1 - 20 of 107 Bookmarks by MMDaredevil

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

    ---------

    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    37,065
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,185
    Kudos:
    24,530
    Bookmarks:
    8,291
    Hits:
    316,472

    21 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,200
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,716
    Kudos:
    56,842
    Bookmarks:
    13,671
    Hits:
    623,028

    19 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hayden, what do you think was happening back there?”

    “Rozanov was having dinner with Yuna.”

    “No, I mean, why do you think Rozanov was in my parents’ house?”

    Hayden’s look of pity(?) only increased. “Oh buddy. Of course you wouldn’t see what’s going on. Why would you? You always think the best of your family.”

    “Just answer the question.” Shane was too drained to figure out what Hayden was getting at.

    “I’m so sorry, Shane, but Ilya Rozanov was seducing your mother.”

    ------

    Or: Shane and Hayden go to see Shane's parents, when Rozanov is there, Hayden jumps to a very wrong conclusion.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,587
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    1,709
    Bookmarks:
    158
    Hits:
    11,692

    14 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s like they’re in a fucked up game of relationship chicken now, increasingly doing things together that Shane can’t describe as anything other than domestic and romantic and boyfriend-like. They text constantly, detailing their days and sharing everything from complaints about teammates to jokes about other players in the league to the kind of quiet worries about family that don’t need to be responded to, just heard by another person.

    Or maybe it’s like Schroedinger’s cat. As long as Shane doesn’t ask, doesn’t speak out loud, he can have this. It can exist, and it cannot exist at the same time as long as Shane doesn’t press too hard. Doesn’t want too much.

    It feels increasingly like agony now that he’s realized that he loves Ilya.

    ...

    Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,999
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    119
    Kudos:
    1,986
    Bookmarks:
    586
    Hits:
    12,091

    14 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,824
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,697
    Kudos:
    44,070
    Bookmarks:
    11,733
    Hits:
    573,233

    13 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    I could marry Svetlana.

    A noise built in his head. A steady, growing sound—and the more he thought about what had just happened, the harder it became to hear anything else.

    Another rush of noise pulsed behind his eyes. He twisted the tap to icy cold and splashed his face—the same water he’d praised not long ago, feeling sheepish and suddenly not knowing what to say. But they didn’t need words anymore. He’d thought so.

    His head felt ready to burst. He cupped a handful of water and poured it over his neck, gasping involuntarily. He stood there wet and shaking, water soaking through his shirt. He hated it. He hated how sticky it felt, how it clung to his burning skin—hated it as much as he’d hated that godawful ad shoot where they kept pouring water over him and touching him—

    “Shane?” Ilya’s voice cut through the noise, both in his head and through the bathroom door.

    Leave me alone.

    “Shane, are you okay?”

    Please leave me alone. Please do it now so it doesn’t hurt later.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,391
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    37
    Kudos:
    1,822
    Bookmarks:
    259
    Hits:
    17,543

    09 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Hanahaki disease is not supposed to happen to actual people, sitting on actual stairwells with sweat cooling on their skin, with an actual game in two days that has a sponsorship contract riding on it. It’s not supposed to happen off-screen, without violins and an audience.
    And it definitely isn’t supposed to happen to the first Asian-Canadian MVP of the National Hockey League.
    Shane curls his fingers slowly around the petal, like if he hides it, if he doesn’t look at it, it might stop being real.

    Or: the one where Shane is one of the lucky few humans in the world predisposed to Hanahaki disease. He copes with it as well as you might expect.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,384
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    303
    Kudos:
    2,033
    Bookmarks:
    514
    Hits:
    19,826

    06 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A rewrite of episode four and what happens afterward.

    “Well yeah,” Shane said, his voice took the slightly bratty tone that Rozanov loves. “You keep your house cold as shit.” This made Rozanov burst out laughing. He went towards his dresser to pull out a hoodie. He pauses as he sees Shane’s perfectly folded outfit settle neatly on the wood. He lets a small smile cross his lips within the privacy his back has provided from Shane. Like in every piece of clothing Rozanov has ever had the luxury of peeling off of Shane’s body a neat S.H. was written on the label of Shane’s jacket. He was about to toss an old CCM sweatshirt to Shane when a different one caught his eye. The team had got them this year, they were black with the Boston Bear’s logo in yellow. The hoodie was branded with Rozanov’s number and last name on it. The thought of Hollander, Montreal’s and the NHL’s golden boy, wearing his name did something to him. I guess he didn’t care that Shane was a hockey god, the only thing he cared about was the fact that in a few moments he was going to see Shane wearing his last name. Something he couldn’t let himself dream of.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    62,984
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    226
    Kudos:
    2,382
    Bookmarks:
    821
    Hits:
    60,868

    28 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A reporter in the front row raised his hand, then stood without being called on. His voice shook just a little when he spoke, but his eyes were shining, and his face flushed with excitement.

    “Scott - are you aware of the online speculation about your sexuality? About you being gay?”

    Or:
    Ilya Rozanov helps Scott Hunter escape a post-game press conference that went wrong because of Reddit.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,983
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    84
    Kudos:
    2,672
    Bookmarks:
    256
    Hits:
    13,530

    26 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya asked Shane’s father while Shane and his mother were talking outside: “Is boyfriends correct? Lovers is incorrect, but I am not sure what is correct.”

    “Well,” Mr. Hollander said. “‘Lovers’ is usually used for, hm, a mistress or an affair. Something kind of sordid. Though--you would say Romeo and Juliet is a play about two lovers,” he said. He paused his knife on the chopping board. “Somehow that’s right and using it for real people isn’t right. English is a damn funny language, Ilya."

    “Yes,” Ilya said from the bottom of his heart.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    77,847
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,171
    Kudos:
    2,831
    Bookmarks:
    951
    Hits:
    63,411

    18 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,661
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    16
    Comments:
    2,639
    Kudos:
    36,288
    Bookmarks:
    7,514
    Hits:
    387,355

    28 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    8,059
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    886

    24 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Yuna Hollander loves her son, she truly does. And she is so, so proud of him, in so many ways. He makes it easy—he excels in so many things.

    Emotional self-awareness is not one of those things.

    Look, she knows he’s gay. David would say suspect, that she shouldn’t put labels on something that’s not hers to label, which is completely fair.

    But he’s definitely gay.

    Now, she just needs him to admit it to himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,391
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    93
    Kudos:
    1,986
    Bookmarks:
    363
    Hits:
    9,928

    19 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,407
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3,373
    Kudos:
    106,737
    Bookmarks:
    20,154
    Hits:
    882,862

    19 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Matt didn't like the Avengers. There were a total of 2 that he allowed himself to be around. But, Foggy convinced him to go to a meeting as a representative of Hells Kitchen to ensure nothing happens to his city.

    He didn't expect Steve Rogers to accuse him of being an ableist. Nor did he expect the others to agree with that assessment so easily.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,613
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    37
    Kudos:
    4,055
    Bookmarks:
    377
    Hits:
    30,768

    18 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The Batfamily learns that their newest member (a child) has a sibling he wants to keep from them (a crime lord) and they invade privacy in their quest to get answers.

    They are then berated for this by Red Hood, a lot, because they're making his baby brother uncomfortable.

    Threats of violence aside, things dont... end terribly.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,147
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    638
    Kudos:
    5,310
    Bookmarks:
    988
    Hits:
    57,889

    05 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “But, if you’re my biological father, then why-” Tim stopped walking and looked up at him with such a desolate expression that Bruce’s breath caught in his chest.

    Bruce swallowed, hard, past the lump in his throat. “Tim, sweetheart, I-”

    Tim cut him off with the side of his clenched fist pounding on Bruce’s chest. Not angry, or combative, but the sad and desperate hit of a child in turmoil.

    “Why.” Tim started again, throwing another weak hit with his fist, tears beginning to well up in his eyes and breaking Bruce’s heart with every second. “Why, if you’re my biological father, am I. So. Short!”

    --

    Aka: The one where every Wayne kid finds out they share a biological parent with at least 1 of their siblings

    Aka: I daisy chain a bunch of absurd scenarios together to make Bruce run a billion DNA tests

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,855
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    222
    Kudos:
    2,603
    Bookmarks:
    718
    Hits:
    16,383

    03 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “So what were you thinking? Fake financial distress? Fake injury?”

    “Fake boyfriend,” Jason said.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,470
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    7
    Comments:
    457
    Kudos:
    6,753
    Bookmarks:
    1,296
    Hits:
    52,256

    11 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “The Red Hood has been good for Gotham,” Robin continued. “Crime in Park Row decreased by sixty one percent almost as soon as you showed up, and that’s even taking into account all the crime you commit. Drug overdoses have decreased by twenty two percent in adults and seventy nine percent in minors. Homeless minors are ninety two percent less likely to—”

    “Kid,” Jason interrupted. “Enough statistics. What the hell is this about?”

    Robin slowly lowered the tablet with his powerpoint presentation and looked up at Red Hood.

    “You care about Gotham,” Robin summarised. “Gotham needs Batman. Batman is missing and so is Nightwing. We need you to fill in for Batman.”

    “You want me to cover Batman’s patrols?” Jason clarified.

    “No,” Robin said. “I want you to be Batman.”

    Jason bluescreened.

     

    (Or: Batman and Nightwing mysteriously disappear before Red Hood has even started antagonising them, Robin is desperate, Gotham needs Batman, and Red Hood is Batman-Shaped.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,416
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Collections:
    57
    Comments:
    4,651
    Kudos:
    16,420
    Bookmarks:
    4,738
    Hits:
    204,121

    02 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Roy feels his soulmate die… on the same day as Jason Todd. He’s pretty sure it’s not a coincidence.

    Now Jason is back, and Roy isn’t sure what to do about it. Does he even want a relationship with a newly-resurrected vigilante bent on revenge, especially now that he’s finally found some semblance of stability in his life? And if he does, how the hell is he supposed to go about it?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    152,281
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    1,512
    Kudos:
    1,395
    Bookmarks:
    229
    Hits:
    32,531

    27 Sep 2025

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation