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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Donghyun's fingers drift downwards to the threadbare hem of his shirt. "Sungho-hyung, are you mad at me?"

    And that's just—right, so maybe this guy isn't as frail as he seems. Just what is he, to be able to be fortright to someone he's known for, what, five minutes at most, after knowing he hasn't exactly made a good impression? It makes Sungho feel—he's not sure, actually. Even more irritated at the levity? Envious at the self-assuredness? Curiosity as to how long he'll last? What would Sungho's life had been, if he had spoken every question he's ever had, he wonders.

    Sungho could say Donghyun is his total opposite, but he doesn't know him well enough.

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    10 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    There was a reason Dongmin was so hard to quit. It became more than just sex, and the more Sungho thinks about it, it started before then, too, with Dongmin’s pleading gaze boring holes into the side of his head. It began to fester when Dongmin came out to Sungho, bloomed when Sungho came out to Dongmin not long after. It grew so large and so quick, Sungho’s not sure how he missed it. The sex only made it worse, more obvious and dangerous. Sungho still can’t believe he let that happen. He can’t believe he’s letting it happen now.

    " well, what does that say ?
    when you've accepted no one else
    will see you clear like that ever again ? "
      — black country new road , " laughing song "

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    22 Feb 2026

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    yk the writing is ball when the angst bleeds into the sex because why the fuck am i tearing up while reading taesan getting his back blown out

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    Taesan doesn’t like touch too much.

    He doesn’t like deliberate, consistent contact with people. Skin-on-skin, lips brushing against each other, feeling the texture of someone’s clothes at the back of his hand. It all discomforts him, always has. There is no reason for it–not that he can infer–and most of the time, he isn’t bothered by it, either.

    But he likes Jaehyun alot. Loves him.

    And Jaehyun loves touch. 

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    About Taesan, Jaehyun, and their weird kind of normal relationship.

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    03 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    He feels like a cat, soft-pawed and purring, rolling the figurative ball into Jaehyun’s court.

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    02 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    "You know, I don't do things because I'm thinking about how much they'll piss you off," Dongmin says.

    "Ha," Jaehyun says around his thumbnail. He hadn't even noticed bringing his fingers to his mouth. "I didn't think you thought of me much at all."

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    02 Feb 2026