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    Hot&sexy
    I keep having homosexual thoughts about the Russian man I got arrested (ಠ . ಠ)

    Chiwawa
    What
    DOSTOEVSKY????

    Hot&sexy
    Yeah😔

    Stickler-for-rules
    TGE TERRORIST??!??!?!?

    Hot&sexy
    Hear me out

    Furry
    DAZAI-SAN WTF

    gramps
    I wish I was never added here.

    Ane-san
    Same

    Diabetes-incarnate
    Wdym this is great

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    25 Jan 2026

  2. Rec 13

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    The five children are silent as they huddle together under Dazai’s black umbrella. The rain unrelentingly pours around them, the noise of the pitter-patter against the cheap plastic material making the scene all the more melancholic. When one of them starts crying, the others follow. One by one, they fall back into that pit of despair that Odasaku had tried to save them from.

    In a strange twist of events, the orphans live.

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    30 Nov 2025

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  3. Rec 73

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    Five times Dazai visits Kunikida at his apartment and the one time Kunikida visits him in his.

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    27 Nov 2025

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    Atsushi tries to figure Dazai out, and fails at every stage.

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    28 Oct 2025

  5. Rec *

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    Perhaps that is what affirms Chuuya's humanity. Human nature is defined by desire and Chuuya is impossibly greedy when it comes to Dazai.

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    A roleswap au where Chuuya was raised by Mori after Suribachi City was formed and Dazai joins the Port Mafia at age fifteen as Kouyou's student.

    --

     

    (Roleswap/Mentorswap)

    (Courtesan Dazai)

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    28 Oct 2025

  6. Rec 32

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    “One last question.” His expression is contemplative as he funnels glitter into his balloon. “If you could only save one of them—Atsushi-kun or the world—which would you choose?”

    The right thing to do would have been to say the world. Even I can’t choose would have been an acceptable alternative. But what freezes the words on Kyouka’s tongue and causes unease to pool in her stomach is the fact that her mind had made a choice long before conscious thought could catch up—Atsushi.

    Kyouka wonders if she has what it takes to live in the light.

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    20 Oct 2025

  7. Rec *

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    Sensing his misgivings, Dazai lays a hand on his head, ruffling his hair. “Just trust me. When have I ever been wrong?”

    “Like…all the time? The other day, you said chocolate milk comes from chocolate cows.”

    “See? Even I make mistakes.” His voice lowers to a conspiratorial whisper. “But don’t tell Chuuya about that, okay? I want to see how long he goes on thinking there are actual chocolate cows.”

    Atsushi can’t help it—he laughs. It bubbles up within him, a feeling of release carrying him back to shore. They might only be playing pretend, but he’ll trust in that lie until it becomes real. 

    Atsushi has scars and unerasable sorrows, but he also has family.

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    20 Oct 2025

  8. Rec 77

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    Five Times people thought Kunikida and Dazai were dating, and the one time they realised they were.

    It was chance that brought them together, curiosity that made them stick. After all, in a world full of fate and determination, maybe it was the ultimate rebellion to build something of their own.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    “Have you talked to Yosano-sensei about getting meds?”

    Kunikida frowns. He doesn’t have time for a doctor’s appointment, and—

    “Meds? For what?”

    “Your hand tremors.” Ranpo pulls a lollipop from their pocket. They tear the wrapper off and move to deposit it on the floor, but falter at the last second. Instead of dropping it, they simply ball it up in their hand.

    “My…” Kunikida’s voice trails off. He looks at his hands, as if he needs to visually confirm they’re shaking. As if they aren’t always shaking.

    Huh.

    “Medicine won’t fix it completely, but it should help. And I bet Yosano could get you a prescription lickety-split!” Ranpo sticks the lollipop in their mouth. They beam like they’ve just solved a new case.

    kunikida assumes the position of agency president. somewhere between shaking hands, pastry boxes, and dazai leaving the door open, he learns leadership also means knowing when to take a step back and trust others will help you shoulder your burdens.

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    11 Oct 2025

  10. Rec 24

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    “I’ve been thinking lately,” you tell Punishment, through the gloss of a polished metal blade. It is halfway through the throat of a man. “You’re a better liar than me.”

    // (Fyodor, through the ages.)

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    11 Oct 2025

  11. Rec 36

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    In hindsight, Chuuya really should’ve known better than to let Dazai get bored on a mission (why can’t that asshole behave like a normal person for once!?). The mission was simple: infiltrate a high-profile wedding that was really just a front for a massive underground drug exchange, eliminate the targets, and disappear before anyone could call the cops.

    And everything was going fine. Chuuya handled the actual killing part—because Dazai’s weak ass couldn’t lift a damn finger without a million excuses pouring out as to why he can’t—until the moment he returned to the blood-soaked reception hall, only to find his partner standing over the corpse of the so called ‘bride’ holding up her veil like some deranged fashion critic.

    Or: How Two Teenage Assassins Accidentally Got Married in the Most Soukoku Way Possible

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    06 Oct 2025

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    "Let's take it from the top. Hi." He gives out his hand. "I'm Dazai Osamu."

    Fyodor glances down at the hand, as though it's a trap. To be fair, it could be. But he likes traps. He likes unwinding them. So he grasps Dazai's hand and shakes it, once.

    Or,
    Somewhere in the remote landscape of Meursault, Fyodor discovers that whatever is fundamentally “wrong” with him, is also “wrong” with Dazai Osamu. They proceed to destroy each other, to their heart’s content.

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    Chapters:
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    03 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    Death is an unchangeable node; the very being of a timeline—the core at which life transpires. Regardless of what cord or string is pulled, no matter how tight the knot or thick the rope, death cannot be altered. It is immutable.

    Fyodor doesn't know this, Atsushi certainly doesn't.

    Which is why, when that very entity is warped- twisted beyond its very essence, neither anticipates it, let alone knows how to stop it.

    ━━━━━━━

    In which, Atsushi and his newfound mentor, Kunikida Doppo, are requested to meet with a client in St. Petersburg. They are not given any details prior to the job, merely that they simply must go. On their flight, they meet someone rather curious: an eccentric man with thick, brown hair that seems to have a mind of its own. For some reason, the man declines to tell them his name. Atsushi jots its off as just another peculiarity of his job- that is, until he meets an unusually similar man in a vivid vision of the past and what it has become.

    What happens next is a deep winding spiral of emotion and loss, one in which the line between past and present blurs and love and hate seem to merge. Atsushi is merely a witness to said fact; a bookmark lost in a page.

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    02 Oct 2025

  14. Rec *

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    Q and Dazai and how being similar doesn't necessarily mean being the same.

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    02 Oct 2025

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  15. Rec 45

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    At the end of the school day, Aya has to wait to be picked up instead of walking home with her friends. Kunikida arrives in his car, having carved out time in his schedule to get her on the days when her dad can’t, which is most of them.

    Today, Dazai sits in the passenger seat, fiddling with the radio dial. He ignores Aya like he always does as Kunikida helps her into the car. He’s probably only here because he wanted to skip out on work. Kunikida says he likes to do that.

    Aya’s crutches go on the empty seat beside her, where Dazai’s cane is already lying. It looks less lonely now, at least. She wishes that were enough to make her feel better.

    or: aya faces the consequences of being a hero

    for bsd disability week day 4: mobility aids and accommodations/accessibility

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    01 Oct 2025

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  16. Rec 44

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    In a post-apocalyptic society, the deadly superflu overtook the world killing nearly the entire population, Chuuya stumbles on an empty-not-so-empty cabin while injured, on the verge of death, with nothing left to lose.

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    OR: a skk post-apocalyptic au that follows the plot of all that's left in the world (MAJOR EDITS MADE 07/25)

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    28 Sep 2025

  17. Rec 58

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    “They’re really cute, aren’t they?” Chuuya asks cheerfully, a smile in his voice. He bends down so his face is closer to hers, appearing like he’s just getting a closer look at the bunnies but his breath tickles her ear as he whispers, “It’s alright. We’re not on a mission. Act like a normal little girl.”

    Kyouka blinks, turning back to the bunnies. She doesn’t relax, but the fear eases, almost fully dissipating. Of course, this was Chuuya-san, she didn’t need to fear him. However, his order didn’t settle as easily as his reassurance. 

     How can she act like something she’s completely forgotten how to be? 

     

    or: Chuuya takes Kyouka for a day away from the Mafia, but this one is different.

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    21 Sep 2025

  18. Rec 57

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    Because everything should be fine now- the threat is gone, the Agency is all alive and safe, and things are back to normal! Ergo, there should be nothing wrong.

    But for some reason, tensions were rising. Yosano spiraling, Kunikida and Atsushi’s crisis, and whatever was going on with Dazai. The Agency refused to talk to each other as they used to, that synergy once there had been lost after the battle. Perhaps they used it all in the fight. Typically, these predicaments would either be healed over time or simply placed on the back burner, but now everything was off rhythm.

    In the back of his mind, Ranpo knew the cause of this shift; he just hated it- refused to believe this was truly the outcome.

     

    Or,
    In which, the Agency is unsure how to communicate in the aftermath of the Decay of Angels incident. Things start lining up that don't make it any easier.

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    13/?
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    13 Sep 2025

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  19. Rec 47

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    The night after the Armed Detective Agency returned from Standard Island, Dazai had never felt so lost in his body.

    When Yosano used her ability on him, she healed all of his wounds.

    His scars were gone.

     

    Or, the author is projecting onto Dazai far more than is healthy EL OH EL

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    10 Sep 2025

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    “You are still a kid too, you know.”

    Dazai narrows his eyes. “I’m nearly twenty three.”

    “Compared to me, twenty three is nothing.” Fukuzawa chuckles at his own joke. “I still feel like a child sometimes, even at my age. We never really grow out of it.”

    ---

    In learning how to feel happiness, Dazai gets the chance to finally live the childhood he never got to have. Maybe there is no greater meaning to life, but that’s something he has to figure out for himself. This is a story of healing, learning to love, and acceptance, in every sense of the words.

    Inspired by all the “de-aging” fics out there that use time travel to deal with the trauma these kids went through (which I absolutely adore!) Time moves forward, and they can’t change the past, but it’s never too late to start to heal.

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    Comments:
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    15,970

    10 Sep 2025

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