalry fics all by the same author (it's me, i'm the author) // blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though
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“You know, one day you’re gonna meet someone you love so much you’ll want to toss all your stupid rules out the window just to be around them,” Jessica told him the day they broke up.
God, Shane remembers thinking. I fucking hope not.
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- Part 9 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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16 Mar 2026
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play-by-play by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Mar 2026
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Shane had memorized every version of Ilya’s face over the years.
He remembered the way his face broke open when he saw him on TV winning his first Stanley Cup. He remembered the way he turned away and face contorted as he tried not to cry in front of Shane for the first time at that All Stars weekend all these years ago now. He remembered the soft vulnerability in Ilya’s eyes the first time they’d managed to choke out I love you.
But seeing Ilya hold their son for the first time was a look Shane didn't have a name for yet.
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Shane and Ilya are about to become dads for the first time. They navigate the pregnancy, Ilya’s final season, and Shane’s first away game after their son is born.
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- Part 11 of Our House
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16 Mar 2026
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(i can't get no) satisfaction by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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[An image of Ilya Rozanov from 2016, leaving a nightclub in Boston. He is flanked on either side by two women. His right arm is casually slung around the shoulders of one, while the other holds onto his left arm. He is winking at the camera.]
@NHLInsider It’s been a rough week for Ilya Rozanov after a storybook start to the season. After suffering bruised ribs during Ottawa’s game against Montreal on Thursday, now one of his former flames has come forward claiming he was a less-than-stellar partner.
TikTok user @bostonbethany posted a video on Saturday detailing her encounter with Rozanov back in 2017. She says he didn’t pay for her drinks, was constantly checking his phone, could barely make conversation after leading her to believe he was interested in a relationship, failed to satisfy her in the bedroom after trying for nearly an hour, and never called her again.
This comes as Rozanov is out for at least two weeks with his injury, while the Centaurs, including his husband Shane Hollander, head to Berlin for two games against Detroit as part of the NHL’s Global Series.
We’ll let you know if we hear anything back from Rozanov’s camp.
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16 Mar 2026
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In the spring of 1830, Anthony suddenly falls ill while Kate is expecting their fourth child.
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Fifteen moments from some of the worst days of Kate's life.
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16 Mar 2026
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"Just for a moment, she could not shake the exasperating feeling that the viscount understood her duty to her family in a way that nobody else ever had."
Five conversations that Anthony and Kate have before marriage and one they have after they are married.
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16 Mar 2026
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.
Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.
Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.
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- Part 1 of Love in the Dark
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16 Mar 2026