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you could be all mine by katraa for HappyBulbasaur
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Jan 2026
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Senior year. Their last year at the Akademiya. It had taken nearly four whole years of the two of them circling around each other with clever words, pining glances, and a tension that could be felt by all to finally get it right. Four years until Kaveh finally broke down over a glass or two of wine and admitted that, for all of Alhaitham’s prickliness, there was no single person in the world that would ever make him feel the way Alhaitham did.
And Alhaitham had pressed him on that. ‘Feel’. ‘Feel’ what?
And Kaveh had told him. He had passionately rambled for almost an hour about how the sky was bluer when he was at his side, how challenges felt a little less daunting when he had Alhaitham as a sounding board and his support at the end of the day. How the scent of him, as faint as it was, felt like a home Kaveh had been longing for for over a decade. Every feeling was better because of him. Even the bad ones.
How could he not fall in love with someone like that?
There's a nasty virus going around that has Alhaitham and Kaveh locked inside their shared apartment. Or, they're fighting, Kaveh's heat is soon, and his luck is just terrible.
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28 Jan 2026
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Kim Dokja was an idiot who neglected his health without even realizing it, skipping meals or sacrificing hours of sleep as if it were nothing. He liked to watch him sleep for the same reason he liked to watch him eat.
But while watching him, Yoo Joonghyuk couldn’t help but remember Kim Dokja in that hospital, motionless and leaving them with little hope that he would ever wake up. A twinge of anxiety settled in his chest every time he saw him like this for that reason.
On those kinds of mornings when he couldn't stand it, Yoo Joonghyuk’s fingers would inevitably find their way to Kim Dokja’s face, tracing the lines of his features and caressing his skin. He knew doing so would draw small reactions from the sleeping Kim Dokja. A twitch of an eyebrow, a soft sigh, a slight shift in position. He couldn’t help it. He needed the reassurance that Kim Dokja was still there with him. That he could be stirred from sleep.
Yoo Joonghyuk spends most of his mornings watching Kim Dokja sleep.
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28 Jan 2026
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Just as Kim Dokja was about to reach his peak, Yoo Joonghyuk’s hand stopped and he was met with an immediate whine of protest. “I was just about to-!”
“Keep reading.” Yoo Joonghyuk withdrew, pulling back the sheets and adjusting Kim Dokja to lie on his back. He positioned himself between Kim Dokja’s legs.
An indignant and flushed Kim Dokja, now lying on his back, petulantly brought his phone back in front of his face.
It wasn’t that Yoo Joonghyuk was jealous of Kim Dokja’s phone. He just wished that on some mornings, Kim Dokja would look at him instead of that damn screen.
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28 Jan 2026
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Eyes Wide Open, Eyes Half Shut by serynxi
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
05 Oct 2024
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They parted briefly and Kim Dokja’s eyes fluttered open. He caught Yoo Joonghyuk's gaze, his eyes open as they kissed. Startled, he pulled back.
“What is it?” Yoo Joonghyuk asked, panting slightly.
“Your eyes were open,” he said through heavy panting breaths, he hadn’t noticed how much he’d needed to breathe until now. Getting enough air while Yoo Joonghyuk kissed him into a daze was still difficult for him.
“So?”
“It’s creepy!”
Yoo Joonghyuk likes looking at Kim Dokja while they kiss. Kim Dokja is mortified.
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27 Jan 2026
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Library Mouse by serynxi for M1ss4ss
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
25 Dec 2024
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He fell asleep trying to remember what the human version of him looked like, but he could only vaguely recall a blurry face in the mirror.
Kim Dokja was pretty sure there had been a mistake when he was born a mouse. For one, he didn't think other mice had names. He also didn't think they could understand human speech. But more importantly, he knew for sure mice weren’t supposed to be able to read.
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27 Jan 2026
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[Scenario Penalty: Seasonal Event Unlocked! You have been afflicted with the Winter Heart status. Only your fated person can relieve the cold!]
apricity
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the warmth of the sun in winterKim Dokja has been hit with an unusual penalty after failing a hidden scenario. His skin is freezing to the touch and a chill has settled in his bones. Nothing seems to help relieve the cold. Nothing except for physical touch from a certain sunfish bastard.
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27 Jan 2026
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a dash of honey by katraa for starsneverlanding
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
27 Jan 2026
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“What is that?”
Oh. Oh no.
“What is what?” Kaveh asks, quickly. Far, far too quickly.
“That.” Alhaitham reaches forward, then. He grabs Kaveh’s chin and directs the other man’s gaze towards three hearts that have drifted off to Alhaitham’s right.
“O-oh,” Kaveh chokes out, torn between mortified and exceedingly overwhelmed. He has some explaining to do.
Kaveh temporarily suffers from a strange illness where hearts appear whenever his emotions are at a high. Lucky for him, those hearts seem to have a thing for Alhaitham. Go figure.
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27 Jan 2026
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“This is your last chance… to run away,” Mydei said, his breathing laboured as he struggled out the words, his crimson tattoos flexing as he shifted his grip along the doorknob. His orange, blazing eyes stared at Phainon for only a second, a hint of delirium in his look, before looking away to the side. Maintaining such a position seemed to be exerting an extreme physical and mental toll on the prince.
“I have no intention to run away,” Phainon said with as much empathy as he could muster, hoping his genuineness would be conveyed; and as he breathed that last word, a warm, clammy hand tightly pulled him into the room.
Mydei never has any success with Omegas during his rut; so he has long resolved to endure them on his own. Phainon, a fellow Alpha, decides Mydei should not suffer through something like that alone, determined to show Mydei the wonders of being cared for during his rut.
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24 Jan 2026
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“So what, you tutor me in math, how am I supposed to teach you philosophy?” Mydei grunts, crossing his arms.“No need. Our final grade will be based on a mock debate with the professor, and arguing with you is my daily exercise.”
Mydei huffs, what kind of foolish logic is that? Still, it sounds interesting, almost fun, and Mydei never says no to a battle of wits or might.
“You’re a strange man,” he simply says. “But alright, if I win, you promise to confess, honestly, to whichever girl you’re interested in. Whatever answer she gives you will accept without protest and then stop disturbing the cheerleading squad.”
Phainon draws himself to his full height so they are standing eye to eye, his blue eyes glittering with determination and delight.
“Fine. But if I win, you have to wear the girl’s cheerleading uniform.”Star quarterback Phainon is pining over a mysterious hottie on the cheerleading squad, whose identity he refuses to reveal. Not on Mydei’s watch, for the self proclaimed ‘Guardian of the cheerleading squad’ is convinced that the charming, charismatic playboy is up to no good.
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23 Jan 2026
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An Intricate Spar, the Fairest of Duels by Mirror_of_Roses
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
07 Jun 2025
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"All this romance talk is making me wonder what it’s like.” Phainon sighs dramatically, shoulders slumping. “Unfortunately, there’s not a soul I’d be able to court, being a busy Chrysos Heir and all. Unless, of course…” He tips his head forward, a playful smirk on his face. “I courted you, Prince Mydei?”
A loud gasp in front of them followed by a series of even louder gasps behind them painfully reminds him that they are, in fact, very much in public. He doesn’t need to look around to know that everyone nearby has stopped to watch.
There’s no way Phainon actually forgot the world existed around them. He did this on purpose to mess with him, didn’t he? Mydei knows he’s utterly shameless, but this takes the cake.
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23 Jan 2026
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The Worst Taste In Music by strifeless
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 May 2025
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”I thought—“ Mydeimos faltered. “I thought the songs were about somebody else. I though—“
“What, Hephaestion?” Phainon snapped. “You think I wrote a whole album about watching the guy you’re dating?”
Mydeimos blinked. What.
“What are you talking about? I’m not—I’m not dating Hephaestion.”
Phainon’s mouth dropped open. He blinked, anger dissipating into incredulous disbelief. “You’re not?”
”No,” Mydeimos said, too loudly, too quickly. “Where did you even get that idea?”
Or: Two solo albums and a world tour later, Mydeimos finds himself forced to sing love songs written by the love of his life, about somebody else.
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23 Jan 2026
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The creature slides closer, fluid and elegant like a wave, until his face is inches apart from Phainon’s. A sharp claw tips his head up, a shadow of a smirk on his lips.
“What if I told you,” the dragon sneers, “that the prophecy that you follow is false?”
Phainon, the white knight of Okhema, has always ached to meet the dragon prince. He ignores every warning to stay away and challenges the monster to a fight. For ten days Phainon clashes with the dragon, only to discover that his foe is too strong. Exhausted and defeated, Phainon expects death, but instead he awakens in the dragon prince’s care.
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23 Jan 2026
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“…Pull yourself together,” Mydei muttered, hands on Phainon’s shoulders, trying to gently, pry the other Alpha off.
Phainon whined. His grip tightened as he nuzzled further in to his chest, letting out another whine like this was exactly where he wanted to be.
And Mydei?
Mydei panicked.
Red crystals were growing around the arena, and around them. He should probably get them under control, but—
By Nikador’s name—
What had he done.
Or where Alpha Mydei accidentally marks Phainon during a spar.
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- Part 1 of Alpha x Alpha - MyPhaiDei series
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21 Jan 2026
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“Please,” Pure Vanilla whispered, voice barely above breath. “Can’t I hug my husband?”
Shadow Milk’s breath caught. His shoulders went rigid again, as if the word husband had struck some hidden bell inside his chest.
“Can’t I know my husband?” Vanilla whispered, and another kiss followed, this one at the corner of Shadow Milk’s mouth. “Can’t I have the pleasure of knowing his aches? Of kissing his wounds, of learning every line of him like scripture?”
His hands—those healer’s hands—rose again, fingers brushing through raven-dark hair and then sliding down to cradle his jaw.
Shadow Milk’s eyes had squeezed shut. His breath came unsteady. His hands still clutched his robes, but the grip was looser now. Less armor, more uncertainty.
“Allow me to be selfish,” Pure Vanilla whispered against his temple. “Just this once. Allow me to hold you.”
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- Part 2 of Pureshadow fae au
- Part 3 of My Cookie Works
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21 Jan 2026
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"I won’t make a deal,” Pure Vanilla says, plain and simple. “Not unless I understand every word of it. Not unless I believe it fair. And not if the price is someone else’s pain.”
“You dare to set your terms,” The fae murmurs, his voice no longer playful. No longer velvet. It is frost now, delicate and sharp enough to flay skin. “You sit in my ring, in my garden, and you deny me?”
Pure Vanilla meets his gaze, calm and clear. “Yes.”
The fae snarls.
“I could kill you,” the fae whispers. “Slit you open like a fruit. Spill your mortal heat onto my garden and let the flowers drink your heart."
“You could,” Vanilla agrees mildly. “But I’m told human meat is stringy, and frankly, I’m not sure I’d make a good stew.” He takes another small bite of rice, chews serenely. “Besides, isn’t that just a myth? You lot eating people.”
“You’re testing me,” The fae snaps. “I should curse your tongue to rot in your mouth. I should blight your precious village until even the stones forget your names.”
“Can’t,” Vanilla says lightly, tapping the side of his riceball with one finger. “You’d need my true name. And I’m fairly certain you don’t have it.”
The fae curses.
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- Part 2 of My Cookie Works
- Part 1 of Pureshadow fae au
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21 Jan 2026
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Sometimes, Pure Vanilla Cookie wants to scream. He does not- will not, as he forces himself to instead bottle those feelings for a later date to dissect. And if he never did, well, it just wasn't the right time. Even if it meant burrowing deeper into himself and hiding away the most intimate parts of himself.
He had a responsibility to fulfill, after all. If he were to sucumb to his own temptation so easily, he could never forgive himself. Not when work had to be done to care for the cookies who put their faith into him. But he knew his breaking point was fast approaching- sooner than he hoped for.
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or, Pure Vanilla is stressed and asks Shadow Milk for a distraction. Shadow Milk is more than happy to agree.Series
- Part 23 of Tired Tina's PVSM Fics
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21 Jan 2026
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It’s such a nonsensical thing to do, to touch and feel the other squirming beneath him. To devour delighted, mischievous gasps and breathless laughs that devolve into something shameless and wanting. They are Cookies crafted by godly creators, not common beasts that rut and mate in the fields to bear offspring. There is no point in this. Their bodies are not made for this.
Yet each time Shadow Milk’s hands pass over his hips, each time they dip lower and tease new form into being - Pure Vanilla cannot help but feel he was made for this and this alone.
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20 Jan 2026
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Being freed from that awful, awful tree feels soooooo GOOD~ And Shadow Milk knows just the person he wants to start making a little trouble for. That awful person WHO STOLE HIS SOULJAM.
When he finds their pretty little helper traveling alone, he has the best, most devilish idea. What could hurt more than seeing your little minion in the arms of your other side?
Worried by the news seeping out of Beast Yeast and the panicked letters from healers, Pure Vanilla makes a daring choice. To once again take up the mantle of Healer, and travel to Dark Cacao’s kingdom to assist with their flour plague. It’s a treacherous journey, but he makes it knowing if he’s found by his enemy along the way, it will be safer than a confrontation in the kingdom he loves.
…he wasn’t expecting said enemy to flirt viciously with him when they finally found him.
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- Part 2 of Of Courtings and Confusion
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20 Jan 2026
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The night before they depart, Pure Vanilla stumbles upon a breakthrough. A book, burned and scarred from the ages, but detailing the proper steps to starting a relationship. Dating back to Shadow Milk’s time, perhaps this will let him break past the other’s shell and finally make have the other take him up on his offer of friendship! All he has to do is follow these steps, and they should be friends in no time, as the book says!
Shadow Milk, for his part, is thrown by his counterpart suddenly flipping the script and trying to woo him.
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- Part 1 of Of Courtings and Confusion
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19 Jan 2026