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  1. Rec 58

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    After Shane unexpectedly leaves Ilya's in Boston, coping becomes hard for Ilya. Provided with some hefty painkillers for an injury, Ilya finds a way to numb the pain in his head, too. When Ilya loses control and takes a few too many pills before a game, it seems that the similarities between himself and his mother could become his undoing. Luckily, Shane steps in to carry Ilya home.

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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Rec 67

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    "Yeah, I don't want to push, but you're usually with your Boston girl - Lily?"

    Shane sighed. Exactly the topic he wanted to avoid. "It's complicated."

    Hayden snorted, but he still looked sympathetic, "Yeah, man, I figured. You don't talk about her."

    Without thinking, he flinched. It just was such a gut punch. He wanted to talk to someone about Ilya. It was surprising in how much he wanted to talk to someone about this. This whole fucking mess. Here he was talking to Hayden about his personal life, his family, and Hayden didn't know anything about that side of his life. Nobody knew.

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    The night after Tuna Melts goes different and Shane never meets Rose Landry. It still changes everything.

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    30 Jan 2026

  3. Rec 24

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    Shane was speechless, and Ilya was unknowingly saying the sweetest things to him without even knowing. Shane's eyes started to water. He loved Ilya so much. He had watched for years as the man he loved slowly disappeared. turning into a shell of the strong, smart, cunning man Shane once knew.

    "We did a commercial," Ilya said, grabbing Shane's attention. He knew what he was talking about.

    "You did?" Shane replied to keep him talking.

    "Yes, it was hockey something, very early, I was very young," Ilya said, waving his hand trying to bring the rest of the story to him.

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    Ilya has dementia and tells Shane about a Jane, not knowing that they were the same person

    Thank you to my bsf who came up with the name and reading the unedited version :P

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “You miss your mommy, Rozanov?”
    “Not as much as I miss yours.”

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    Starting when he's 13, a series of looks into Ilya's relationship with his parents.

    Also featuring an answer to the famous question 'What did Ilya and David talk about while Shane was talking to Yuna?'

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    18 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 98

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    “Um. Hi,” Shane starts, looking down at the boy. The boy just looks up at him, a puzzled expression on his face.

    “кто ты?” The boy says in some funny language Shane has never heard of.

    “Um.. I only speak English.”

    The boy's eyebrows furrow, but he doesn’t seem all too deterred by the language barrier. Instead, he hands Shane a piece of pink chalk. He points to the drawing he’s been working on, saying something in that funny language again

    Or: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov meet when they are six. They aren’t rivals, but they still fall in love. Some small moments in that process.

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    18 Jan 2026

  6. Rec *

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    Ilya opened one of his messages.

    Have you seen the news?
    Ilya, call me. Now.
    Please tell me you already fucking know.
    Jesus Christ, man.

    That was it. No context. No explanation. Just panic wrapped in vague bullshit.

    His jaw locked. “Are you fucking serious right now,” he muttered, thumb scrolling harder than necessary. Say it or don’t, you assholes. The half-answers made his skin crawl. It felt like they were all circling something awful, whispering around it, waiting for him to step close enough to get hit.

    His chest felt tight now, pressure building, so he did the one thing that made sense. He opened social media.

    Shane Hollander’s name was everywhere.

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    Shane was hurt in ways everyone could see, and in ways only Ilya would carry.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander learns Russian in secret, eventually it’s not a secret anymore.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have a lot of sex. A lot of hot, intimate, dirty sex. But sometimes they don't. Sometimes, for one reason or another, they find more intimacy in the unexpected moments where their plans to fuck don't work out.

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    Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.

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    I: Shane Hollander has too much to drink.
    II: Ilya Rozanov gets the fucking flu.
    III: Shane Hollander suffers an Autistic shutdown.
    IV: Ilya Rozanov misses his mother.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    28 Dec 2025

  10. Rec 58

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    "If his decision to show up in Jayce's room to talk to him had initially been driven by what he'd said that same day, managing to stimulate his scientific side, after reading his notebook he had found himself also driven by a completely different kind of curiosity.
    Jayce had given him the impression of being an interesting person.
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    It was also the first time Viktor had found himself wanting to impress someone, wanting to genuinely capture their interest, outside of the academic realm.
    [...]
    “Wait, stop the carriage!” He almost screamed in panic, holding onto his seat in anticipation of the sudden stop. “We have to go back.”
    The coachman did as he was told, and when the carriage stopped, Viktor turned to Caitlyn. Whatever words were about to rise in his throat died as soon as he met her gaze. She was staring at him; in fact, with a stunned expression etched on her face. They both ignored the other man’s complaints, taken aback.
    “You know.” She whispered. Even though it wasn’t a question, she couldn’t hide the surprise in her tone.
    Viktor didn’t need to ask what she was referring to because; yes, he knew."

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    13 Nov 2025

  11. Rec 50

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    “Nothing to be ashamed of,” the old woman says when he’s gone, patting Viktor’s shoulder. “Plenty of men damaged in the war.”

    Viktor looks at Jayce through the sunny haze of the market: his sweet man, suffering, lopsided, white-knuckling the grip of his cane. The traces of silver shining in his hair.

    “Yes,” Viktor says faintly. “He was, ah. Damaged in the war.”

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    seven small fics for jayvik hurt/comfort week <3 individual tags listed for each chapter so you can tell if it’s right for you!

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    30 Oct 2025

  12. Rec 14

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    The Hexcore spits them out somewhere neither of them recognises.

    Neither of them really talks, at first. It’s hard for Jayce to recount what happened, and sometimes, when he does try, it ends up feeling like he’s been flashbanged, the pounding in his head immediately deterring him from the thoughts. Viktor would look concerned with him, then, and ask a soft “Are you alright, Jayce?”

    Jayce would snip the conversation in the bud with a sharp nod, and that would be it. After all, what would he even say? How do you tell your partner that the monster you both created, inhabiting his body, put Jayce through things that most probably gave him permanent brain damage?

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    Day 4 of Jayvik Hurt/Comfort Week 2025! Theme: Jayce's Pit PTSD, Mutism, Abandonment issues.

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    17 Oct 2025

  13. Rec 26

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    Viktor starts to speak around Jayce in Zaunite, and once he starts, he can't seem to stop. It's not as if Jayce understands him, so why should it matter if he calls him pet names or tells him how much he loves him? Jayce will never know. And it's not as if he'd ever love him back, right?

    Or: 5 times Viktor spoke in Zaunite and 1 time Jayce spoke it too

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    28 Sep 2025

  14. Rec *

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    He woke up half-crushed on a futon with Jayce’s head on his shoulder, muttering in his sleep. There was a blue screen flickering in front of them—Hextech, he thought, for a terrified moment, before something in his blood told him they’d fallen asleep watching something together, a movie, which he sort of understood, even if he didn’t think he could explain it. 

    In the cold glow of the screen, Jayce looked strangely… exposed. It was easier to look at Jayce through the beady white eyes of a god, or his soul in the cosmos, than it was to look at what Viktor had done to him now. For a moment he touched their foreheads together—selfish, selfish—just to feel Jayce’s warmth on his skin. The illusion that he had started something instead of ending it, saved someone instead of ruining him. 

    Jayce and Viktor wake up in another timeline.

    All Viktor wants is to keep him safe.

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    23 Sep 2025

  15. Rec 82

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    It’s not as though Viktor doesn’t eat. 

    Jayce has run through the proof he’s collected many times to assure himself that this is a fact based on evidence and reason— that Vikor does eat— despite Jayce rarely actually seeing him do so. Viktor just has… poor habits. Worrying habits. 

    Or: Jayce worries about Viktor and does what any normal, good lab partner would do, and dedicates a totally normal and not absurd amount of time and effort to cook for him.

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    16 Sep 2025

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    Viktor and Jayce were soulmates, attached at the hip: partners in everything. That is until a personal betrayal, and Viktor walks away, back to Zaun, leaving Jayce heartbroken.
    Years later, Jayce is in hospital, following a nearly fatal accident, Viktor is back to take care of him, and ready to explain what it was that went wrong.
    Together again, Jayce feels something he hasn't felt in a long time. But have things really changed enough to be different this time around?

    Basically: Hurt/comfort with ex husbands to friends to lovers to husbands again.

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    02 Sep 2025

  17. Rec 2

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    Viktor is dying. In a bid to gain some semblance of control, he attempts to give himself a haircut. Jayce helps.

    Title from "Not Dead Yet" by Lord Huron

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    30 Aug 2025

  18. Rec 92

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    In which Jayce is an elementary school teacher, Viktor is tired, and Winter comes to Zaun with all the grace of a window that has been exposed to one pebble projectile too many.

    Somehow, somewhere along the way, feelings happen.

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    29 Aug 2025

  19. Rec 7

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    Two failed dates and a lovely outcome.

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    14 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 30

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    Jayce always greeted his husband goodbye before he left for work.

    That morning, Viktor forgot to do something in return.

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    14 Aug 2025

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