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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    28 May 2026

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    so much abt this fic is usually something I wouldn't enjoy but yeah no that was pretty damn great

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    He misplaced his angel. He didn’t hold on hard enough. He got Cas back only to lose him immediately.

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    Cas comes back on a Thursday.

    And then keeps coming back on Thursdays. He doesn’t seem to have much choice in the matter, actually. For the rest of the week, he’s stuck in the Empty, and Dean is left trying to figure out how to save him, how to talk to him—and how to get him out for good.

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    20 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    They are going to have a lazy day in if Castiel has to hold Dean down to the bed with force. An angel continues his musings on the nature of his partner. Once again Dean is joyfully along for the ride.

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    Can be read standalone

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    18 May 2026

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    Dean Winchester is dead. For decades, he, along with Castiel and Sam, has led a peaceful afterlife in heaven. He has everything he’s ever wanted: a home, his family and friends surrounding him, and a relationship with Cas—and he’s bored as hell. Until, one day, Chuck escapes heaven’s lock up and begins capturing souls to regain power. To stop him, Jack sends Dean, Cas, and Sam back to Earth. After so long away from hunting, will they be able to once again find their place in the family business?

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    07 May 2026

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    Dean’s chest had started doing that thing. The tight thing. The don’t you dare thing.

    Cas reached into his pocket.

    “Dean Winchester,” Cas said, reverent as a prayer and stubborn as a vow, “will you marry me?” Of course Cas had beaten him to it. Of course he’d planned a whole thing.

    Dean eventually managed, eloquently, “You son of a bitch.”

    Then he turned and bolted.

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    A look into a few of the birthdays of Dean Winchester, the family he has and the family that he's made. A soft landing to a hard life.

    Could be read stand-alone from Part 1 but the emotional payoff it is better with the full context.

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    03 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 60

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    "Everything hurt, and I wanted to touch you so bad, wanted to be touched by you so bad. But I couldn't do it, I didn't want those memories to be painful ones." Cas was standing by the side of the bed now.

    "I know."

    "Dean, I don't hurt anymore."

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    Cas comes back from the empty a little broken, Dean gets him better. They forge a life from the embers.

    Destiel day fix-it fic

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    03 May 2026

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    “Y’all are sweet,” she says, and nods to indicate him and Cas. “Is he your—are you all together?”

    Dean’s still contemplating how to answer this without saying something offensive—he never has figured out a polite way to say “no homo”—when Cas answers for him. Cas doesn’t even look up from his plate, his mouth full of baklava and some stray flakes of phyllo dough sticking to his lips when he says, “Yes.”

    Dean feels more than sees Sam go very still across the table, forkful of salad and grilled chicken poised in midair.

    ***

    In which Cas is human and doesn't understand basic concepts like: clothing, Mythbusters, moisturizer, and Greek food. Dean is...Dean and doesn't understand basic concepts like: boyfriends, language, how to tell your friend that he's a walking miracle, and when not to quip.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Admitting it won’t make Dean any more inconsolable than he already is, and he’ll never feel Cas’ absence any more or any less acutely than he does in this exact moment. “He’s gone,” Dean finally admits, because it seems like the only thing left to say.

    When the terrible, swollen vacancy of the room offers no recourse, Sam says, “I know.”

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.

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    "Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"

    Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"

    "I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."

    "I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"

    "I'm not," Cas tells him.

    "Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."

    "Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    In the spring of 1944, the 104th Medical Battalion of the United States Army is disbanded, and its men reassigned to various infantry companies in preparation for their invasion of occupied France. For First Lieutenant Novak, this is less than helpful, as he has so far met his platoon’s designated medic a grand total of twice, and has both times found Sergeant Winchester to be the optimum combination of reckless, arrogant, and downright insufferable so as to make cohesive platoon function near impossible. When the time comes to move out, however, Castiel has to reconcile himself to the fact that men are going to go down and trust that Dean Winchester may well be the only person who can put them back together again. WW2 ETO infantry AU.

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    26 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Jesus fucking Christ. I dunno what I just spent a week of my life reading. I barely clocked if this fic had literally any anything to do with supernatural or fanfiction or whatever the fuck but I cried a little bit and I wish I could share this with others like it was an actual book. God OP, wherever you are now, I hope you’re still writing.

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    So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.

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    "Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"

    "I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."

    "So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"

    Castiel hums. "We're good."

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    03 Feb 2026

  12. Rec *

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    In his final year of college, Dean Winchester’s got a lot of decisions to make: what he’s going to do with his life, where he’s going to do it, and most importantly, which girl he’s going to do... right now. And later tonight. And the next night. And the next—

    When new transfer student Castiel Novak shows up first in his class, and then his friend group, Dean can’t help but see it as an infiltration. Something is up with Castiel, and he’s going to find out what. More accurately, he’s going to enlist his best and longest suffering hacker friend, Charlie Bradbury, to do it for him.

    Not a single one of Dean’s suspicions has anything to do with the fact that upon their first meeting, Castiel insults his shoes, his general existence, and his masculinity by— looking at him like that.

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    29 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yeah idk man what a wild ride. good fucking shit. God knows I want to break free

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    Castiel has always known that there are things that Dean can’t say.

    So when he says "I love you," he never expects he'll hear it back.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Dean starts falling in love with him on a slow Sunday morning under slanted sunlight that slips through the gaps in the trees. 

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    "When did it stick for you? When did your six hundred Sundays start?" Dean asks.

    "It never started," Castiel admits. "It simply never stopped. My love for you is eternal—existing forever, without a beginning or an end." 

    Visually, Castiel's love is a circle. Aurally, it's an echo. Kinesthetically, it's breathing. Overall, it is not fate, and it is not chance; it is choice. He would not choose differently if he could go back and do it again, and that's why he didn't choose differently from the start.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    insane read

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    There's no chance for lingering resentment when your job literally requires you to bicker.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    “Finish it out,” he grits between clenched teeth. “Go on. Ask it.”

    Nolan shifts in his seat. “Are or are you not attracted, at the very least, to Wilson?”

    House knocks his forehead against his cane. “I don’t know. Maybe.”

    [In which Nolan pulls at the Wilson thread, and House can't stop it all from unraveling. Repression is a hell of a drug.]

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    24 May 2025

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    The shade before him is so golden, like that sun he could never quite picture, hair and skin and eyes so bright Patroclus can barely look as close as he needs to, just enough to confirm what he never thought would be true. But then there’s that little furrow of his brow, and the quirk of his lip that betrays his nervousness in a way that has always made Patroclus fall weak with adoration.

    It hits him at last, steady like the tide, and Patroclus can’t believe he ever forgot what it feels like to worship.

    “Oh,” he says, “Achilles.”

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    14 Oct 2024

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    jet falls in love, in seven parts.

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    19 Jun 2024

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    It's not that House needs the human contact. It's just that when you're sharing an apartment, these things happen sometimes.

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    09 Apr 2024

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    The first time it happens is (New Orleans, 1991 | Albany, 2009 | Augusta, 2012) and they are (drunk | sober | out of time).

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    08 Apr 2024

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    who was gonna tell me house md fic actually was so good

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