queerlavender



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    From behind his back, Chris reveals his old, ratty Superman logo shirt. It’s way too small for him now, but, for some reason, he’s never thrown it away.

    “This shirt has superpowers,” he whispers to Theo. "It keeps all the bad dreams away. It doesn’t fit me anymore, but I don’t want all the superpowers to go to waste. Do you think maybe you could look after it for me?” 

    Theo nods emphatically. “Yes,” he whispers. He looks up at him, his tiny face sure and determined. “I can do it, Chris.” 

     

    Or, Theo has nightmares. Chris works a hand-me-down shirt-shaped miracle.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,789
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    103
    Kudos:
    1,669
    Bookmarks:
    258
    Hits:
    6,538

    15 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    brothers!!!

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    I’ve known Buck longer than you’ve been alive. He’s never taken you to the zoo or driven you to school or cooked you your favourite meal from scratch just because you asked. He’s never saved you from a tsunami. He’s never held you through nightmare after nightmare. He’s never come back from the dead because you told him to. He’s never sacrificed himself over and over and over to keep you safe. He’s never loved you like he loves me.

    Logically, Christopher knows there’s a reason Buck hasn’t done any of these things for Theo. He hasn’t been given the chance to. Yet.

    or

    Chris figures out his place in Buck’s life. He just has to yell at a child first.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,040
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    856
    Bookmarks:
    115
    Hits:
    5,147

    13 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections:
  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane never flinched on the ice. Not at chirps, even when the words other players used hit too close to home. Not at hits, even if his whole body had been flattened to the boards and protested against each movement onwards. Not at the lights overhead, nor the flash of cameras around him. Not at the cheers and boos of the crowd, nor the discordant scream of a whistle blowing. It didn’t fade to the background, didn’t quiet when he had the puck, but he got through it. He lived in it. He made it his home. But that was hockey. That bad was so interwoven with the good of it that Shane could hardly call it that anymore. This…this was a different kind of bad.

    -

    After his talk and breakup with Rose, Shane decided that he wanted to explore his sexuality with someone who wasn’t Ilya for a change. He went to a man’s apartment in Montreal and left feeling different. He wasn’t sure how, or why, or what to call it. All he knew was that it wasn’t good, and that he didn’t want to look at it. Fortunately or unfortunately for him, he had people in his life who wouldn’t let him disappear, no matter how hard he tried.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,319
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    321
    Kudos:
    1,600
    Bookmarks:
    420
    Hits:
    20,756

    12 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    devastating. beautifully handled.

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    ESPN @ESPN
    Video leaked of Boston Raiders player Cliff Marleau (@CMarleauRaiders) taking a nighttime tumble down the infamous Boston "cop slide."

    OR

    Going down the "cop slide" becomes a trend among NHL players when visiting Boston, and Ilya may or may not be responsible, but no one can prove it.

    [4/6/26 - podfic now available!]

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,474
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    11
    Comments:
    941
    Kudos:
    20,383
    Bookmarks:
    3,961
    Hits:
    144,389

    12 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections:
    Bookmarker's Notes

    perfect 10/10 literally no notes. shane hollander is the funniest man alive. i love them so fucking bad. goddamn.

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    82,376
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    367

    12 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Collections: