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Of All the Ways to Say (I Miss You) by earlgreyingtea
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Aug 2025
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"You'll outlive me," Mydei had said once. "Try not to be too dramatic about it."
Mydei dies. Phainon learns to live in the after.
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31 Aug 2025
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If we have no shippers, that means I'm dead by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
21 Aug 2025
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Phainon wakes to his Phaidei account exploding with notifications, a small war in his comments section, and half the people convinced he’s running the Phaidei account, with the top reply being:
Deliberber @phaifan33550336
replying to @phaidei
Dawg look at my deliverer shipping himself with Mydeimos we’re cookedIt’s enough for him to click on his Weaver account in a frenzied panic, scroll to the settings, and click “delete”—mashing all the buttons, captchas, and “deletes” until he finally sees the “This account no longer exists” on his page.
“Oh my god,” he mutters, heart racing. He chucks his teleslate on his bed and flops back down.
(In which Phainon, an idol, attempts to run a fan account shipping himself with his childhood best friend, Mydeimos—another idol.)
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21 Aug 2025
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falling into your ocean eyes by suguroo
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Jul 2025
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They’re grown men and comrades-in-arms, for Kephale’s sake. It is their ultimate duty, before anything else, to keep their citizens happy. A little not-kiss doesn’t mean anything. A little fake wedding for the sake of some kids doesn't mean anything either. Despite what his burning ears might imply, Mydei knows this.
[or, Mydei spent his entire childhood around boys his age. A glance here, a touch there, it's only natural among fellow soldiers... right? So why did it feel so different with Phainon?]
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14 Jul 2025
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“Tell me what you really want, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.”
Khaslana whines. He is no longer Phainon and Aedes Elysiae is nothing more than a pile of ash, but for Mydei, he can pretend. So he pushes past the renewed sting of loss, ignores his guilt, ignores everything except for the great, unending ocean that is his love for Mydei. He harnesses millennia of yearning and lust, sends a nonsensical prayer to the universe for forgiveness, and gives himself over to the waves.
Hesitation gone, Khaslana rolls on top of Mydei, hands on either side of his head and legs bracketing his hips. He pushes himself up just enough to see Mydei’s entire face.
“Everything,” he breathes, and he swears Mydei shivers at it. “I want everything you’ll give me and more.”
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In an early cycle of the Eternal Recurrence, Khaslana indulges. Pretending to be this cycle's Phainon, he takes a risk and seeks out Mydeimos. He knows he is selfish for doing this, for needing this, but it has been so long and he misses Mydei so much. If this is all he can have, he will do what he can to have Mydei for one more night.
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13 Jul 2025
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“Well,” is what Aglaea says at last. “This is certainly… a predicament.”
Her voice is as unreadable as ever, so it could mean anything from this is manageable to this is a disaster the likes of which the Flame-Chase Journey will never recover from. As things stand, Mydei is more inclined to believe the latter.
Beside them, Tribbie finally pops up from where she’s been studying their joined hands. “What Snowy said is true!” she proclaims in a voice far too cheerful for their current situation. “He and De are one hundred percent stuck to each other.”
While out on patrol, Mydei and Phainon get hit with a curse that binds their hands together.
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02 Jun 2025
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When Phainon is sixteen years old, he swears himself to Mydeimos' side.
(an iliad inspired phaidei au)
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28 May 2025
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Phainon walks right up to him with full confidence. “Mydeimos,” he says. “I want a divorce.”
Mydei blinks. “You want WHAT?”
Phainon loses his memory. He wakes up convinced that he and Mydei are married. And that they should get divorced.
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14 May 2025
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Mydei keeps the signet ring and marries Phainon.
He grants him one extra night together before leaving Okhema, a celebration of their marriage—and from the moment he's carried past the threshold of Phainon's modest home to the moment they say goodbye, he commits every bit of him to memory, a bastion to shield him from the inevitable corruption of the Black Tide.
Even on the brink of parting, as the planet flirts with destruction, Mydei will not—cannot—deny Phainon a proper wedding night.
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- Part 4 of death in your embrace
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06 May 2025
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Phainon’s life has always been ideal and ambitious — he crosses off every achievement like a to-do list. Move out of his small homeworld and study in a prestigious college in the Planet of Festivities? Check. Take up law school at the University of Veritas Prime to chase bigger dreams? Check.
But then, in a fit of madness coupled with an existential crisis, he leaves everything behind, travels across the galaxy, and moves to Okhema, a city in Amphoreus seemingly dipped in the past.
His half-remembered dreams lead him to a library cafe, where he meets a beautiful blonde man who looks like he holds all the answers.
Now, if only Phainon can stop pissing him off.
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17 Apr 2025
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"Forgive me if I'm being presumptuous, Lord Phainon," Castorice says, all too politely. "But could you not just message him?"
In the wake of Mydei’s departure, Phainon pines, has dreams, gets psychoanalyzed by Hyacine, and loses a duel to his Titan-possessed ex-professor—not necessarily in that order.
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05 Apr 2025
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remember just who you are (then go and forget me forever) by munchmuffins
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Apr 2025
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Mydei's voice resounds from the headphones he's wearing, singing a song that everyone else has heard and adored. Phainon hates how lovely it is, how everyone fawns over how magnificent Mydeimos is as if they get to love him like he does. He knows it's his fault. That doesn't mean he can't regret his decision from time to time.
Everyone knows the story of Hades and Persephone, and, no, he and Mydei are nothing like that. Phainon doesn't bind Mydei to a promise of coming home. If Mydei returns to him, it'll be because he wants to and not because Phainon tricked him into eating pomegranate seeds despite Mydei's fondness for them. The abduction part, however, is the closest thing they have to this story, truth to be told.
in which phainon is the self-proclaimed modern day prometheus and mydeimos is the songbird he gifts to the world.
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02 Apr 2025
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"Mydeimos is hiding something," Ptolemy says, with the determinedness of a commander as his friends are still holding their belongings.
"Good afternoon, Ptolemy. Oh, my day went great, Ptolemy." Perdikkas drops his laptop and notes onto the table across from Ptolemy, his eyebags prominent against his pale skin. He does not bring coffee to the library, but they're sure he's running on his third cup of the day, like every other medical student.
Mydei is in a not-so-secret relationship. His friends (attempt to) find out who it is.
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30 Mar 2025
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Mydei growls his name like a curse. “Are you dense? Have you ever seen me take another lover despite the legions that throw themselves at me in the marketplace? Do you think I would be beneath you if I didn’t—”
Phainon cuts him off with a kiss.
If he doesn’t let Mydei say it, they don’t have to figure out what to do about it. He doesn’t have to pretend that there is an end for them in this universe that doesn’t end in heartache. They can simply continue to be two evenly matched soldiers, seeking comfort in each other’s bodies on this lonely night-that-is-not.
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- Part 1 of death in your embrace
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26 Mar 2025
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Let me be your own Icarian carrion by kosmimi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Mar 2025
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Mydei has drunk a love potion. Supposedly. At least, according to Phainon.
There are three things he must do: fool the Deliverer himself, keep his real feelings hidden while maintaining a lovestruck facade until the love potion supposedly wears off, and hopefully not lose his dignity in the process.
Kephale's worldbearing tits, what a hassle.
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25 Mar 2025
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can't promise tomorrow, but i can promise tonight by honeybakedtea
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
19 Mar 2025
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In no universe should he have to witness Mydei’s hand linger on Phainon’s shoulder for a moment longer than what two friends consider proper, and then watch as Mydei flexes his hand right afterwards, clearly so affected by it. Like something straight out of March’s romance novels.
Seriously, Phainon’s eyes had softened when he looked at Mydei. Multiple times. In public! And here Caelus thought eyes could only soften in Jing Yuan fanfiction.
Dan Heng gives him a look. “Phainon and Mydei are good friends. They’re bound to bicker every once in a while.”
Caelus sits up, wholly indignant. “Have you seen them,” he demands.
In which Caelus meddles.
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20 Mar 2025
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“Well then,” Phainon says brightly. “How do you want it?"
Mydei wants to be unmade. He doesn’t want to think about anything. He wants to have a moment where he is nothing at all, where there is no war to be won and no people to disappoint. He does not wish to be anything other than what Phainon lets him be.
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06 Mar 2025
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The Elysian-Kremnoan Cooking Chronicles: An Excerpt by numberonefloorfan
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
03 Mar 2025
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Phainon was convinced they were all either trying to be nice or playing a prank on him. If he were to describe Mydei’s cooking, he’d say it was a most horrid concoction that one could only make if they took the essence of each Titan of Calamity and tossed it into a bowl.
Mydei tries to cook in peace, but Phainon has other plans.
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04 Mar 2025
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we meet at the boundary of shadows by SalomeSevenVeils
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 Apr 2025
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If anyone asks, and many have, Phainon will say he doesn’t mind marrying a stranger for his home. Not many have the chance to make that choice after all.
Still, the sun rises over the Elysian realm. And in this, Phainon’s role is keeping all is as it should be.
He is content.
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22 Feb 2025
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During a particularly tough battle against the Titankin, Phainon gets badly injured taking a hit for Mydei.
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- Part 1 of agápē
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19 Feb 2025
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i felt it walking over my grave by velvetcrowbars
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Feb 2025
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Aglaea’s information must’ve gone bad, or maybe it was never good in the first place and she’d sent them out here on a corrupted teleslate’s whim to chase ghosts. The mission was already a wreck before a ruined corner of the city came raining down over their heads in a burst of marble and wood.
Which means Mydei’s a little too preoccupied to care at the moment.
Mydei is dying. Phainon, per usual, figures the rest out the hard way.
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- Part 2 of atlas, my lover
Bookmarked by Aleise
06 Feb 2025