pixel_the_alien
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- Hermitcraft SMP (41)
- Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series (36)
- New Life SMP (15)
- Empires SMP (12)
- Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series) (6)
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no time to think of consequences by pixel_the_alien
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series)
07 Apr 2026
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Yasha’s back slams against the rain-damp earth, and it doesn’t hurt as much as she should expect it to.
It wasn’t her brightest idea to jump out of the tree. In her defense, she is nine years old and full of electric energy, and the Skyspear left her unattended. Besides, it’s her tree to climb – there are not many children among the Dolorav, and even if there were, none of them would be tall enough to reach the lowest branches. Yasha must have spent at least two whole days sitting in this tree braiding wildflower crowns in the last month. She isn’t good at talking to people. (She isn’t even very good at making flower crowns.) So it’s not like anyone was going to stop her.
Also, she needed to know if the dream was real.
or: Long before her adventures with the Mighty Nein, Yasha tries out her wings for the first time.
Critical Role Fem Fanwork Fest Day 1: pre-canon / childhood
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people eventually learn, if they know her long enough, that pearlescentmoon lived through the end of the world.
this is common knowledge of the evolutionists, a shared reality. the world broke with them all locked inside, with their admin held somewhere far away, and they barely escaped with their lives. the watchers were the ones who did it.
a select few will learn more.
or: pearl is traumatized in a way the others are not and she will not tell them why
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you'd be surprised to find how much was in your mind by pixel_the_alien
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
02 Feb 2026
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Violence leads to angst.
Pearl narrowly dodges Gem’s sword as it slashes down towards her. She ducks her whole body behind her shield and shoves it forward, pushing Gem back as hard as she can. Gem’s feet are planted to the ground with unnatural strength, but Pearl manages to drive her back a few steps, just enough to slip away and get out from against the wall. “Just hold on. I don’t wanna hurt you, okay? We’re gonna fix this. We just–” She leaps aside as Gem lunges toward her. “We gotta figure this out. You and me.”
or: The Watchers overstep their authority and try messing with fate, but the players are ready to fight back for each other.
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- Part 19 of it's killing me to love you
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Whatever the poor creature is, she is coded broken.
She is not a Player, nor even a spectator. She does not speak, but words leave her mouth anyway – strings of letters connected into words connected into sentences she doesn’t know how to translate. She moves unsteadily through space. Her eyes see nothing but gray fog. She does not dream.
Why is she there?
She recognizes phonemes over time, then words, clumsy but real enough. She cannot speak them, but she knows them. She tries to hold them in her mind as her mouth speaks. Hello is for the start of interactions. Thank you follows You are. When she hears name, her voice says Merl.
She is Merl. Merl is there.
or: i have been thinking about that #FreeMerl sign that a developer put in the background of the merl ai
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“Pearl.” Gem giggles and rests her chin on Pearl’s shoulder. “C’mon, I’ve seen you play this game! Get in the spirit with me!”
“Gem, I’m not in the mood.” Scarlet Pearl’s knife has become somewhat of a carrot murder weapon.
“See, that’s the spirit I’m talking about–”
“Gem, I told you to leave me alone!”
Definitely-Not-Scarlet Pearl whirls around to face Gem, still holding the knife tight in her hand. Gem notices for the first time that her eyes are red-rimmed and puffy. “Please just let me make my soup. I don’t want to play along.”
or: Pearl's Past Life is haunted by her past life. Gem doesn't know what to make of that.
Recent series
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we're like a strong couple of women! (cr fem fanwork fest 2026) by pixel_the_alien
Fandom Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series), Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)
07 Apr 2026
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- 738
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it's killing me to love you by pixel_the_alien
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
02 Feb 2026
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Gem has seen her friends disappear into death games and return broken and scarred too many times. When she discovers Pearl is about to be sent into another, she knows what she has to do – she will follow Pearl into hell and get her through it safely.
Unfortunately, the Watchers have different ideas for everyone. They've had enough of standing by and observing. Now, they want control. When Gem's arrival ruins every plan, there's only one thing for them to do: erase her memory of why she's there.
As the secret tasks become more terrifying and twisted, Gem and Pearl are forced to survive the new world manipulating them – all while figuring out what they want their relationship to become.
or: a canon-compliant retelling of Secret Life, complete with a queerplatonic GeminiTay/PearlescentMoon relationship
*updates are often sporadic, but i promise the series is still active!*
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- 89,394
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- 19
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- 66
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in any and every universe (mcyt yuri week 2025) by pixel_the_alien
Fandom Hermitcraft SMP, X Life SMP
16 Jul 2025
- Words:
- 1,805
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- 2
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i've seen you a lot (beauyasha week 2025) by pixel_the_alien
Fandom Critical Role (Web Series)
02 Jun 2025
- Words:
- 5,221
- Works:
- 4
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blankets and bandages (whumptober 2024) by pixel_the_alien
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, New Life SMP, X Life SMP
05 Oct 2024
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a few scattered entries for whumptober 2024
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- 2,808
- Works:
- 3
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“Thanks, by the way,” Fjord says quietly, staring into the dim light of the crackling flames in front of him.
“Oh, no problem,” Caduceus replies with an easy smile, looking up. “What for?”
(A conversation after the events of c2e72, and Fjord & Cad's convo that night. Just a thought on Cad waking up to find Fjord with a self-inflicted wound)
Series
- Part 8 of I Dream Of You (Amid The Flowers)
Bookmarked by pixel_the_alien
11 May 2026
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Family Reunions (it was always safer in your arms) by TimesBeingWhatTheyAre
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
06 May 2024
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He pauses at the entrance to the side chamber, and just listens to the sound of his family, alive and breathing. Strange, how the silence has always sounded so much louder than their presence.
Caduceus surprises himself by sniffing, hand coming up to wipe at his face instinctually, and it’s only then that he feels the hot burning behind his eyes.
(ep96, Cad actually gets to have emotions about finding his family again)
Series
- Part 11 of I Dream Of You (Amid The Flowers)
Bookmarked by pixel_the_alien
11 May 2026
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I Will Stay (So the Lantern in Your Heart Won't Fade) by stardustedknuckles
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
06 Feb 2021
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Rage beyond death and healing hands make for quite a duo, don't you think?
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- English
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by pixel_the_alien
09 May 2026
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The cold's been chasing Yasha for as long as she can remember. It's catching up to her a little more these days, and it's got little to do with Aeor's climate.
Minor spoilers for 135.
Bookmarked by pixel_the_alien
09 May 2026
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"They’re offered three separate rooms, but when they all arrive at the Cabin and Fjord leads the way into one of the rooms, no one veers off towards any of the other doors. By the time their guards notice, Yasha shuts the door with such finality, they dare not question it."
Bookmarked by pixel_the_alien
09 May 2026