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After months of preparation, it was time for Barney to finally pop the question.
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Barney practices sign to propose to Gordon on his 30th. -
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He's back! Gordon Freeman is back! Barney should feel elated, and he does! So... Why does it feel like Gordon is farther away than ever before?
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Gordon returns after 20 years, and after weeks of constant avoidance, Barney is forced to talk about his feelings.Series
- Part 2 of Crowbar
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Humanity's prized possession and one sign of hope.
A crowbar.
A crowbar Barney has the privilege to hold onto, and he uses it to cry into. A sign of hope and prosperity used to only enhance the sorrow and longing Barney feels for his lost lover.
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Barney mourns the loss of his lover, and then angstily jacks off to a crowbar.Series
- Part 1 of Crowbar
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Charlie forgets his phone at his collage's locker room after winning a swim tournament; his coach, Schlatt, decides to give him a reward.
After, Charlie can't stop thinking about it, and seeks out guidance from the man who got him here in the first place.
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While drinking with his brother, William lets it slip that he has feelings for his best friend. His brother offers to show him a way to ensure the other falls in love with him.
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David gives William a hand job against his will, and he is too inebriated to fight back.
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Hemotoxin by Antilocapra for Second_to_none
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
30 Dec 2025
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He could almost see the spark of pleasure flowing up from his core to his head, racing along networks of nerves until it burst into a tiny firework, right in front of Benrey's face.
What was that?
“Nothing,” Gordon said quickly. “Don't worry about it.”
Worry? It felt...good. Benrey's presence stretched in his mind, like it did when he was feeling out a new sensation. Really good. Do it again.
A continuation of my HLVRAI/Venom crossover.
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- Part 4 of Coevolutionary Adaptations
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04 Jan 2026
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An intruder knocks on my door, and tonight, I let it in.
AKA palegun porn with plot
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05 Dec 2025
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Stay Up With Me by cashewsaregay
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
31 May 2022
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Gordon and Benrey pull an all-nighter.
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10 Nov 2025
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And they were college roommates by Second_to_none
Fandoms: Half-Life VR But the AI is Self-Aware (Web Series)
01 Jan 2024
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That’s the problem. It’s hard enough to get work done as it is, dealing with stress and ADHD alike, but then the fates had to add the worst roommate imaginable into the mix. Of course Gordon doesn’t have enough money for a single room, the scholarship barely covers a room on campus. He is far from the only one having to suffer in a shared cramped space. Although he wonders if anyone has to share it with someone as aggravating as…
Benrey and Gordon are college roommates and things are not going well, until Benrey offers to help out a bit that is.
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28 Oct 2025
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Human Resources Violation by KogoDogo
Fandoms: Half Life VR But The AI Is Self Aware, Half Life VR But The AI Is Self-Aware
31 Jul 2020
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Spiritual Successor to "It Came From the Vents." Gordon Freeman has spent three years trying to stabilize the AIs he befriended after a disastrous end to a military project. He's stolen company property, ignored his family, and neglected himself in hopes of success. Now that he's made progress, it's becoming increasingly apparent that one of the AIs in question may not be a program at all. No one can say for certain what this revelation will lead to, but one thing's for sure: HR is going to have a field day with this one.
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- Part 2 of The Thing in the Vents
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24 Oct 2025