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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    “I always thought you hated me,” Max says suddenly.

    Charles doesn’t answer right away. His stride falters like the words caught him off guard. “I thought you didn’t care what people thought of you,” he says eventually, his voice measured.

    “I don’t,” Max replies, too fast, too defensive. Then he hesitates. “But you—” His fingers twitch at his sides, restless. He stops himself, irritated.

    Charles turns to him fully now, brow furrowed. “But I what?”

    Max clenches his jaw. He doesn’t want to say it. He doesn’t want to admit it—but you knew me. You understood me better than anyone else. And you still couldn't like me.

    So instead, he shrugs. “Doesn’t matter.”

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    Or, Charles has spent all his childhood trying to prove he isn't like Max. Building a car together makes him realize he might've been wrong all along.

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    02 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    Charles arrives unexpectedly at a small, elite university in Switzerland—a place reserved for the world’s wealthiest and most powerful families—and his sudden transfer immediately draws attention. Determined to keep a low profile and separate his past from his present, he instead finds himself at the center of whispered speculation, volatile friendships, and drama that just can't seem to leave him alone. As buried secrets threaten to surface, Charles soon realizes that in a school built on privilege and silence, he may not be the only one with something to hide.

    It also doesn't help that there's some anonymous stalker threatening to out each and every secret ruminating in the school's walls.

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    06 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Oscar doesn’t remember faces. Anyone’s. He doesn’t remember when it started. Maybe it had always been like this. He vaguely recalls crying in his mother’s arms, asking if it was normal. He remembers doctors asking if he just saw blurry shapes instead of faces, but he couldn’t answer. Because he didn’t see that. But he didn’t see anything either.

    Lando is afraid of life as an adult. Life in society. Life outside the hospital walls, where he spent the last five years. It’s like he’s starting over, like someone split him off from his old life. Like he died in the hospital and was resurrected the moment he left.

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    17 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    Max has always been a protector, it’s just who he is.

    Ever since he was five years old and his mother placed a bundle of blankets in his arms with his tiny baby brother nestled inside, Max knew, deep down in a place no one could ever reach, that he was never going to let anything, or anyone, hurt him.

    And he didn’t.

    He stopped Lando from walking face-first into furniture when he first started toddling around. He hugged him close when nightmares clawed their way into his dreams. He checked under the bed for monsters and made-up silly voices in stories until Lando’s giggles filled the room like sunlight. That was their world, small, safe, full of warmth and laughter.

    Then the world ended.
    ——
    When the world ended Max didn’t have much time for anyone else, he was to busy keeping his little brother Lando alive. But when they find safety and a boy, Charles, comes along Max learns how to let someone in for the first time in years. Through the destruction of there world they learn to lean on each and that trust sometimes creates a bond that goes beyond words, it’s one that can only be built from ruin.

    *prequel to ashes and blood*

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    27 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    “The first rule of Pong Club, you do not talk about Pong Club.”
    “What.”

    or;
    Oscar’s back from a year in London and his brother is acting weird, his philosophy classmate is really cute and his roommate is… slightly insane.
    Charles is determined to win his second championship, but his rival is distracting, his brother is withdrawing and his roommate keeps trying to get with his brother.
    Lando just wants to have fun, but his roommate is a cockblock, the new guy is too hot for his own good and everyone is obsessed with beer pong.
    Max can’t cope without RedBull, his roommate is an introvert, not everyone loves beer pong and he can’t stop thinking about his rival. Competitively, of course.

    OR;
    A university au focused on landoscar, lestappen, and their struggles with getting their shit together.

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    13 May 2025

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    As a bisexual, Lando wasn’t blind to the Dutchman’s defined angles- that jawline? Sharp enough to cut diamonds. Those eyes? Ethereal. If Professor M. E. Verstappen had any game whatsoever, Lando was sure that he’d be an absolute menace.

    The thing was, Professor Verstappen seemed to be hell-bent on homewrecking Lando's thesis advisor's marriage. Professor Leclerc was a precious baby angel who had to be protected at all costs. As a good mentee, Lando couldn't allow Charles to be seduced by the Dutch menace. Charles talked about his husband Max way too much for Lando to allow this to happen. He had to save Charles from the hot but rizzless engineering professor at all costs. Lando can't bear the thought of Charles being swept away from his doting, loving, and probably insanely hot Formula 1 engineer husband by a guy who probably gets off on history quiz nights.

    All Oscar can say by the end of it all is that Lando really should've added Charles on Facebook before meddling- but Lando's shenanigans do make for great entertainment.

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    13 Apr 2025

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    “I’m difficult,” Max repeats. Sebastian strokes the back of his head, running his hand through his messy, ash-blond hair.
    “Do you think I was easy? Being a teenager is tough—you go through so many changes. It’s a hard time.”
    “But you’re such a good dad—it’s unfair.” Seb’s heart aches as he feels Max’s warm tears soaking into his shirt. He keeps stroking Max’s hair.
    “Oh but, Liebling!” He slowly rocks his son back and forth. “It’s not unfair at all! I love being a dad. I love being your dad! Sure, being a father is hard sometimes, but I’m living life for the first time too, just like you are. We’re figuring it all out together.”
    It seems like Max nods, but maybe it’s just because he’s started sobbing even harder.

     

    or, Life has been hard on Max and Charles, but now they have each other, maybe things will become better?
    or, Sebastian never realised just how much trauma his adopted son was dealing with.

     

    This fic is gonna be long and angsty, the tags will be updated as i post more chapters, content warnings will be in the notes.

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    10 Apr 2025

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    Chaos Court

    (January 1st 2023, 3:26 pm)

     

    George:

    Dear Residents of Slipstream Suites,

    I hope you all had a wonderfull christmas and a good start in the new year 2023

    I wanted to inform you that we have two new tenants joining our wonderful community this year:

    Logan Sargeant and Oscar Piastri (Unit 281). Both will move in today, and I trust you will extend them the warm and friendly welcome that Slipstream Suites is known for. (please don't throw any pans at them Lando)

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    05 Mar 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 45

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    Charles doesn't know how this happened. Finding himself in a year where he's a Formula 1 driver is one thing, realizing that he and Max seemingly travelled here with no way back is another. Does he feel happy to know he stands in Rosso Corsa? Or should he burn in indignation that he should continue to have Max in his life even deep in adulthood?

    (He wants nothing to do with Max. Max wants nothing to do with him. A mutual agreement.)

    Whatever the case, it's not like they have any choice if they want to go home.


    OR: Teenagers Charles Leclerc and Max Verstappen face their future in more ways than one.

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    01 Mar 2025

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    Kaz Rietveld was placed into foster care with his brother Jordie at age nine, but the family he was given to was a farce. After suffering Jordie’s death and his imprisonment and depraved abuse for seven years, he is rescued and placed into the Fahey home at the request of his new social worker Nadia. Terrified of who he views as his new captors and abusers, Kaz must learn what it’s like to live life without danger around every corner while Colm navigates how best to help his poor charge who has been to Hell and back. At the same time, the Crows help Kaz while going through their own struggles together as they all, Colm included, find joy and fulfillment in their lives together.

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    06 Jan 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 85

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    06 Nov 2024

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    There were a lot of reasons why Charles Rowland had changed schools. His suffering grades, constant reprimands over being out of dress code and the school’s growing suspicions about his home life were only some of the reasons why Charles’ mother enrolled him in boarding school for sixth form.

    There was really only one problem… well two problems, maybe three.

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    When Cricket-star Charles transfers to St. Hilarion's, he urgently needs a Latin tutor. Enter Edwin Payne, a language genius but not very popular. As the two become friends, the past rears its head in ugly ways. Can the two navigate such a new, odd-couple friendship in the face of their pasts? And what happens if that friendship starts to blossom into more?

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    06 Sep 2024

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    Phil Coulson has been fostering kids for ten years now, taking in only the difficult cases that CPS struggled to place. At this point, he figured he had seen it all. But when Clint Barton joins the house already occupied by Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, Thor Ordinson and Bruce Banner, Phil is reminded that this path he had chosen was never meant to be an easy one.

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    24 Jul 2023

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    Most of the challenges that Ted Lasso encounters when he begins coaching at AFC Richmond were more or less what he expected: still not really understanding soccer, people getting upset when he says things like 'soccer,' etc. He's got a whole new team full of players to get to know, who've all got their own stuff going on.

    The part he didn't see coming is the kid he meets on his first day. Ted quickly learns a few things: his name is Jamie, he's fifteen years old, and he's the part-time groundskeeper's assistant at Nelson Road. The more time Ted spends with him, the more he learns about where Jamie fits into the Richmond ecosystem, and the more concerns he develops about just what, exactly, is going on in the kid's life outside of this building.

    It's going to take Ted's determination and patience, an unlikely main ally in Roy Kent, the entire Richmond community, and Jamie's own willingness to be brave enough to let someone help him to stop Jamie from drowning. Then maybe, just maybe, they can bring him safe onto dry land.

    (AU that follows the events of the three seasons of the show, with one major difference. completely gen, no ships.)

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    13 Jul 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 79

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    It hasn't been the easiest year for Ted. In fact, you might as well go ahead and call him Avicii, 'cause he's starting to wish he could just fall asleep and wait for some kind stranger to wake him up when it's all over. But he doesn't quit on things, so instead of doing that, he's moving to Richmond—the one in the U.K, not Kansas, because that would sorta defeat the whole purpose, wouldn't it—and hoping that clean slates really are all they're cracked up to be. That's it. A clean slate, and then he'll channel his inner Dorothy and return to Kansas a changed man.

    But Ted ain't expecting Trent Crimm, the Independent, and his son Colin. Or Keeley Jones and her insistent, cute-as-a-button pursuit of friendship. Or the enigmatic Rebecca Welton, with her impeccable outfits and biting wit and intense doppio espressos.

    Or, maybe most especially, Roy Kent and his little brother Jamie and the way their baggage just matches right up with his own.

    [ the football kiddos au ]

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    10 Jul 2023

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    10 Oct 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 86

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    This is the prequel Six of Crows story which focuses on Nina and Matthias's journey from enemies from different sides of two warring nations, to two reluctant allies, to unlikely lovers.

    Yet the more time the two spend together, the more they realise- to both their horrors- that what they believe to be hatred towards one another is masking more dangerous and risky emotions, which neither are prepared for.

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    26 Sep 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 7

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    Seán was prepared for many things when it came to his grandfather’s funeral. What he did not expect, however, was the old man to play one final trick on him and his friends in the form of a concerningly short will leaving them with the rundown farm from their childhood. Armed with little more than their wits and sheer stubbornness, the five young men must now navigate farm life and its many challenges.

    Oh, and it would be nice if the folks from the village stopped disappearing, too.

    (An Irish Lads Farm!Au with a twist)

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    25 Jul 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 34

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    Blinded by the sun, you spin the barrel of a fully loaded gun.

     

    A failed stick-up at a bar leads to unexpected lapses in judgement.

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    02 Jun 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    11 May 2022

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