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you could be all mine by katraa for HappyBulbasaur
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Jan 2026
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Senior year. Their last year at the Akademiya. It had taken nearly four whole years of the two of them circling around each other with clever words, pining glances, and a tension that could be felt by all to finally get it right. Four years until Kaveh finally broke down over a glass or two of wine and admitted that, for all of Alhaitham’s prickliness, there was no single person in the world that would ever make him feel the way Alhaitham did.
And Alhaitham had pressed him on that. ‘Feel’. ‘Feel’ what?
And Kaveh had told him. He had passionately rambled for almost an hour about how the sky was bluer when he was at his side, how challenges felt a little less daunting when he had Alhaitham as a sounding board and his support at the end of the day. How the scent of him, as faint as it was, felt like a home Kaveh had been longing for for over a decade. Every feeling was better because of him. Even the bad ones.
How could he not fall in love with someone like that?
There's a nasty virus going around that has Alhaitham and Kaveh locked inside their shared apartment. Or, they're fighting, Kaveh's heat is soon, and his luck is just terrible.
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28 Jan 2026
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Kim Dokja was an idiot who neglected his health without even realizing it, skipping meals or sacrificing hours of sleep as if it were nothing. He liked to watch him sleep for the same reason he liked to watch him eat.
But while watching him, Yoo Joonghyuk couldn’t help but remember Kim Dokja in that hospital, motionless and leaving them with little hope that he would ever wake up. A twinge of anxiety settled in his chest every time he saw him like this for that reason.
On those kinds of mornings when he couldn't stand it, Yoo Joonghyuk’s fingers would inevitably find their way to Kim Dokja’s face, tracing the lines of his features and caressing his skin. He knew doing so would draw small reactions from the sleeping Kim Dokja. A twitch of an eyebrow, a soft sigh, a slight shift in position. He couldn’t help it. He needed the reassurance that Kim Dokja was still there with him. That he could be stirred from sleep.
Yoo Joonghyuk spends most of his mornings watching Kim Dokja sleep.
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28 Jan 2026
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Just as Kim Dokja was about to reach his peak, Yoo Joonghyuk’s hand stopped and he was met with an immediate whine of protest. “I was just about to-!”
“Keep reading.” Yoo Joonghyuk withdrew, pulling back the sheets and adjusting Kim Dokja to lie on his back. He positioned himself between Kim Dokja’s legs.
An indignant and flushed Kim Dokja, now lying on his back, petulantly brought his phone back in front of his face.
It wasn’t that Yoo Joonghyuk was jealous of Kim Dokja’s phone. He just wished that on some mornings, Kim Dokja would look at him instead of that damn screen.
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28 Jan 2026
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Eyes Wide Open, Eyes Half Shut by serynxi
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
05 Oct 2024
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They parted briefly and Kim Dokja’s eyes fluttered open. He caught Yoo Joonghyuk's gaze, his eyes open as they kissed. Startled, he pulled back.
“What is it?” Yoo Joonghyuk asked, panting slightly.
“Your eyes were open,” he said through heavy panting breaths, he hadn’t noticed how much he’d needed to breathe until now. Getting enough air while Yoo Joonghyuk kissed him into a daze was still difficult for him.
“So?”
“It’s creepy!”
Yoo Joonghyuk likes looking at Kim Dokja while they kiss. Kim Dokja is mortified.
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27 Jan 2026
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Library Mouse by serynxi for M1ss4ss
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
25 Dec 2024
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He fell asleep trying to remember what the human version of him looked like, but he could only vaguely recall a blurry face in the mirror.
Kim Dokja was pretty sure there had been a mistake when he was born a mouse. For one, he didn't think other mice had names. He also didn't think they could understand human speech. But more importantly, he knew for sure mice weren’t supposed to be able to read.
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27 Jan 2026