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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    It's the Metros' season; Shane knows it. And no matter how many hits he takes, Shane's always been good at getting back on the ice.

    Letting Ilya Rozanov touch his bruised body when he comes off the ice doesn't change anything. It can't; Shane knows that, too.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    wowowow

  2. Public Bookmark 82

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    With the warm seabreeze at his back, Ilya’s face is soft under Shane’s fingers. Has he noticed that before? The smooth, freshly shaved skin of Ilya’s cheeks? Everything feels like it’s in high definition, suddenly loud, and colorful and bright in all the right ways, like he’s removed a veil from his eyes. The warmth of Ilya’s hands on his back, the strong frame of his arms as he holds Shane close to kiss him and kiss him, and jesus, kiss him, here on this hotel floor in Florida, it threatens to overwhelm his senses.

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    The missing moment from their 2017 Florida All Stars Weekend

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    25 Jan 2026

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    this is perfect.

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    They’re getting into a rhythm now, though, and Shane can see it. He can see this team winning the Cup this year. He tries not to get ahead of himself, tries to stay focused and go game by game, reminds himself that building up a team takes time and several seasons, but god. He wants this legacy: for himself, for Ottawa, for Ilya. For both of them and everyone else.

    Which is why, goddamnit, now is not the time to crash out over fantasies of Ilya working his whole hand down to the wrist into Shane’s ass and fucking him on his fist. And yet. Shane should know by now that timing and “good ideas” are rarely factors in whether or not he gets obsessed with something.

    OR:

    It starts, as a surprising number of things actually do, with a text from Rose.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    this is everything to me. so hot and so well written. op ur a genius.

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    The bites will leave a mark and bruise into pretty rings, but Shane’s never cum so hard from a blowjob before. And Rozanov has never been so hungry for it.
    They don’t say anything, because they don’t need to.
    They’re different, but still the same.

    Or: Shane’s a masochist and Ilya is a (sweet) sadist.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    GODDAMN

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    “Ilya —” Shane tries, voice trailing off. He swallows.

    “Spitinmymouth,” he finally mumbles under his breath. Ilya raises an eyebrow, clearly not hearing.

    “Hollander,” Ilya starts. His voice makes Shane twitch. “I already learned English, I cannot also learn secret Shane sex language.”

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    25 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    need this to be a series

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice tiny.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    In Juniors, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are set up as hockey's biggest rivals. There's just one problem - after Shane unexpectedly drops out of the 2009 draft, they both end up being signed by the Boston Raiders. And, as it turns out, it's a lot harder to avoid your feelings for someone when you see them every single day.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    fucking incredible i’m hanging on every word

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    24 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is everything to me.

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    Shane’s injury recovery isn’t going all that well. Good thing Ilya knows how to get his mind off of it.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    thank god there’s a part two to the first one

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    Shane isn't used to people touching him. Then he meets Ilya Rozanov.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    excellent

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    “I’m putting in a transfer request to Carleton this afternoon.”

    Ilya gets off his bike and wraps his sweaty arms around Shane’s sweaty shoulders, presses their sweaty heads together and holds him tight. “Nooo, Hollander, you cannot leave me. Who will put Barrett and Marly in time out when they fuck up too many shots in a row?”

    “I’m sure Bood will do it. He loves bossing people around.”

    Bood stands up straight and salutes his captains. “I take the title with great honor. Enjoy the Ravens, Hollander—your legacy of being a chaste Victorian debutante will be remembered fondly but not carried on.”

    This snaps that last thread of Shane’s refined patience. “I can pick up girls! I have no problem getting numbers and calling them and talking!”

    Hazy smirks. “Innocent until proven guilty.”

    “I can pick people up,” Shane says again, moving off his bike and out of Ilya’s sweaty embrace. “And I don’t have to do it by concocting schemes or stripping on top of the LAX bros’ coffee table.”

    Or, after some team chirping at Shane's expense, Ilya accidentally interrupts a few of his potential dating prospects and then keeps on doing it less than accidentally

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    24 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    there are two wolves in him and they are both gay :) i love this

  11. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ilya reflects on what it means to open Shane.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    delicious

  12. Public Bookmark 62

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    Lily, 12:56 pm
    stop being such a bitch i can’t get a boner in lunch line
    is ur ankle ok for driving

    Jane, 12:57 pm
    Yes.

    Jane, 1:03 pm
    Why are you asking?

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    During the last BOS/MTL year, the boys steal some time.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    this is EXCELLENT

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    “I’m sorry, but my answer is no. Someone else might be willing to switch if you ask.”

    “I can’t believe—this is unacceptable! I’m going to call the flight attendant over and get this sorted out right now!”

    Flustered and cornered, Shane injects his Captain Voice into the conversation. “Ma’am, I understand that you’re upset, but I paid for this seat and am going to stay here. You’ll have to find someone else willing to change places or just fly with the seat you booked. I’m sorry I couldn’t help you.”

    She hisses like a goddamn tea kettle, and starts to say, “You are the most selfish man I’ve ever—” when another voice behind her says, “You are blocking my seat. Move.”

    Shane and the woman turn to assess the new arrival. It turns out that his seat partner is well above six feet tall, ripped as hell, and knows how to deliver an excellent bitch face. He’s also the hottest man that Shane has ever seen in real life, including a chance run-in with Jensen Ackles at a Stars game.

    Or, still!famous Shane meets non!famous Ilya on a cursed flight from Ottawa to Boston and kind of (totally) falls in love with him at first sight (and first chirp)

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    24 Jan 2026

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    GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET RN i love when pookies escape the torment nexus <3333

  14. Public Bookmark 34

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    Bodies are honest. Ilya likes that about bodies. Hollander's body especially. The way it's honest all the way to his throat. "Fuck, Roz!"

    Or, secretly, Ilya knows the secret as to why it's always best with Hollander. Set in the night where they didn't kiss.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    he knows what’s in the sauce…..

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    Все счастливые семьи похожи друг на друга, каждая несчастливая семья несчастлива по-своему.

    All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.

    ~ Leo Tolstoy

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    An interlude early in S1E4.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    amazing ilya pov chefs kiss

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    "We put ourselves through it," Shane says, scraping plates. "Anything for hockey."

    "Anything for the Cup," Yuna says. This makes sense to her as it's always made sense to Shane, and he's never been sorry to have a mom who doesn't fuss over his suffering for sport the way Jackie fusses over Hayden sometimes. He has always taken it for granted, maybe: that hockey comes first. That everything in the world should bend to the breaking point if it serves hockey.

    How to bend without breaking.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL

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    “Is this about the choking thing?” Shane asks. “I only said no to that because I’m not letting you compromise my fucking airway during sex.”

    “But it is not compromising your airway when my dick is in your throat?”

    “No. This is why you lost today, because that’d be my esophagus, not my trachea,” Shane corrects. He’s such an asshole sometimes, Ilya loves it. “Anyways, I don’t think we do anything kinky?”

    Ilya abruptly feels like he’s lost the plot. “Hollander, I am pretty sure we do.”

    shane has a bad call. afterwards, ilya makes sure he gets what he needs.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    fucking beautiful work

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    When Paramedic Shane Hollander and EMT Hayden Pike start working nights, they expect to spend their shifts getting fucked over by Response Paramedic—and notorious asshole—Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane does end up getting fucked, just not in the way he was expecting.

    (shane just wants to do his job and ride the ambulance. ilya thinks shane should be riding him, instead.)

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    23 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ilya going to every single con-ed session because he didn’t want to miss shane???? “gay ankles”?????? this is a fucking MASTERPIECE and i’m OBSESSED with it and the characterization is SO GOOD op im maybe in love with u

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    Shane finds out he likes it when Ilya bites him. It’s possible he likes it a little too much.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    DELICIOUS

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    Jane: No problem again, sorry. I’ll see you in a few months.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    OOOOH THE YEARNING THE PINING

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