Chaotic_Mesh
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Listen to the Silence by Chaotic_Mesh for NightSkiesDark (nightskiesdark)
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Radio Silence - Alice Oseman
14 Feb 2026
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When Aled goes onstage at the end of Radio Silence, Charlie is in the audience. He has something to say, and he hopes Aled will be willing to hear him out.
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Matter Out of Place by Chaotic_Mesh
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Feb 2026
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Olly can't sleep, so he goes out dancing to a club named Ultraviolet and stumbles onto a very interesting scene - one gorgeous man, momentarily stuck between the woman he's making out with and the beautiful man he is staring at, only to lose them both in an instant. But their loss is Olly's gain, right? He can't wait to tell David about it.
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Perfect Solution by Chaotic_Mesh for Coach1305
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
06 Feb 2026
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Olly comes back from his holiday in South America, having left Charlie behind to spend some time with his new boyfriend. Not only did Nick and Charlie have him travel on his own with no entertainment, they sent him on an errand!
It doesn't go quite as planned. In fact, it goes much better than Olly could have possibly hoped for.
This is my take on what happens after chapter 2 of Coach's Just Chemistry.
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Rain is Wet by Chaotic_Mesh for Coach1305
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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Olly and David are on holiday in Montreal, following a recent join obsession with hockey. After going to a Montreal vs. Ottawa game, they go dancing, where Olly bumps into a
wallvery hot hockey player.A bit of Bi for Bi camaraderie and bonding between Ilya and Olly.
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The Heart is Its Own Fate by Chaotic_Mesh for shootingforthestars
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
05 Feb 2026
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"Remember what I taught you. Ascertain exact time-space location, stay focused on your mission, and if anything happens, find your way to the drop site and wait for the shimmer of the net.”
Lange’s steady voice brings back some of my lost confidence.
“Now get ready for your drop.” He pats my shoulder twice, and I go find my place next to my luggage.
“And don't go falling for some Victorian straight man,” Nathan adds with a smirk.
“I don't fall in love with every straight guy who's nice to me,” I protest, but I'm smiling, my limbs growing loose.
Lange gives Nathan a stern look. “What he means to say,” he tells me, “is don't get involved with the contemporaries. You're there to study them, not to make friends.”
Or: The day Charlie Spring has been waiting for has arrived — he's finally going to travel to the past and do some hands-on historical fieldwork. Well, that, and solve an age-old family mystery. Will Charlie find more than he bargained for? Will he find the link between the Nelsons' demise and his family's move to Spain? And what does love have to do with the Bishop's Bird Stump?
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HSAO3 Sapphic Season April 2025 by alannaiona, benwvatt, CadburyOreo, Chaotic_Mesh, Chescr, chocolatefreckle, Coach1305, emmyarcher, fan_girl_energy, Growlstreak, Horny_sparklez (rainbowheartmug), L56895, MarzelGrimm, Moo_my_will, niccknelsson, phlimsical, Pikelet, Pocketfamily, Polkadotkat, rileys_words, roo_writes, roo_writes_admin (roo_writes), roo_writes_HS (roo_writes), rowden, shootingforthestars, Skasi6, swise, Swoog, thehiccupingbanana, TK2nd, TwoBeatHearts, Yojfull
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Loveless - Alice Oseman
30 Apr 2025
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Blush by Chaotic_Mesh, Skasi_drabbly_bits (Skasi6)
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
22 Oct 2024
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PhDolly by Chaotic_Mesh, Skasi6, Skasi_drabbly_bits (Skasi6)
Fandom Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
03 Apr 2025
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“How do you always know what I’m thinking?”
“You’re easy to read, Edwin Paine,” he darts out a tongue to lap at the blood on his split lip and grins like he’s proven a point when Edwin follows the motion with interest. “You wear your heart on your sleeve, no matter how much you try not to.”
“I think,” Edwin tries, but the hand around his neck is tight. He closes his eyes, because he likes it and because he really shouldn’t. “I think you look too closely.”
“At you? Always.”
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Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
31 Aug 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Edwin's letters are sent without his permission, giving him and Thomas the second chance they needed to stop being afraid of each other. Beautiful, gentle, visceral at points.
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Wunderkammer, noun. Translated from the German as wonder room and more commonly known in English as a cabinet of curiosities.
HELP WANTED: Maintenance Worker (late hours)
Seeking a person of steady disposition and keen intellect. Generous compensation. Room and board available upon request. Not suitable for those possessed of a delicate constitution or nervous temperament. Mechanical aptitude a must, fast runners strongly preferred. Priority will be afforded to candidates with no dependents or other living relatives. Applicants may report to Mr. Edwin Payne, acting head curator and recondite warder of the London Athenaeum.
Office hours: 11:30pm – 5:30am, Mondays only.It’s the weirdest bloody job interview Charles has ever done.
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- Part 1 of Wunderkammer
Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
13 Aug 2025
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The cabinet of curiosities of my dreams. An eerie story of a place full of magic. Amazing storytelling and beautiful art.
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heartbreak is one thing, my ego's another by artemisadore
Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV)
06 Jun 2025
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“What in the world do you think you're doing?” Edwin asks, hands on his hips in the way Crystal says makes him look like a ‘cunty British Karen.’
This startles the man into dropping the shard of glass onto the pavement with a clink. “Fuck! Can't a guy trash his fucking ex's car ‘n peace?”
Edwin, for some reason, is startled by the man's appearance. The first thing he sees are black-lined eyes the color of honey, the golden hue almost glowing in the streetlight. Edwin’s love of mysteries, unfortunately for him, is only rivaled by his love of pretty boys. And while his plan to confront the vulgar vandal was not exactly fool-proof from the start, Edwin realizes he has severely miscalculated how the rest of this interaction would go, because the vandal is fucking gorgeous.
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Edwin is a grad student who is sick of his friends trying to help him get over his crush on Charles by setting him up on dates. Thomas is hellbent on destroying his cheating ex's car right outside Edwin's window. And Edwin is having none of it...until he learns that Thomas' ex is actually Simon, his first-boyfriend-turned-bully.
Edwin needs a fake boyfriend. Thomas needs an alibi. What could possibly go wrong?
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- Part 1 of please please please
Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
10 Aug 2025
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The beauty of vulnerability. The Catwin fic I never knew I wanted: troubled pasts, explosive beginnings and a slow and deep emotional journey courtesy of Thomas trashing his (and Edwin's) ex's car.
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Even Charles can appreciate the subtleties of the choreography: Fire is boisterous, with great, choppy gestures, Water is in a blue outfit and flows gracefully, Earth stays close to the ground, with sure, stompy movements. It's Air, though, that captivates Charles’s attention: the boy is tall and graceful and pale, and seems to float, his feet barely touching the ground, showcasing astonishing feats of skill and athleticism. He spins and jumps so high, it seems as if he has wings.
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Charles has an epiphany during his sister's end of term performance, falling head over heels for ballet dancer Edwin.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Chaotic_Mesh
23 Jul 2025
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Punk boy Charles sees ballet dancer Edwin perform and it stirs new feelings in him. Delicious angst, delicious smut and allllll the feels ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
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Isabel calls to tell them Eddie's been shot on a Thursday afternoon and by lunch on Friday Helena and Ramon are landing at LAX. When they land, they learn Eddie's already home recovering and has been for two weeks.
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Or, Helena (and Ramon) tries to find a way back into Eddie's life and doesn't know what to make of finding Buck around every corner she turns.