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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    She comes back inside to help him clear the table, and she notices that the crust from her plate is gone. 

    He ate her crust. 

    She looks at him—and he’s just clearing out the table like nothing. It’s fine. She was going to just toss it anyway. It’s not a big deal. But it’s just kind of weird. 

    Dennis has siblings—a handful of brothers—so he’s probably used to stealing their food. Sharing. 

    Trinity Santos didn’t grow up with siblings. 

    “Did you just eat my fucking crust, Huckleberry?” 

    --or--
    Dennis Whitaker and Trinity Santos live together. Dennis has a few odd quirks, and Trinity notices.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Dennis always figured he would die in Nebraska; the place he loathed, and missed, and begrudgingly loved. Would he still go to heaven if he was buried in Pittsburgh?

    OR: In which Dennis never finds the abandoned wing of the hospital, so Trinity never finds out he is homeless, Abbot is a part of the street team, and Robby is constantly worried.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Rather than stay in Montreal, Shane joined the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya did.

    They are both on the plane when it loses its engine.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    "Shane can feel his coach’s gaze on him as he finishes removing his gear, can feel the anger radiating off him and everyone else in the room so strongly it makes tears prick at the corners of his eyes, and he knows he’s not strong enough to stop what’s about to happen.

    He’s usually better at hiding this side of him, at gritting his teeth and pretending he’s not actually a real submissive like this club expects of him. But Shane is so tired of pretending, so tired of being forced to hide the aspects of himself these people don’t want to see, and he can’t muster up the strength to mask like he usually does.

    He’s not the robot that people think he is. He’s someone who loves hockey more than almost anything and this is the only way he’s ever been allowed to have it. He’s someone who, even after everything, still is desperate to prove his worth to the only NHL team he has ever known.

    He’s also a sub surrounded by people who hate him and whose thoughts are becoming more fractured by the second. There is no scenario where he comes out of this unscathed."

    Or, Shane does the only thing he can do in the aftermath of tripping during the Voyageurs and Centaurs playoff series. He breaks.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    07 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Then you guys came in and he took off.” She nodded, folding her hands tightly in her lap, indicating that she was done talking.
    “How’s your head, by the way,” Officer Freeman asked, when she’d finished writing.
    “Dr. Langdon checked me out.” She said. He’d sat quietly next to her, listening intently. He sat a little straighter when she mentioned his name.
    “She’ll be okay, long term. One hell of a goose egg, though. And I’ll be monitoring her for any signs of an incoming migraine. Light sensitivity, nausea, that sort of thing.” He said. She looked up at the ceiling, counting the tiles. She was ready for this conversation to be over. She hoped they wouldn’t mention going to court again, “Look at her. Rolling her eyes at me. Doctors are the worst patients.” He continued.
    “I’m not rolling my eyes-“ She began to protest, before catching the smile on his face. He was teasing her. Ok. Now she did feel like rolling her eyes. They asked her more questions, about his injury, her treatment of it, the severity of it. Unfortunately he probably wouldn’t need to seek medical attention elsewhere. Eventually, they stopped asking questions, closed their notebooks and stood.
    - or -
    Mel’s having a really bad day.

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    20 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 28

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    Mel's parents die when she's 9. Seperated from Becca, she moves between foster and group homes. She falls into a routine. New placement. Four months of school packets and calls with her sister. New placement. So when her social worker says she has a new foster home, Mel expects another unpleasant, but manageable change.

    OR

    I just want my fav character to be hurt and comforted.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this entire series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here:

    https://www.instagram.com/p/DWhgjfuFsVr/?igsh=MTlmbDBvbDBmMG55bQ==

    (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Dennis ran away a year ago, and he’s been homeless since. Being a student feels impossible like this, and he’s running out of hope. One of these days he’ll freeze to death or drop dead from exhaustion. Someone notices him and wants to help, but they’d like something in exchange. Poor Dennis doesn't know what he's getting into.
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    He is lost. Here is a hand offered to pull him from a pit he could never escape on his own. Here is its condition.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    The first thing Ilya’s brain processed was the text in the search bar.

    normal amount of touching while watching a movie

    how to initiate intimacy without being awkward

    is asking “is this okay” too much

    Shane accidentally leaves his laptop open. Ilya discovers an extensive Google search history on how to be a good boyfriend.

    Ilya conducts a very thorough performance review.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
    _____________________

    Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to

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    11 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 60

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    The Pitt crew is just one big happy family. Everyone knows everyone and everything about each other.

    Until they don't.

    A.K.A: the one where nobody knows how old Whitaker is, or that his birthday passed

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Santos doesn't find Whitaker on the eighth floor after PittFest.

    He's managing, seriously. He's fine.

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    10 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 54

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    Having an entire room to himself, even if it's not in use, makes him feel guilty. The idea of a private room, a space entirely for him, is an incredibly foreign concept to him. Living on a farm, being the youngest of four, and a copious amount of nieces and nephews always romping around the place during family gatherings did not allow for a semblance of privacy. Dennis is used to sharing rooms, bathrooms, and even beds when space was tight. A farmhouse did not correlate with personal space. During his undergrad, he even shared a room with other students.

    He has no idea what he’s supposed to do with space beyond a bed. In the abandoned wing, he didn’t get much time to dwell on having his own space, because it wasn’t really his in the first place. Always on the lookout, over his shoulder, switching rooms to avoid guards and being caught.

    But now Dr. Robby is offering an entire room. And rent free at that.

    And maybe that is where the guilt stifles him a bit.
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    Or, Whitaker finally makes it back to Robby's place, and gets to have a real shower.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Signal after signal rings through and she's about to give up when he finally accepts the call.

    There's a weird shuffling noise in her ear.

    “Huckleberry, where the hell are you?” she says

    For a few seconds there's only silence and her stomach twists unpleasantly. She presses her hand to her other ear to try to cancel out the noise around her.

    “Trinity…I don't feel good…help…”

    Her grip around the phone tightens and she looks at Dana and Robby and her heart picks up speed.

    His voice is hoarse and weak and he seems out of it.

    “Where are you? What's going on?” she asks.

    “Really…tired…something's…wrong…”

    He coughs into the phone for several long seconds.

    “Trin’ty?...pl’se help…”

    The words are slurry and he struggles to get the words out, his breaths rapid in her ear.

    “Where are you? Talk to me! Huckleberry? Tell me where you are.” she says frantically.

    There's nothing but silence in her ear.

     

     -

    Or it takes seven weeks until Dennis can't keep up his secret anymore.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Another dog gets brought into the ER one day, and everyone actually thinks it's pretty cute how it follows Santos and Whitaker around.

    ...until it's revealed it's a suicide alert dog.

    It seems that there are a few overdue conversations to be had.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Later, they’ll say it was shock. That’s why she didn’t react. They’ll call it a freak accident—bad luck on a difficult skill. The doctors will exchange careful looks when she asks how soon she can get back on the mat.
    She’ll nod along. She’ll play her part.
    But she’ll know the truth.
    It wasn’t shock. It wasn’t an accident. She had prepared for the pain. She had made the choice.
    And when the doctors tell her they can’t be sure if—or when—she’ll return to gymnastics, the breath she lets out isn’t from disappointment.
    It’s from relief.

    —or: Trinity learns how to accept help after by fucking a lot of other stuff up

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    01 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 56

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    Loosely interconnected Pitt shorts that could all be read independently but were written complimentary. Mostly focusing on Whitaker, Santos, or Whitaker and Santos.

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    01 Jan 2026

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