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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Cheng Xioashi decides to refresh Lu Guang’s memory of a certain experience they shared together, and Lu Guang is strung along for the ride. Safe to say neither of them will forget this experience anytime soon.

    Inspired by the Lollipop Luxury MV on BiliBili.

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    02 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    “Lu Guang, this is so fucked up.”

    “I know,” he says, swallowing the bile that hits the back of his throat, clinging to what little composure he’s managed to maintain.

    “You’re such a hypocrite.”

    “I know.” He's known that for ages. Still, hearing it from Cheng Xiaoshi doesn’t hurt any less. ”I’m so sorry.”

    “You… you can't do it again, ok? Even if I die. You can't go back to try to change things.”

    Over the years, Lu Guang tries again and again to save Cheng Xiaoshi, ultimately finding that even when he gets everything right, he can't beat fate. Over time, he begins to let go, revisiting the memory of Cheng Xiaoshi through photographs as he attempts to learn how to live a life without him

    Note: Story can be read in two parts, tags reflect content of each part. See chapter 1 A/N for additional details.

    - Part One: Complete

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    01 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    It’s the same every goddamn time. Always the same. Every time.

    He evaded the bullet shot at him, now knowing Cheng Xiaoshi was about to appear in front of him. He’d take the bullet for him, he’d fight Vein off just long enough to escape with Lu Guang into the darkroom, and he’d die in his arms all over again.

    Always the same.

    The gun pointed at his head, and he heard Xiaoshi clap from the other side of the room.

    Fuck it. If he can take a shot for me, I can take a shot for him.

     

    Due to Lu Guang's interference, Cheng Xiaoshi survives this time, however with a fairly permanent side-effect.

    [cxs paralysis au wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo]

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    25 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    Since he could remember, Lu Guang had enforced to him his three rules;

    First: he has twelve hours, because that’s as far as Lu Guang can lead him—he’d been fucking around unsupervised in the past for three months now.

    Second: follow Lu Guang’s lead, don’t make things up on his own—his life for the past several months had been a constant one-man improv show he was playing to his unknowing friends.

    Third: the past and the future must remain unchanged—he supposed this would be his biggest betrayal, then. What it also meant was that Lu Guang couldn’t find out, or it would ruin everything between them. And ‘guilt’, he found, was a pretty decent word to describe it.

    [in which Cheng Xiaoshi goes back to the beginning]

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    23 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    On a cold winter morning, Sandalphon waits for Lucifer in a garden not unlike the one they had shared countless cups of coffee in.

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    04 Jan 2026