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    Ilya gets his bell rung while playing for Ottawa against Montreal

    He forgets how to speak English and can only speak Russian

    Luckily, Shane Hollander, the light of his life, has learned Russian

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    31 Mar 2026

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    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.

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    28 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 97

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    It wasn't surprising when Lena stopped him as he passed the charge desk. "Mohan's got a dicey one in North six. Thirty year-old female with broken ribs and a fractured orbital. Claims she fell, but her boyfriend won't leave the room. You might check on her."

    Jack felt his heartrate pick up at the thought of Samira in a small room with a domestic abuser. "Yeah. Thanks for the heads up," he shot back, before turning and heading in that direction.

    He told himself to calm down. Samira could handle herself. Hypervigilance was a symptom, his therapist's voice told him, not a reflection of reality. He walked at a brisk pace anyway.

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    27 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Absolutely fucking not.”

    “Oh, come on, Samira. It doesn’t even have to be a big deal,” Jack responded, voice a hair from pleading.

    Samira sat crosslegged in the corner of Jack’s worn leather sectional, the pasta he had made for dinner balanced in her lap, her head turned to where Jack sat at the other end.

    “Jack,” she said, slowly, as though speaking to someone particularly dim. “You cannot just pay off two hundred and fifty thousand dollars worth of someone else’s student loans. That’s crazy.”

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    26 Mar 2026

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    It wasn’t that Ilya was jealous. It was just that…he sort of was.

    It's finally the off-season, and Ilya cannot wait for a perfectly boring summer at the cottage with his perfectly boring husband.

    Shane, however, has other ideas.

    (AKA Ilya gets jealous of a plant.)

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    26 Mar 2026

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    This was different. This wasn’t hockey, or a competition, or a well-honed skill. This was her chance to welcome Ilya to their family.

    The five times Yuna Hollander opened her heart to Ilya, and the one time Ilya found a home within it.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Ottawa face Montreal away from home ice, and for the first time in eleven years, Shane Hollander is not in red and blue.

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    Ilya watches Shane battle his old teammates and fails to stay calm about it.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Shane went down hard, bleeding on the ice, and Ilya was hiding in a stairwell to avoid Shane's teammates when he caught up on the WAG chat and saw the missed call from Jackie.

    Inspired by the last bit of "please leave a message" by Ravenesta

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    24 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 163

    Mystery Work

    Part of Hollanov fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    23 Mar 2026

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    Shane is still adjusting to being out. He’s trying, he really is. But he’s still very protective of what they have.

    (Or: 5 times Shane feels embarrassment when the Centaurs find out something about their sex life and the time he stops caring.)

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    23 Mar 2026

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    He doesn’t remember any part of that night that didn’t involve Shane. He doesn’t remember the woman’s name, or what she looked like, or even why he didn’t go home with her. All of that was insignificant, a blur that faded into nothingness.

    He only remembers Shane, and then the absence of him.

    (They finally talk about what happened at the club.)

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “Am I too boring for you?”

    He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.

    Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.

    “What.”

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane’s thoughts feel dangerous. Or - not dangerous, exactly, but really fucking scary. The kind of thoughts that used to have him bolting upright in the middle of the night, his skin drenched with cold sweat at the mere prospect of such a thing.

    But now…now Shane thinks it’s time.

    “I think this is my last season,” he whispers, voice faltering over the words he’s never said aloud before.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    22 Mar 2026

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    [Tweet] @EvanDykstraOfficial: If hypothetically someone needed to get gum out of their toddler’s hair before their wife gets home, how would one do this? Asking for a friend

    [Tweet] @roz81: use olive oil. rub into gum. ta da gum gone

    [Tweet] @hazyhayes: Get a lot of gum stuck in your hairdo, Roz?

    [Tweet] @roz81: no but holmberg does not know how to spit gum out before napping on plane

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    or, a childless Ilya Rozanov is somehow the go to guy for everyone's parenting advice needs

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane volunteers to be mic'd up on his first game against the Voyageurs in his first season with the Centaurs. What could go wrong?

    A lot... He hopes.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    (n): a pre-film animation device that produces the illusion of motion by displaying a sequence of drawings or photographs showing progressive phases of that motion

    Jack's five favorite photos of Samira.

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    21 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 38

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    Samira Mohan is en route to the hospital while in labour with Jack Abbot's baby.

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    20 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 86

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    “But this?” he reiterates, looking down at her phone, “This has to end here. I don’t want you to contact him again.”

    The skin of her bottom lip took the blow of his words. She felt herself shaking, breathing in and smelling the lingering cologne on her clothes.

    “Andrew.”

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    Samira Mohan is getting married. Unfortunately, Jack Abbot will not be attending.

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    19 Mar 2026

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