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Good practice, Sunghoon mouths into the blanket. What does that mean?
He listens as Sunoo’s breathing slowly evens out and tries to match his own to the rhythm, but he still isn’t tired, Sunoo’s words circling the drain in his mind over and over again. Do people kiss just for practice? Sunghoon knows people kiss just because they want to have sex or whatever—he’s not an idiot—but practice has never entered his mind as a possibility.
Sunghoon asks Sunoo to be his first kiss.
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21 Jan 2026
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There’s a moment where Taki leans in, leans down to Harua’s mouth and Harua catches herself before their lips can touch. “No kissing, okay?” She ignores the way Taki's face falls, like her favorite pillow had been stolen. “We’re just helping each other, right?” She cradles Taki’s cheeks until she nods. “Kissing is for feelings and we don't need to complicate things.”
Because it means something to Harua. Because it implies feelings and promises that Harua doesn't want to commit herself to. She's kissed too many people who didn't want what she wanted, where what she was trying to say got tied around her tongue. Boys who thought she owed them something. Girls who laughed it away the next day. She doesn’t want that with Taki, doesn’t want to mess them up in a way that can’t be fixed.
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02 Jan 2026
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Huang Guanheng is Not a Coward by aceaceaceace for thistidalwave
Fandoms: NCT (Band), SEVENTEEN (Band)
31 Dec 2025
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Asking your crush out is scary, scarier than long-legged spiders or drops from great heights. But not frogs. Nothing is scarier than frogs.
or: Hendery and Junhui go to Lotte World.
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01 Jan 2026
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Euijoo meets Fuma's eyes for as long as he can stand, then looks down at his own lap. He doesn’t really know what he’s asking. But he knows that it’s strange to be asking it: and to be so willing to do whatever it is Fuma answers.
“Mm,” Fuma says, a drawn out note. Then the bottle, placed precariously on the carpet between them. “Does our Euijoo have something he wants to do?”
Or: a drunken mistake, a pair of handcuffs, the way shame bleeds into desire. Euijoo takes his time figuring it all out.
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26 Dec 2025
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Jihoon looks down at his grasping hands. He knows he’s too greedy. He wants too much. Life would have been so simple, he thinks, if dance remained his one and only true love.
Instead, there’s Dohoon. Instead, there’s Youngjae.
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16 Nov 2025
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“I don’t know,” Nicholas tries to explain, “I mean, like, I haven’t even seen you two kiss.”
And that’s true, he hasn’t seen it. But he keeps picturing them in his mind. He can’t stop. Some days it’s all he thinks about, and not just kissing.
Fuma and Euijoo look at each other. They communicate with their eyes. Euijoo smiles, and then they’re both leaning in and meeting in the middle for a brief, chaste kiss.
The world doesn’t end.
Fuma turns to him. “Happy?”
Against all odds, Euijoo and Fuma start dating. Maybe a live demonstration will cure Nicholas of his disbelief.
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02 Nov 2025
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K lets Taki have the reins, and he finally does something with them.
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31 Oct 2025
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“Got a minute, hyung?” Jihoon whispers into his skin, giggly and teasing.
“Come on,” Dohoon rolls his eyes, setting the trash bag full of empty cans down on the couch before turning around. “We’ve barely even started cleaning up.”
“You don’t care about cleaning up,” Jihoon retorts, pinching slightly at the dip of Dohoon’s waist. Dohoon winces, and Jihoon smirks. “You blush so easily, Dohoon-hyung.”
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23 Oct 2025
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29 Sep 2025
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Now, hands trembling with urgency, Harua improvises. He digs his (pink, shiny, perfect) fingernails into the top of Nicholas’ left shoulder, then drags them all down his back, not stopping. Over the smooth, pert skin of Nicholas’ buttocks the red lines are beautifully clear. Harua thinks about licking along them. About all the places of Nicholas’ body and what they would taste of.
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- Part 1 of Wildfire
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21 Sep 2025
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“Sorry,” Yuma blurts out. “I’m, uh, not a top.”
Harua blinks. “Okay.”
“So I can’t hook up with you.”
“I . . . don’t see the problem.”
Yuma squints at him. At pretty, slender Harua, in his glittery makeup and crop-top, who ordered a strawberry daiquiri at the bar but is somehow looking at him like he’s the weird one here. There’s no way he’s this dense.
Unless.
(or: yuma lets a cute stranger buy his drink. things escalate predictably... until they don't.)
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16 Aug 2025
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Inside the glow of a bar bathroom, Euijoo touches another omega for the first time. And as Yudai trembles beneath his hands, all the old voices - the warnings, the shame, the fear - go quiet. For once, nothing feels wrong.
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13 Aug 2025
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Their sex has always been fun and dirty. A constant push and pull between the two of them, always working each other up, drawing out foreplay until they can’t stand it, looking for a fresh rush with a new position or kink. But, Sunoo’s never liked receiving head. He loves giving it, prone to shoving Sunghoon into stalls at clubs in Itaewon or trying to unzip his jeans while he’s driving, but he’s never let Sunghoon return the favor. Instead, he’d ride Sunghoon’s hand, four fingers in his cunt and slick puddling in his palm while he muffled his moans on Sunghoon’s lips.
Somehow, they’ve made it here. Maybe Sunghoon wore him down with his whining, his insistence that he really liked giving head, that he had rave reviews from every pussy he ever ate. Maybe Sunoo just wanted to try something new.
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25 Jul 2025
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There's a wolf on Euijoo's porch.
Or,
Two years after the first werewolf idol group disbands, Euijoo and Nicholas find their way back to each other.
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- Part 1 of wandering roads
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18 Jul 2025
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“Just tell me what I should do,” Fuma hears Euijoo whisper. His head is bowed, like he's atoning for something. It's a plea.
Or: Fuma's good at helping people, and maybe not much else.
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16 Jul 2025
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Matthew does not hate his body. At least, not most days. It is a body that has been fought for, bled for, carefully shaped over years of struggle, tears, and cautious victory. Being kind to it is a conscious effort, sometimes done with gritted teeth and simmering resentment, but he is trying, god help him, he is trying
After one night in 2022 alters Matthew's life forever, he has spent a slow, years-long journey towards some new kind of whole. Now, in 2028, he has achieved an unconventional but loving support system, a fulfilling career, and a wound that is mostly stitched closed. But when his world collides with Sung Hanbin's again, everything changes.
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23 Jun 2025
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Seoul is dying—a slow drowning, a prolonged consumption by spirits and ghosts. Blessed with the supernatural ability to interact with this encroaching spirit realm and cleanse those that torment the living, for years Hanbin and the agency he founded has been holding back the tide.
But Hanbin has been missing for one year, six months, and twenty-six days.
In his absence, Matthew and Zhang Hao struggle to carry on and to love each other as wounded pieces of a former whole.
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06 Jun 2025
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Jeno does this thing with his eyes sometimes, when he’s trying to peel Chenle’s layers apart. Chenle can’t figure out if it’s the look in his eyes alone, or the fact that Jeno seems to genuinely want to shove his bare fist deep into Chenle’s chest and poke around the dirt there, but it never fails to trigger his fight or flight instinct. It makes him want to puke up the worst of himself into Jeno’s open lap.
See if he still wants to comb his fingers through Chenle’s hair, after he’s heard the end of it.
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30 Apr 2025
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But, look, Riki may be oblivious but he is not stupid. Two plus two equals four. Thirty-four plus thirty-five equals sixty-nine. And apparently Jake plus Heeseung in a locked room equals sex.
alt. What Riki wants, Riki gets.
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06 Apr 2025
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There’s a moment, a brief, terrifying moment, where Sunghoon is just hovering over Jake, looking down at him with a small smile on his face, and he’s actually a little concerned that he really is going to kiss him. And then the moment passes, and Jake feels – weird. That familiar, aimless fear settles over him again, but despite it, a small part of him kind of wishes Sunghoon had accepted his offer. Now, he’ll always be curious about what would have happened if he did.
But in the end, he just does what he always does, and shoves it down to the depths of his subconscious, where there was too much pressure for anything to breathe, to survive.
He doesn’t actually want to kiss Sunghoon, he knows that. Jake has no problems with Sunghoon being gay, but he isn’t gay. He’s probably just feeling a little weird, a little scared, and it’s probably just because of the slight distance he’s been feeling between them lately. Jake has acted much stranger over much less, after all.
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11 Mar 2025