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    The Toronto Guardians trade Troy Barrett one game into the season to the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Troy's new team hates him, and his new captain, Ilya Rozanov, has no interest in him. However, when Ilya realizes that Troy barely talks and has been struggling on the ice for weeks, he begins to investigate. But the more Ilya learns about Troy and the Toronto team, the worse it gets for Troy.

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    10 May 2026

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    Following a forced and early retirement from the NHL, Shane Hollander finds himself spending his days working at the local Omega Shelter where he can still make a difference with his life.

    One evening in early autumn, a bloody and bruised Ilya Rozanov walks into his arms and changes the projection of his life forever.

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    25 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    “Every time I let myself get close, I keep expecting you to prove me right. That I’m just another omega here to serve you and you’ll cast aside when you’re done. But I want to be wrong. I just don’t know how to trust that yet.”

    “I know you think you’re just here to serve me, but you mean more than that to me. I won’t let anyone hurt you again.”

    In a world where hockey is a game of power, Macklin Celebrini, the first overall pick, is treated like royalty. Will Smith, an omega, is drafted the year before and brought in to serve Macklin—a tool to keep him safe and satisfied. But after months of mistreatment and abuse, Will’s belief that he’s nothing but a servant is challenged when Macklin steps into his life. As the two collide, Will’s struggle between submission and trust intensifies. Will Macklin prove to be the protector he’s secretly hoped for, or will Will remain the pawn in a game he never asked to play?

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Hockey comes first. Will knows this. He's always known.

    So when he finds out he's pregnant with Macklin's baby, he does the only thing that makes sense: he doesn't tell Macklin. He books an appointment, takes the pill and handles it alone.

    He just doesn't expect it to hurt this much.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Being an autistic Russian boy was a problem. Ilya’s English was bad; his social skills were even worse. There was a constant, lingering feeling of never fitting in—neither with his family nor with the other players. Rozanov was good on ice, but not confident enough to believe it.

    And then there was this boy. Bold. Charismatic. Always watching him.

    Shane Hollander never looked away. He got under Ilya’s skin so deeply Rozanov couldn’t get him out of his head.

    (OR: Reverse AU! shy Rozanov × confident Hollander)

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “If hockey was that important for geopolitics,” María deadpans, leaning across the table to stab another pelmeni with her fork. “The Chinese would’ve gotten into it by now. The Russians want international concessions, and this is a cheap trick to get it. To be completely honest—”

    She dunks the pelmeni into her bowl. It almost looks like she’s drowning it when she twists the fork, coating it in fragrant orange soup. It almost looks like it’s a thrashing animal.

    “—it’s really annoying me. From a purely tradecraft perspective, from one lawyer to another, it’s a cheap trick,” María continues, pelmeni between her teeth. “Canada isn’t even the country who’s detaining Russian arms dealers. That’s US shit. It’s fucking annoying.”

    Shane doesn’t say anything. Shane’s looking at the pictures splayed across the table, face-up, and thinking about how if this all ends here, all Shane will have to show people when they ask about Ilya are six mugshots from when he was transferred from the Moscow jail to the Siberian penal colony, where his cheeks are hollowed out and his eyes are vacant.

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    23 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 82

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    Geno had him first. Then Nate. Both of them let him go. Leon finds Sid on the floor of a service corridor wearing his hoodie and shaking, and the only coherent thought in his head is: absolutely fucking ridiculous, both of them, to give this up.

    Sidney Crosby has spent every heat since January alone. Leon Draisaitl was never supposed to change that—but Sid stole his hoodie by accident, mistaking it as Nate’s, went into heat in a back corridor, and Leon has never been particularly good at walking away from things that matter.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Luca Haas has spent his whole life chasing the NHL. When he finally makes the Ottawa Centaurs roster, he ends up living with the team’s captain (and his childhood idol) Ilya Rozanov. Luca plans to keep his head down, stay out of the way, and prove he belongs in the league.

    Unfortunately, Rozanov seems determined to make room for him anyway.

    Or: How Ilya Rozanov accidentally became a dad.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    It's a long standing hockey tradition for veteran players to take in a rookie player for their first year, but when Coach Wiebe came to Ilya about taking in promising prospect Luca Haas, the last thing he expected was to actually agree.

    Luca had just moved from Switzerland to Ottawa and the transition had been anything but smooth. More stressed than he had ever been in his life, unsure how he was going to get through the season, and the last thing he expected was to be taken right under his childhood idol's wing. In what turns out to be a manageable season with the newfound mentorship of Ilya Rozanov.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “Good, well then that brings me to the real topic of conversation.” Another sigh from Coach Wiebe, “As I’m sure you’ve already guessed, those highlighted names have been offered rookie contracts and they’ve each expressed interest in living with a vet for their first year.”

    Ilya felt his heart fall into his stomach, afraid of the next words to come out of his Coach’s mouth.

    “We asked the rookies who they’d like to live with and, well, LaPointe wanted to board with you, Chouinard. And Young with you, Bood,” Wiebe then turned to Ilya who had frozen on the spot, “And Roz, Haas wants to live with you.”

    Bood and Chouinard chuckled as they watched Ilya’s eyes widen in horror.

     

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    Luca Haas was drafted 2nd overall by the Ottawa Centaurs in 2018. Two years later, he anxiously moved halfway across the world to play his rookie season with the team. He requested to live with Ilya Rozanov and they slowly became family.

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    17 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 90

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    Luca didn’t feel well. He wasn’t really sure how to categorise it though. It was something small, a pinprick of discomfort that he couldn’t place which made it feel like it was coming from everywhere. It was driving him sort of crazy. It had been going on for a few days. At first he hadn’t thought that much of it. It started as a tiny ache in his jaw, one that he’d put down to grinding his teeth on his mouthguard during the game a bit too much and forgotten all about. But then for some reason he hadn’t been able to sleep, which had given him a headache, which made his eyes itchy and his ears feel weird, and from there it just hadn’t stopped.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Stand upright. Chin up. Feet planted strong beneath you. Let the world condense into a line between yourself and your target. Envision in your mind what your heart calls you to do.

    The words of Wylan’s tutors echoed in his ears, but they served little help. His heart didn’t want him to do anything but turn and run.

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    Wylan Van Eck is supposed to be a hero. That is the legacy he was born into and the expectation he's been raised under. Now he's sixteen and somehow still powerless, certain that he will keep failing to defend himself until at last he cannot outrun death.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Pope is a frequent flyer in the Pitt, notorious for unsettling the entirety of the staff and only letting Abbot treat him.

    Until Dennis.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Trinity Santos is the go-to person for gossip. If you want to know something, you ask her. No one knows how she gets her information. She’s never at the scene of the crime. And somehow, she’s always the first to know. They don’t figure it out until one day.

    Or: nobody notices Dennis Whitaker. He’s as quiet as a mouse – and Trinity’s best source.

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    04 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 62

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    Dennis Whitaker going to work while going through a depressive episode

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Jack and Robby share a look. "Dennis," Robby starts. "We've been talking this morning and - you're welcome to stay as long as you like."

    Dennis blinks. "That's - that's really kind of you, but I shouldn't impose. I can be out of here by the end of the week."

    "Do you actually have anywhere to go?" Jack asks, more sharply than he intended.

    Dennis hesitates, then shakes his head, eyes fixed on the table. "No, sir."

    Jack's face softens. "Listen, kid, I'm not a Corporal anymore - you can just call me Jack off-shift, alright?" Jack waits until Dennis nods to continue. "As for staying here, you're not imposing, okay. Robby and I are offering."

    Dennis sucks in a breath. "I don't - I don't understand why, though."

    "Why?" Robby repeats. "Because you're in a tough spot, and we can help."

    ***

    Or, Dennis comes to Pittsburgh homeless and disowned by his family. Little by little, he finds a place he can call home again.

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    19 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 19

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    Dennis shoves shaking hands into the pockets of his scrubs. He runs his thumb along a seam and takes a deep, heady breath. There is no time for a breakdown. His coworkers already think he’s a basket case. He needs to keep his head straight and eyes dry for the rest of this shift, lest he prove them right.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    “Come here, kid.” One of Robby’s hands catches Dennis’s and lands against his sternum, trapping his arm against his chest, while the other stays in his hair, fingers winding into damp curls. Dennis’s attention is everywhere and panicked. He catches a flash of Perlah readying the needle and a desperate sound punches out of him.

    “Nope, don’t look at that,” Robby says, using the hand in his hair to force his head back, angling his vision away from the commotion and up towards him. Dennis’s eyes lock onto his, pupils blown wide. “Look at me. Yep, good. I’m right here. You’re doing so good, honey. Just keep those eyes on me.”

    The IV tourniquet snaps into place and panic flashes anew in Dennis’s face. ”Robby—”

    “I know. It’s just Dana and Perlah. We’re just pushing some fluids, no more drugs. You’re safe.” Out of the corner of his eye, Robby can see Perlah speeding through what has to be the fastest IV placement of her career, Dana keeping her grip on Dennis’s hand to stop him from jerking away. Dana shoots him a glance of warning and Robby tightens his hold. “Okay, quick poke now. Still just us. Deep breath, Dennis. I've got you."

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    Dennis gets drugged by a patient and has a bad trip.

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    15 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 54

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    It’s hard to believe that the boy before him is 18.

    He doesn’t look it.

    Not in the slightest.

    He’s naïve in the same way the boys who come straight out into the field always are, a little too keen, far too starry eyed, too kind for the men around him.

    And as he sits here, bleeding, dying, it’s even harder to believe that he’s an adult.

    He’s so young, so soft, so scared, face screwed up with pain as he clutches at Jack.

    They’re fucked.

    They’re so fucked.

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    11 Mar 2026

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