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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive—NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at a Manhattan 7-Eleven. He's too tired to notice that his new regular customer is clearly Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee.

    When Ilya gives him a $10k scarf and gloves, Shane sells them for rent money. Any normal person would be terrified. Ilya is fascinated.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander forgets his marriage.

    Ilya Rozanov doesn’t forget how to love him.

    As Shane recovers from a concussion that fractures his memories, the life they built together resurfaces in quieter ways. Through routine, touch, shared space, and an intimacy that refuses to disappear.

    Love, it turns out, doesn’t always need memory.

    Sometimes, it just needs time.

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    tl;dr - Hollanov's Amnesia AU in which Shane's last memory is July 2010, a.k.a the first time they hooked up in Toronto after shooting the commercial. Problem is, it is 2022, and they have been married for almost a year, but Shane cannot remember the past 12 years of his life with Ilya.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    shane has broken his arm and can't play against boston, but the most annoying thing is he hasn't been able to wash his hair in days... cue ilya, our favorite acts of service baddie

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    Shane blinked. His mind was screaming at him. What was happening? This wasn’t what they did, they didn’t wash each other’s hair or care about each other’s injuries. They fucked, and then they went home. He should say no, should tell Rozanov to buzz off and leave him to suffer, but the words wouldn’t come out. Eventually, he just nodded.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    shane gets sick before a game against boston... looks like he wont be seeing ilya later (unless???) ft. ilya bringing shane russian food

     

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    He hadn’t told Rozanov, why would he? They’d exchanged their usual quips in the days leading up to the game, riffing about who would win, how many goals they’d score. But underlying it all was the knowledge that they’d end the night in each other’s arms. Shane refused to admit it, but that might have been part of the reason he was so determined not to get sick. If it was any other game, any other team… It had been four months since he’d seen Rozanov. Four months of convincing himself he would finally end it, while simultaneously counting down the days until they would see each other again-- until this game. A game Shane would not be attending.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    22 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 40

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    Tav has never been one for public displays of affection, not like he is. Halsin will always welcome her affection in any way she offers it, but something is wrong, a honeypot full not of sweet sustenance, but of bees.

    Her affliction makes itself apparent as her neck rubs against his, releasing a compelling fragrance that would be most desired were it present in any other circumstance.

    Omega. And not just any omega—an omega in heat.

    His omega in heat.

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    27 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 19

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    Gale and Tav’s relationship is great - they read in his magic library, have sex in an astral void, but Gale’s too worried about the orb to make their relationship physical.

    Tav still has needs, though. Needs are getting harder to manage by herself.

    As they leave the shadowlands, Halsin offers his skills to help them find balance.

    Together, the three of them heal and create something none of them could have anticipated.

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    09 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Tav finds a way to pass the time while Halsin is at work on a Friday.

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    02 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 28

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    Adding to their one shot collection!

    my last summary inspired this story ?

    "They had an understanding now. No matter what she said, no matter if she struggled, he was not to stop unless he heard the magic word. It was a responsibility he bore with pride, a promise that he would push her to the edges of her desires, but never beyond them. And in return, Naiades had given him her trust, complete and total."

    plz don't judge, I know I need help <3

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    05 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 47

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    All Tav wanted was a quiet research position and a chance to finish her thesis. What she got was Dr. Gale Dekarios: brilliant, composed, far too attractive for her sanity, and somehow the oblivious star of her deeply private fantasies.

    And when a certain private notebook ends up in his hands, the boundary between fiction and reality begins to blur in ways neither of them are ready for.

    It was just a little fantasy. A harmless indulgence.

    Until he read it.

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    A story where Gale’s curiosity unleashes more than either of them could ever have imagined. Set in a slightly alternate modern world where magic is part of history and academic departments still chase relics of it.

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    06 Aug 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 87

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    After settling into your new life with Halsin, there’s nothing your lover enjoys more than being a father figure to the many orphans that populate your budding settlement.

    That doesn’t stop him from wanting to be a father to even more children.

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    04 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 47

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    Set during act Three.

    If there’s one thing Gale regrets, it’s not joining in when his lover and Halsin had fun at the brothel.

    Maybe there’s time for him to fix that mistake, on a smaller scale.

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    04 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 37

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    The door beside her opened suddenly with a creak, startling her. Dammon was standing in the doorway, face flustered and eyes wide, deep dark circles under them. He beamed like she had never seen him do before. “You’re alive.”
    Tav scrambled to her feet and closed the distance between them, not resisting the urge to wrap her arms around his waist, pulling the tiefling into a hug.
    “Hi,” she said against his shoulder. He smelled of smoke and sweat and cinnamon, and Tav nuzzled into his shirt, breathing deeply. His arms enveloped her in return, one hand firmly on the small of her back and the other rising to hold her head against him, fingers deep in her hair. He was so warm, almost like Karlach had been, but touching him didn’t burn – it just felt like coming home.

     

    Tav goes to the forge to tell Dammon about Karlach’s fate after defeating the Netherbrain. He confesses he has feelings for her and they set a dinner date.

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    03 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 23

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    Tav performs a ritual to summon an incubus with the hopes that it will help alleviate her desires regarding her Art of Illusion I professor, Mr. Dekarios. Yet when things don’t go as planned, he’s the only one who can offer help.

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    02 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 19

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    It was as if the entire House of Hope had gone completely silent… until one sound breaks through the hush at last. The sound of footsteps on flagstone.
    A devil’s footsteps.

    . . .

    A return visit to the House of Hope. Raphael is out and Haarlep is in. You wouldn’t let him fuck you on his master’s desk… would you?

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    02 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 2

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    Rolan, Tav and Dammon are at a sex party at Sharess' Caress and they are exploring tail play. Not edited or anything, so probably a few mistakes, I apologize. Cross posted from Tumblr.

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    10 Jul 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 81

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    The differences between them had never been so poignant to him before this. He is rough and firm where she is supple and smooth and soft. Gods she is so soft. Devilish ridges cover his back, sprawling over his chest. Even his knees are bumpy and grotesque, he thinks.

    He is all angles, sharp edges. But her? She is plush curves: hills and valleys of flesh to get lost in. She is a peppering of freckles across creamy skin. She is everything he isn’t, his perfect opposite.

     

    Or, AKA, "he's sad so she fucks him all better"

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    04 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 57

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    "The second Dammon spots her for the first time in the Grove he knows he's monumentally and royally, without a shadow of a doubt (and pardon his language), fucked."

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    Dammon is completely enthralled with Tav. She's obsessed with him, too, but she makes him wait for it. He gets what he wants eventually.

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    04 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    Tav is a busy resident physician with no time for romance, until a chance encounter involving her best friend Karlach throws Dammon, a cardiology fellow with a heart of gold (heh), into her life.
    The medicine AU that no one asked for and but you're getting anyway, simply because I had to make Dammon into a cardiologist.
    See end notes of each chapter for a glossary of medical terms! I tried to balance writing the characters authentically with minimizing medical jargon–so there’s still some, but less so in the later chapters.
    Enjoy!

    While this is a workplace relationship, there is no exploitation of power or coercion in this work.

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    04 Jul 2025

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    “How long has it been since you’ve slept?”

    Tav is eyeing Halsin suspiciously from the opposite end of Art’s bedside, where he’s been keeping watch over the sick man for days. At least, Halsin thinks it’s been days– perhaps three (or maybe four?) at the most. It is difficult to keep track in the Shadowlands.

    At any rate, he cannot answer her immediately, which means his answer is insufficient.

    “If you have to think about it,” Tav continues, “It’s been too long.”

    She has a point.

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    30 Jun 2025

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