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well i've been afraid of changin' cause i built my life around you by sophisticatedlysapphic
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 May 2026
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“I’d do it again in a heartbeat, y’know,” Shane whispered to the boy. His voice was rough with tears. “Every single time, I’d choose you. I thought I knew what love was. I loved Grandma and Grandpa and I loved hockey. Then, I met your papa and I just…” Shane shuddered, tears slipping down his cheeks.
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three times shane and ilya learned that parenting is largely about sacrifice
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hr social media fics by persimmon_tea
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
04 May 2026
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truly some of the funniest shit ever written
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Ilya writes a letter to his мама
Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
17 Apr 2026
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they knew what they were doing with this
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bitter brained by toffeewise
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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There's something special about Shane's gear in his mind.
By the time Shane turns seventeen, he's pretty much fully grown. He won't have to worry about buying new gear because he's suddenly outgrown it. It soothes his mind that what he wears in juniors will be able to follow him into the NHL. Then Rozanov and the CCM commercial happens, and the gear on his back feels a little more sacred. The thought of changing his gear has always left him with a bitter taste in his mouth. It's worse now.
or 4 times shane is superstitious and 1 time ilya is
Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
17 Apr 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
i! love! when! the! authors! actually! know! hockey!
truly so so fun to read when you can tell they know hockey and write like they know hockey. it's still fun when there is bad hockey but i loved this one because they really wrote the hockey scenes
the research in the after notes was so fun, and it was interesting to see there have been a lot of recent high scoring games like that in the mnhl because i really only watch women's hockey
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Sincere Communication by Carry_On_Moss
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Apr 2026
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How to Be Normal (And How to Be Strange) by NimmCayn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Apr 2026
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Shane spends his life trying and failing to be normal. Being different than others isolates him in ways he can't understand, until a late autism diagnosis finally gives him the vocabulary needed to explain himself and his experiences. At first, he's ashamed, but, with Ilya's help, he begins to see the aspects of himself that he spent years hating in a new, brighter light.
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4 times Shane is ashamed of his autistic traits and 1 time Ilya shows him that he doesn't have to be.
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- Part 1 of Shane Hollander Unmasked
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i don't get the subtext by ur_worst_nitemare
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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“I thought I was making a friend,” Shane said quietly, “He asked for my name, interests, what I do for work, and then asked if I wanted to ‘be more friendly’. You know, typical friend stuff,” Shane sighed, “But I’m guessing that was some kind of innuendo wasn’t it?”
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Ottawa Centaurs Gone Wild by hematoma47
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Mar 2026
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Ottawa Cens my beloved boys…
Various chatfics that are loosely (or not at all) tied together in my heated rivalry/game changers universe!
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Northern Lights by 221BBakerStrt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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Troy and Harris take a week-long trip to Iceland. They drive the south coast, hike a glacier, ride Icelandic horses, and visit a museum Harris has been talking about since he booked the tickets. Troy carries both bags. Harris wears a puffin shirt. The northern lights come out. A news alert from home catches Troy off guard, and Harris holds steady the way he always does. Seven days of lava fields, hot springs, and two people figuring out what they get to keep.
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kiss me just once for luck (these are desperate measures) by LiarsandThieves22
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”
Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”
“First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.
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Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).
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Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
12 Apr 2026
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Really loved this one! Had to pull some fave quotes:::
So precious: "He wasn’t sure if the novelty of that would ever wear off. He sort of hoped it wouldn’t. He imagined himself as an old man sometimes, waking up next to old man Shane (exactly the same as current Shane, really, except with grey hair and some wrinkles and maybe he wore his sexy glasses more often – but emotionally Shane was already well into “old man” territory, so on a day to day level it was really the same). In his vision, he was exactly as excited to see Shane every morning as he was now – like waking up and realizing that it wasn’t all a dream, that it was really his life, and this wonderful, amazingly sexy man actually did love him, and always would."
"He loved Shane always. He had no conditions."
"He thought of the hotel room. Of essentially shared suitcases, his stuff always ending up mixed in with Shanes. He thought of sex, yes, but then he thought about brushing their teeth together, and Shane’s head on his chest while they caught their breath, the way Shane tended to trace lazy patterns in his skin just before they fell asleep. He thought of the plane ride the next day, when Shane would be horrifically hungover and Ilya wouldn’t be because he never was, and Shane would threaten to divorce him until Ilya scrounged up coffee and a greasy breakfast sandwich and all was forgiven. He thought about the plane ride, where he’d put on some crap movie and Shane would share his headphones and would still, somehow, fall asleep on Ilya’s shoulder halfway through, explosions be damned.
He thought about the future. He thought about every day for the rest of his life."
"It was only when the Cup was in his hands that he’d let himself think about Shane. If Shane was watching. If Shane was jealous, or angry. If Shane had seen him score that last goal. What Shane thought about that last goal. He’d been filled with the horrific impulse to text “Jane.” He could tell himself that he wanted to rub it in – to hold it over Hollander’s head, that he’d gotten the Cup first, like he’d gotten the draft first. But the truth was just that he wanted to talk to Shane. That he’d missed him horrifically in the months of self-imposed radio silence. It had been for the best – obviously, Ilya’s hands were gripping the Cup – but it hadn’t been easy. And that it hadn’t been easy meant it was obviously even more for the best. Ilya had gotten caught up in the magnetic pull of Shane Hollander, and it had been distracting. It would be distracting to let himself get pulled back in. So he had resisted the impulse to text, and his promised himself he would only be professional next time he saw Shane at the MLH awards."
So funny: "Ilya could see the cogs in Shane’s head turning. He was, like, 99% sure that the first thought that came to Shane’s head was but my parents aren’t gay."
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Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
12 Apr 2026
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only read the 7th work in this series, tbr for the other ones
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Sweetheart by The_Lady_Disdain
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Apr 2026
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After a busy day, Shane gets overstimulated at a Centaurs party. Ilya helps him.
“Do you want to tell me what happened, moy lyubimyy?”
Shane leans forward until his forehead rests in the space between Ilya’s neck and shoulder.
“Just a lot,” he mumbles. “Smells. Noise. Too much.”
“Busy day, hmm? Good thing we have a break now. We can do whatever you want next two days. We can do it all of the next two days. Make the team jealous.”
He waggles his eyebrows even though Shane can’t see. But Shane doesn’t smile or huff. He just presses harder into Ilya’s shoulder, ducking his head like he wants to hide.
Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
07 Apr 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
this kind of hurt to read but was also amazing
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Zebra Huddle by anarchybeauty
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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- 6,624
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It Is Not A Problem by OtherWaysHome
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Apr 2026
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Shane and Ilya have written their own vows for the wedding.
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“I cannot stop thinking about him. This slow fucking hockey player with the freckles. Since we were seventeen in Saskatchewan. In that car park. I cannot stop thinking about him. That car park and the gym that night after draft pick and all the hotel rooms and All Stars and all of my texts you never answered and all of the ones you did.” He takes a breath, confesses. “And when I drank a whole bottle of vodka after I won the Stanley Cup to stop myself from fucking texting you.
“Was a terrible problem, then. When I was twenty. And twenty-two and twenty-four. Twenty-five. And I would think, this is going to kill me. I would think, then, that maybe I had spent more time wanting to see you when I could not than I had spent doing anything else. Even hockey.”----
Is Ilya going to tell Shane he has a weak backhand in their wedding vows? Yes, yes he is. Will Shane speak Russian? Did he secretly get help from Svetlana to prep for this? Is anyone going to mention the secret sex condo? Can Ilya avoid having to thank Scott Hunter in his actual vows? He’s certainly going to try.
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Sensory Overload by ClimbMeLikeaTreeMrBuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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Shane has always just dealt with it —
the tension, the discomfort, the things that don’t quite feel right.When finally, Ilya starts to notice the pattern.
It just takes him a while to realise it all comes back to something as simple as a haircut.
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My theory as to why Shane grows his hair out for The Long Game
Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
06 Apr 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
i don't know why this one made me cry but it did so i must bookmark
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Deep Misunderstanding by some1_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Mar 2026
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“Am I a bad friend?”
Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.
Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.
Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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“You know I think about you all the time,
And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
And how bad it must have been for you back then,
And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”- Language:
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Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
05 Apr 2026
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this successfully made me tear up it was beautiful and it should be printed and framed and put in a hall of fame somewhere
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The Infiltration by myperfectgirlfriend
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 May 2026
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Lily
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I want to see your cock leak on me again 😉
Will swallow if you are luckyJane
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Don't sext me while I'm with Pike. He read those messages you just sentOR
After Jackie and the other WAG’s insist on adding Shane’s secret girlfriend to their group chat, “Lily” is ready to join and get a rise out of Shane. Well, that and get new secrets on all of Montreal's players…
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1221. Scott Hunter knew exactly what that meant. He had heard of guys doing it together for as long as he had played hockey, especially rookies. The most talked-about rivals of hockey were using drugs together.
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No Reason to Run by Fourticktock
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 May 2026
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“Shit,” Hunter said, eyes wide. He shot a glance up and down the hallway and held up his hands in the universal sign of “calm down.”
“I can pretend I didn’t see anything,” he said quickly.
“There’s nothing-“ But Shane was losing the ability to speak. His throat was closing up, his vision darkening, his heart feeling like it was being squeezed by barb wire.What if Scott Hunter caught Shane sneaking out of Ilya's room? What if this change meant Shane had someone to talk to, and then the number of people in his corner kept expanding?
A canon divergence where homophobia can be fixed by a Swedish hockey coach and rational argument. Featuring accidental cock-blocker Hayden, better communication skills, protective team mates, and evil-genius Yuna Hollander.
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"Sveta’s dad is a celebrity. She gets celebrities; rarely finds them intimidating, unless it’s someone whose work itself she is in awe of. But just looking at Rose Landry makes her stomach do nervous flips."
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"Rose knows she’s… something. Not a lesbian, but something. Something that made out with a lot of girls at drama school cast parties. Something that loves soft lips and stubble-free cheeks, and is terrified of beautiful women."
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In which Rose Landry meets Svetlana Vetrova for the first time, and they manage not to take eight years to process gay thoughts.
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- Part 2 of Short and Sapphic
Bookmarked by neverendingloop3
02 Apr 2026