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What 48 hours and minimal sleep does to a mf
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CATACLYSM
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cat·a·clysm
Broadly: an event that brings great changesIn which there is unfinished business in the "processing the suicide you witnessed" department
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In the wake of loss, what else is there to do but sleep?
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26 Apr 2026
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“Can I help? Please, I want— Let me help.”
It’s all too much, but his last three words prove to be Robby’s tipping point, pushing him finally and fully over the edge.
Desperate, jerky, he nods against Jack’s shoulder. He just barely manages to choke out, “Please,” and, “I’m so sorry,” before Jack shushes him.
“Don’t be sorry,” Jack says on repeat. “Don’t you be sorry, it’s okay. It’s all going to be okay, I got you, brother, alright? Neither of us is going anywhere without each other, I can promise you that.”
or: robby contemplates taking his own life after his last shift before his sabbatical. jack sees right through him.
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26 Apr 2026
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With mental illness, you can do everything right. You can take your medication, see your psychiatrist, talk to your therapist. You can be in touch with your feelings, know your triggers and everything can be fine. You can still spiral.
Jack has been, all things considered, doing okay. Until he suddenly isn't.
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- Part 2 of Dr. Jack Abbot, whumpee
- Part 1 of Crisis
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26 Apr 2026
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They aren’t his family, not in the traditional sense. But the idea that they might be, that they could be, unsettles him more than he wants to admit. It’s the same quiet dread that hit him when Collins said he had helped raise Amy. He doesn’t know why exactly. Maybe because imagining them as a family implies imagining him and Jack as something. And that’s just absurd, right?
Or: Robby has been a quiet constant in the lives of Abbot and his daughter, filling a space that was never clearly named. As they drift into their fifties, he begins to recognize that his feelings for Jack may have deepened into something real and perhaps impossible. Now he’s left wondering if this almost-family could ever truly be his.
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24 Apr 2026
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“I didn’t say I minded, uh, sharing a bed with you.” Robby scratches at his beard and tries not to look at Jack. It’s hard because Jack isn’t even looking at the road; he’s smiling sideways at him.
“Don’t worry. I don’t kick.”
“I think the phrase is ‘I don’t bite’.”
Jack’s grin widens.
“That’s the problem. I do bite.”
Robby fears his recovery is going to feel very long.
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The time Jack learns he's Robby's emergency contact through an unexpected appendectomy.Bookmarked by NullsVoid
23 Apr 2026