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Instant Family: Deal by stabthroughme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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Luca Haas is playing on a team with both his hockey idols, he's not the youngest on the team anymore, they made it to the playoffs last season, this season they're locked in from the start. Luca's also realizing that he's a bit alone on his team. He's known he's queer,for years. He knows his team would accept him, the way they've accepted Troy, Ilya, Shane and Harris but... His best friend asks about girls he's hooked up with, the other "kids" all talk about their conquests. He could talk to his captain about it but Ilya's busy figuring out marriage, parenting a teenager, and navigating the foster care system.
Ash Holmberg still, kind of, wants to die. He's cycling through medications, attending therapy and doing everything he's supposed to be doing after inpatient treatment. His twin brother's moved him into the frat house he shares with two other professional hockey players. He knows that his brother would be wrecked if he actually died. So he draws and works and pretends like he's doing okay. And then he realizes how frat-bro-y his brother and his friends are and gets conscripted into helping turn all six of them into dateable adults.
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- Part 2 of Instant Family
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A small selection of scenes from the Haas' last month when two becomes four, and everyone lives happily ever after.
Set around the same time as chapters 30-35 of On the Flat Circle
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- Part 5 of Instant Family
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Set after chapter 34 of Instant Family:Deal, Ilya and Shane have Words with Alex Holmberg and make it exceptionally clear how badly he fucked up.
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- Part 3 of Instant Family
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#gaslight by stabthroughme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilya aren't outed, but they're still planning to get married in July and now have to tell the people they care about that they're together and getting married.
Ilya told Marleau and Troy face to face, and made a funny joke about just showing up to camp and acting like everyone had always known, because just telling his best friends had given him so much anxiety he'd nearly been sick.
Except Shane hadn't thought it was a funny joke. Shane thought it was a GREAT plan. It probably needed a dry run at the Kingfisher first.
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- Part 11 of In The Loonie Bin (Mars' Hollanov Fics)
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CentaursHQ has uploaded a new video: #Newlywed Game With Hollanov feat. Zane Boodram, Wyatt Hayes, Troy Barrett and Luca Haas by stabthroughme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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It was all Harris' idea, and he'd expected to be fully shut down, given how private Shane and Ilya had been about their wedding and relationship. But they finally had the chance to be open, and set the record straight in a clear way that didn't name any names, that the Montreal Metros had never played with a Shane Hollander who hadn't been in love with Ilya Rozanov.
(A vaguely spiritual successor to my fic 20 Questions, though this time canon compliant)
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- Part 10 of In The Loonie Bin (Mars' Hollanov Fics)
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Instant Family by stabthroughme
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Mar 2026
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A collection of OC-based stories set in the Game Changers Universe post-The Long Game, in chronological order.
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In The Loonie Bin (Mars' Hollanov Fics) by stabthroughme
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Feb 2026
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All the fics I (Mars) have written for Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, most are unconnected unless they're listed in separate series!
Yes most of them have the tag "no beta we die like Irina Rozanova" bc my friend thought it was funny :)
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WAG Hollanov by stabthroughme
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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A Gaggle Of Gays: Medieval Yaoi Edition by stabthroughme
Fandom Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
13 Nov 2025
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i really hope you're gonna get out soon by taywrites11
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Sochi Olympics, 2014.
"MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"
Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.
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Bookmarked by stabthroughme
11 Mar 2026
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Scott Hunter sees himself in Shane Hollander. Many years later, he sees Shane Hollander outed publicly on the internet.
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- Part 4 of scott hunter fics
Bookmarked by stabthroughme
07 Mar 2026
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sandcastles (all the pleasure, none of the burden) by prettyshadow (theaujasmin)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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“H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.
Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.
“Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”
Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.
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- Part 1 of quantum mechanics
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Bookmarked by stabthroughme
07 Mar 2026
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Please don't leave (I won't ever) by 17darwinism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Mar 2026
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“What did you actually think?”
He can’t help it. He looks at Ilya. Ilya only stares at him. “I say that now, in hindsight. Back then, I wasn’t thinking. Not really. It would come to me in waves, the anxiety, the fear. Most of the time,” he says. “I was just…”
“Waiting for me to speak?” Ilya offers.
Shane shakes his head, “I was trying to make it to tomorrow with you alive.”
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Ilya and Shane work to find themselves, and each other, again after Ilya's suicide attempt.Series
- Part 2 of Please, God, I'm finally loved
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Bookmarked by stabthroughme
02 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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Bookmarked by stabthroughme
28 Feb 2026