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Ilya knew that he had just been conjuring up worries due to his own insecurities, and knew better than to take those out on Shane. At least he should.
Then why had he not been able to get over it? Whenever he spent time with Shane everything was as beautiful and loving as it had been. He felt calm, collected, like it had just been one big misunderstanding. But then, the second he left, those suspicions crept back in.
Shane tries to surprise Ilya. It goes terribly wrong. (Until it doesn't.)
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02 May 2026
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“Oh god,” Shane whimpered. It was cold at first, a strange, solid weight settling inside him. “N-No, I can’t–!”
“Shh, don’t worry,” Ilya crooned close to his ear, the long tongue tracing the shape of it before the monster bit it lightly. “I’ll make space for it.”
(or, mermaid Shane wants to know if the stories about the ferocious sea monster is true. He gets his answer and a lot, lot more.)
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- Part 19 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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02 May 2026
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Lover's Spit by wermbrain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Apr 2026
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The first year of Shane and Ilya's relationship, told in vignettes.
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01 May 2026
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The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.
Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.
Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.
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- Part 1 of The Last Season
- Language:
- English
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- 123,993
- Chapters:
- 32/32
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- 1,961
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- 4,016
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01 May 2026
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Gym Etiquette by petalborn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Apr 2026
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The athletic center has a gym floor, a shower block, a recovery pool, and a sauna. Shane has done something he regrets in all four of them.
Or - 3 times Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov almost get caught fooling around in the athletic center, and the 1 time they actually do.
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01 May 2026
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tell me im in trouble by Little_White_Lie
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Mar 2026
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- 54,358
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- 3
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01 May 2026
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When a fan’s tweet goes viral overnight, it paints a neat little narrative: Hudson Williams’s first time in a gay sports bar is with his out boyfriend/co-star Connor Storrie to support a charity together.
A single tweet. Wandering hands. Just one night in WeHo. And suddenly, everyone thinks they know the story.
The thing is…they’re not completely wrong. Just not nearly close enough.
And now the question won’t die:
“Oh, what really happened in WeHo?”
OR: jealous/possessive Connor x bratty/needy Hudson that one night at a gay sports bar in WeHo.
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01 May 2026
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He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,252
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 209
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- 1,478
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01 May 2026
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Growing Sideways by BriefExhalation
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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“Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”
“How bad is it?”
“Shane, please.”
“Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”
He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”
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After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 58,704
- Chapters:
- 14/17
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01 May 2026
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your name, my blood by clockwrkpendrxgon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Nov 2025
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“Ilya?” Shane gasps at the barely standing figure at his doorstep.
“Sorry.” Ilya hiccups. “Did not know where else to go.” That’s the last thing he says before he collapses into Shane’s arms.
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Or the Fighter Ilya x Nurse Shane AU nobody asked for.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,798
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 166
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30 Apr 2026
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“Baby, please, talk to me.” Ilya starts to plead, he’s genuinely losing his mind, and it feels like everything was truly getting out of control.
“You’re not okay, just listen to me. Stay here, and we can talk. I need you to calm down.” He says, walking towards him again.
“Don’t fucking come near me,” Shane shouts out, eyes, glazed over with tears, he can barely see. Ilya freezes. Shane freezes. In that moment, it was like the world stopped.
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30 Apr 2026
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Oh no I've said too much, I haven't said enough by lc2l
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
That sounds… serious.
“The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,163
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 350
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- 9,405
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- 1,910
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- 52,063
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30 Apr 2026
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plane and simple by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Apr 2026
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“Hey, Hollander, it’s your turn to tell the story,” Wyatt Hayes interrupts from the row behind them.
“The what?” Shane questions, looking to Ilya, who only manages to give him a sort of sympathetic look. “Is this some kind of hazing thing you didn’t tell me about?”
Troy Barrett’s head pops up from the row in front of him. “It’s something we do every flight. Harris told the story about his sister and a skunk on that first flight after the incident in Tampa, and it kinda became a thing. Helps to calm everyone’s nerves.”
“Oh,” Shane says, feeling nervous and kind of annoyed already. “Just like…any story?”
“Usually it’s something funny. Pretty simple stuff,” Nick Chouinard tells him. “But you’ve got to stand in the aisle and project so we can all hear you.”
“Oh, but I don’t have that loud of a voice,” he tries to say, but it doesn’t seem like anyone is listening, an excited rumble moving through the team.
Fucking great.
“So, the first time Ilya met my parents was so bad.”
“How bad was it?” Hayes deadpans, and everyone laughs again.
Shane swallows. "I'm so glad you asked."
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- Part 1 of Plane Stories
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,633
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 420
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30 Apr 2026
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Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.
Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.
Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.
Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself- Language:
- English
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- 93,547
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,298
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- 6,942
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- 129,612
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30 Apr 2026
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hanging by a moment by frozenmorningdew (goldenboygate)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.
On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.
Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 187,085
- Chapters:
- 44/44
- Comments:
- 3,622
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- 7,572
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- 3,684
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- 320,589
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30 Apr 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 May 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 209,397
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Comments:
- 5,404
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- 10,330
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- 4,371
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- 393,492
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30 Apr 2026
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All The Things They Didn't Say by probablyrunning
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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Ilya's heart shouldn’t be pounding at the prospect of having Shane in his arms once again. And yet, it was.
When Ilya exited the club, he saw Shane inside a sensible car—a blue Jeep. Seconds later, the car was skirting off the gravel road. Ilya tried his best not to be disappointed, or hurt, but managed neither.
(Or Alt. post-club scene from Ilya's POV. He finds Shane's car pulled on the side of the road. They talk.)
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- Part 1 of All the things they didn't say
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 25,246
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 700
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- 3,346
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- 919
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- 63,609
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29 Apr 2026
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Mirror, Mirror on the Wall (who's the handsomest of them all?) by handsywoman
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
28 Apr 2026
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Hudson Williams had no shame and he was loud about it. There were very few things that could make him uncomfortable or insecure. Unfortunately, when he realized he had to pretend to orgasm on camera in a serious TV show, and not a comedic short, he quickly found out that it did make him nervous. To prepare, he takes matters into his own hands. Almost.
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Hudson tries to see what he looks like when he cums so he jerks off in front of a mirror. [Enter Connor]
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29 Apr 2026
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White Silence, Dark Heat by Zavia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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After Sochi, Shane Hollander stopped trusting intensity.
After three Cups, he stopped believing in fulfillment.What he finds instead is a voice.
A man who doesn’t need his face.
A man who tells him when to breathe.
When to stop thinking.
When to let go.It’s supposed to be anonymous.
Ilya Rozanov let him freeze in the snow-bright glare of Sochi.
Now Dima is teaching him to burn in the dark.Phone sex becomes release.
Control becomes craving.
Familiarity becomes revelation.
And forgiveness becomes the most dangerous act of all.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 197,816
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Comments:
- 901
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- 811
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29 Apr 2026
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black dog by delagauchetiere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.
So. Not stealing.
But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?
Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.
Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.
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29 Apr 2026