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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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01 Feb 2026
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Off-limits, on fire by charliewrites4u
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
23 Jun 2025
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When you returns home from college, your plan is simple: introduce your picture-perfect boyfriend, survive your dad's overprotective instincts, and pretend you aren't still thinking about Joel Miller-the brooding, emotionally unavailable family friend who lives across the street.
But the bruises on your skin tell a story no one is supposed to know. And Joel? He notices everything.
As you spirals deeper into a dangerous relationship, Joel is forced to confront the lines he's never dared cross. Your off-limits. Too young. Too important. And yet... he can't stay away.
Tension builds, secrets unravel, and one quiet street becomes a powder keg of jealousy, shame, and barely restrained desire.
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31 Dec 2025
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Lando didn’t ask for a bodyguard.
Oscar didn’t ask to care.
But in the shadow of flashing cameras and the memory of a lock picked open in the night, the lines between duty and desire blur until they break.Bookmarked by lilpolyester
29 Sep 2025
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Olivia needs some extra cash so she starts working at the diner with her best friend. She soon meets a sexy, broody, FBI agent and he clearly has an effect on her. As her mind wanders Aaron reads her like an open book. She wants him and he's more than willing to give her what she wants.
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22 Aug 2025
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Maid Discreetly by MountainsAndMayhem
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV), tommy miller - Fandom, Tommy Miller The Last Of Us - Fandom, Gabriel Luna - Fandom
23 Sep 2025
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All you want is for your father to stop seeing you, a nearly 25-year-old woman, as a kid and give you the reins to run Maid Discreetly. The last thing you expect is to fall for his new best friend, and your nemesis, Tommy Miller, but he certainly makes you feel like a woman should.
Author Note: this is part of my JMKink series. Each part is a connected standalone so you don’t have to read Joel’s story but it will be mentioned. Joel’s story is called BDSMaid and can be found on my page xo
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- Part 2 of JMKink
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21 Aug 2025
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“What is up with you? You’ve been twitchy and anxious all week, even now- Yet suddenly you’re trying to fuck yourself on my cock, acting like we didn’t just fuck an hour ago- Barely.” Lando says, absolutely done with Oscar acting like a brat, wanting an answer now, not content to let him torture himself any longer, refusing to let Oscar self-destruct.
He digs his fingers into the delicate skin under his jaw, causing Oscar’s mouth to fall completely open, his eyes fluttering closed, his half-lidded gaze still focused entirely on Lando. A tiny, broken-off whimper escapes Oscar’s lips, grinding his ass harder into Lando’s quickly hardening cock, trying not to melt under the harsh, yet loving stare of his boyfriend.
Oscar loses his mind for a second, feeling Lando’s ridiculously huge dick snug against him, straining against his boxers, his mind zeroing in on his body, deciding that he’d really like him inside him right now.
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Part Two of A Love Worth Obsessing Over
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21 Aug 2025
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They were born into a world of empire and blood—of names that demanded respect and hands that sometimes had to kill to protect what mattered.
Oscar and Ollie Verstappen-Leclerc are the legacy sons of a syndicate built on steel nerves, old codes, and deeper love. Raised by Max Verstappen and Charles Leclerc—two men feared and worshipped in equal measure—they were taught loyalty, strategy, and the value of silence. But when a war brews and betrayal looms from inside the walls, it’s Oscar who goes under, deep undercover, giving up everything—including his name—for the safety of the family.- Words:
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29 Jul 2025
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Nights Like This One by moderatelytroubled
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
24 Dec 2024
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It’s 2003. Joel Miller is hired by an elderly woman to fix up her home. However, in the middle of the renovations, she dies and her daughter, Lily, moves from California to Austin to live in her mother's home. Joel continues to work on the house despite the two of them constantly butting heads. Tensions rise and the two are destined to crash whether they like it or not.______________
Joel Miller finds the love of his life right before the world ends.
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27 Jul 2025
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Returning home after your college graduation, you expect the same sleepy rhythm—quiet nights with your dad, maybe a summer job at his firm, and that ever-present question: what now? But the heat stretches long and slow, and you find yourself babysitting your neighbor’s daughter just to pass the time.
Joel Miller—your dad’s best friend, all calloused hands and quiet glances—is supposed to be off-limits. He’s older, steady, and familiar. But something between you has shifted. There’s tension, thick as the summer air, now impossible to ignore.
And as the days blur and the lines between you begin to fray, it becomes harder to remember where the rules used to be—or why they mattered.
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24 Jul 2025
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Give in Again by pocketfullofkouhuns
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
19 Nov 2024
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You've been (somewhat) enjoying a drink with a young architect--cute, if a little boring--and trying to ignore the constant barrage of text messages you'd been receiving from the faceless creep you've come to think of as Bar Douche when an intimidating stranger named Joel interrupts.
Joel is by turns protective, crass, and completely over-the-top flirtatious, leaving you not quite sure how to respond to him and not quite sure where you stand. You give as good as you get, baring your teeth from time to time, but Joel just seems to enjoy your bite. Fighting his excessive, thick-laid come-ons and wandering hands is too easy at first, but grows progressively more difficult as his tendency to swoop in just in time results in the two of you spending more and more time together.
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22 Jul 2025
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You and Joel were strangers, at a crossroads within this world and using each other for distraction is much easier than facing everything else.
Alternatively, you're recovering in Jackson after being on the run and thanking Joel in the only way you know how.
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13 Jul 2025
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Until the Summer Fades by cheythighs
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
28 Jun 2025
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You have the entire summer off from work and decide to spend that time with your dad in Austin. You just didn't expect his neighbor and best friend Joel Miller to affect you so much. You just only hope he feels the same way about you as you spend more and more time together from Memorial Day to Labor Day. A lot can happen under the Texas summer moon.
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11 Jul 2025
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Maddie Robinson was almost late for the job interview. Good thing that her (step)Daddy was the one interviewing her.
Pure smut, no redeeming value in here.
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- Part 1 of Office stories with Daddy
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08 Jul 2025
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After a heated encounter at the Tipsy Bison, Joel’s possessive streak is set off when a cocky newcomer makes a crude comment about his wife. Tension boils over into desperate, filthy lovemaking back home, where Joel reminds you exactly who you belong to.
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09 Jun 2025
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It was by chance that you first met Joel Miller.
It really shouldn’t have been odd- considering he’s your neighbor, you’d think it would be completely plausible to run into each other early on and have a chat. That’s good southern manners, after all.
As it turns out, he’s actually pretty elusive. The first time you met him, it was two weeks after you'd moved in. He’d been shuffling down his front porch steps, clearly in a hurry, what looked like a children’s backpack slung over his shoulder. You’d watched him from your porch, head tilted sideways with intrigue at the surprisingly handsome neighbor who hadn’t yet shown his face.
“Sarah!” He’d called gruffly into the house behind him. “Get a move on!”
And from the navy blue painted wood, a little girl bounded outside. Wiry curls, eager brown eyes, a bright, beaming smile.
You felt your heart soften slightly at the sight of her, and understood why your reclusive neighbor maybe hadn’t quite had the time to come and introduce himself.
A little girl, a daughter, and a ring finger void of any jewelry.
A single dad.
(reader and Joel are neighbors- she falls pregnant by someone else- they fall in love)
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06 Jun 2025
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Honey, Stomach, Mine by netherfeildren
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
02 Feb 2024
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Existence is a needful thing. Choice is fickle, nature inescapable. Run to the end of the world, Joel, all those things will still find you.
She'll still come for you.
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the A/B/O outbreak AU
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03 Jun 2025
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BDSMaid by MountainsAndMayhem
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
16 Dec 2024
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Chapter Summary: In order to save money for law school, you accept a job at Maid Discretely; a high end anonymous cleaning service. You aren’t supposed to know whose home you’re cleaning, but your curiosity is peaked by your first client, and when the two of you have a shocking and surprising run in more than just your curiosity peaks.
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- Part 1 of JMKink
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03 Jun 2025
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A young man gets an email from a sex toy company telling him that he works for them now. Liam isn't prepared for what comes next.
Silly smutty easter fun with some big silicone eggs.
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29 May 2025
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You’ve known Joel Miller for years. He’s practically part of the family - always by your dad’s side with that dark, brooding frown.
You’ve never really thought much of him. He’s just…Joel. Dad’s best friend, occasional ride home, somewhat-scowly dinner guest.
Until you come home one summer, after graduating college, and suddenly -
You can’t think about anything anything else.
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15 May 2025
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Handling his vampiric urges had always been easy for Oscar. Hunt animals, take just enough to survive, set them free again. Maybe use a blood bag, if it's not enough.
It stops being so easy when Lando invades his dreams, tempting him through the most casual actions during the day, until the only thing he can think about is burying his canines deep into Lando's neck.And, surprisingly, he's not the only one who seems to enjoy that idea.
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28 Dec 2024