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    College AU where Chuuya finds out that the boy he drunkenly made out with the night of orientation is his new roommate.

    His arrogant, smug, very straight roommate.

    And the boys are each convinced the other is trying to ruin their life by making them go absolutely insane.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    FUCK my friends for making me read this
    THIS WAS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE IVR CNIEMIDNUNUDNCUNDVD JSN ID IM
    TWEAKIMG

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    Everyone has a breaking point.

    When Chuuya finds himself at the center of yet another tragedy, he reaches his. He chases after wings, fighting the undertow, but feathers can only carry him so far.

    (Or, in which Chuuya copes until he doesn't, and Dazai tries his best to catch him when he falls.)

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Oh god I really hope this gets updated more. I LOVE fics like this so much you can’t even understand. Holy shit this is beautiful. I learned a few bird facts too:D

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    At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.

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    He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.

    I am the first person he smiled at.

    I am the first person who said his name.

    I am the first person who has held him like this.

    He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.

    Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.

    But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Summer is Chuuya's favourite season, because that's when his parents take him to Naha for school break.

    There's a lot to love about this, of course. Holidays are special, magical, even, for a child. But out of all of the hundreds of fun things he could list about being on holiday here, if Chuuya was asked to pick just one, there's no doubt about what he would say.

    “My best friend Dazai,” he'd gush, mismatched eyes wide with childish glee. “My best friend in the entire, whole wide world! He lives there, in Naha, and I get to see him every summer when we travel there!”
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    Chuuya and Dazai navigating loving each other while living far apart throughout the years, in two parts.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    SOBBING THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL THEYRE CHARACTERIZED SO WELL I LOVE THISSS

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    After sixty-two hours of non-stop work, all Chuuya wants is his bed. What he gets is his traitorous ex-partner curled up on his expensive suede sofa, delirious, shivering, and bleeding out from a wound that smells like rot. Dazai is hiding—from the Agency, from the Mafia, and from a new enemy that poisoned him with something No Longer Human can't nullify.

    With all of Yokohama compromised, Dazai decided his only safehouse left was the one place no one would ever look: the penthouse of the man who hates him most. Chuuya is faced with a choice: throw the bastard out, or deal with the glowing, necrotic wound.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    LITERALLY PEAK BTW GO READ THIS RN OHMYGOD IVE CRIED LIKE 3 TIMES THIS IS SO COOL AND SO INTERESTING AND THE WRITING IS SO GOOD AAAAAA