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Seungcheol doesn't know how to let his members know he needs help. After all, he is the one who is supposed to lead them all and have everything figured out. They look to him for guidance and comfort. So, he keeps his mouth shut for years about his own suffering so his members can thrive until he can't take it anymore.
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Mingyu and Vernon are frozen in shock when their leader decides to suddenly walk into traffic and Wonwoo tries his best to save Seungcheol's life. The aftermath? Seventeen is forced to face their company's demands for the first time without the protection and guidance of their leader. And they don't know how to cope with that.
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Based on the song "Paralyzed" by NFGraphic depictions of cutting, suicidal thoughts, and a suicide attempt.
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"you could give them your flesh and still be called selfish for not giving them your bones"
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Chan debuted as a member of Seventeen - but it was like he wasn't a member at all.
He gave them everything—his voice, his strength, his sleepless nights—and they still called him selfish when he had nothing left.
They never noticed when he broke.
They never asked who broke him.Updates every 2-4 day's
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Sungho wishes myungjae was sober, when he loved him, not drunk all the time. He wanted myungjae’s full heart sober, not whatever myungjae was giving him.
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sungho and taesan are friends with benefits, sungho confesses his feelings and gets them brushed off.
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Loving you was freedom, loving me was a prison by arivergrowsintheeast
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
28 Jul 2025
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Sungho doesn't understand why Jaehyun keeps choosing the sun over him.
It didn't matter, bc this time things will different. This time they will be alive. They will be free. They will be together.
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- Part 2 of Fate is a curse that cannot be undone
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20 Dec 2025
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This one's sad but cute 😭
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Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.
He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.
Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.
Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.
Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.
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A fanfiction about ni-ki starting to lose himself in drugs.
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People like him were only supposed to exist at night, and pretending otherwise only brought trouble.
————Riki is an 18-year-old prostitute who’s been selling his body for shelter since he was a kid. Unfamiliar with love, barely knowing of things like kindness and care, he navigates through life hidden in the darkest shadows of his own soul, used to being expected to offer up the most private parts of himself for the hungry eyes of older men. But when a college student solicits him, everything starts to change.
This story includes heavily triggering subject matter. Please check the tags thoroughly and proceed with caution.
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It was irritating, at first. Irritating to love Taki and want him at the same time. It chafed his pride—after all, he could have anyone. Yudai had made sure he became someone who could have anyone, and then he ended up like this: fucking Taki four nights a week, wanting him the other three. Wanting nothing else, no one else.
The lifecycle of an oyster and the pearl it made.
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Jake’s struggles throughout his life and his parents and enhypen are there to help always.
Jake likes to say he’s okay but sometimes he’s not but is too scared to say anything.
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When legacy heir Maki Saejima impulsively fake-boyfriends a quiet, scholarship student named Taki to dodge yet another arranged date, he thinks it’ll be over in a month. One carefully curated photo, one lie to his grandfather, and a few public appearances — easy.
But living in someone else’s world comes at its own price — and the longer they pretend, the harder it becomes to tell what’s part of the lie… and what isn’t.
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Nicholas and Euijoo had become inseparable ever since they met in school. Nicholas's feelings grew over time and he finally decided to confess his feelings to his best friend, until Valentine’s Day took him away... or so he thought. Years later, Nicholas drifts through life like an empty shell, haunted by vivid dreams of their old school and the feeling that something..or someone is calling him back. In a desperate attempt to communicate with his best friend, Nicholas invites something sinister into his home… and from that moment, everything begins to spiral out of control.
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The fic where Hongjoong calls a phone-sex hotline and starts to realize that maybe this isn't the best idea for someone who gets attached a little too easily. Or, maybe it is.
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he’d messed up, he'd been careless, this had been a slip, and now he had to face the consequences.
"leehan, what's wrong? is this about taesan? he keeps insisting on—"
"i’m pregnant."
| leehan has always known how to stay safe: not to get attached, not to expect too much from anyone, and certainly not to open his heart.
or the spin off of “it is a prejudice to be with you” that nobody asked for
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- Part 2 of growing between us
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Jake has never liked Heeseung.
The previous manager had been pretty chill, letting Jake help out with pretty much whatever he wanted (within reason). When she retired two years later, Heeseung stepped up to take over.
Looking back, Jake is a little surprised Heeseung didn’t kick him to the curb after the promotion, because Heeseung’s disdain for Jake was palpable.
Heeseung is so lucky Jake loves these dogs with his entire heart, or he’d be long gone by now.
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Song Mingi’s life was a mess, like a real mess. But at least his crappy life, with crappy parents and even crappie classmates allowed him to live peacefully in the solitude of his head.
Until a bad joke makes him class president and a new city boy steals his favorite desk.
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14 Nov 2025
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Wilted Clematis by shinanaW
Fandoms: Sakamoto Days (Manga), Sakamoto Days (Anime), Alien Stage (Web Series)
28 Jul 2025
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In one of the rebel’s hallways a voice came out shaky yell with such conviction most people stopped talking hearing the pure desperation on the voice.
“Maybe I didn’t love him the way you love Uzuki—but it was still love! If you saw the look on his face, you wouldn’t have been able to say no either!” Osaragi yelled at Rion her voice ringing in the hallway as Rion pressed her hand against her head taking a puff out of her cigarette. Rion looked at Osaragi with a distant hurt in her eyes but didn’t say anything only sighing silently pleading as she looked at Osaragi.
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- Part 2 of Alnst x SakaDays Au
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For Osaragi, an uneasy dream and the gradual exhaustion of her mentor, could mean nothing else but a bad omen.
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- Part 2 of An ideal world