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Mike would be fine with staying just as they are.
Well, not really. It would eat him alive, there’s no doubt about it. Scoop him hollow and drown him in the possibility of something he should have never even thought about in the middle of the night with his ceiling and the flickering streetlamps outside of the window as his only witnesses. Because he’d doomed himself from the moment the thought seeped through the cracks of his forcefully built normalcy, warm, syrupy, and so, so sweet. Irresistibly so. But perhaps he could find it in himself to tolerate that kind of agony if it means keeping Will by his side. Maybe if he sees Will holding hands with some faceless boy, he could find it in himself to be happy his best friend has found someone to love him, though not more than Mike always has. Someone who wants him a normal amount, someone who hasn’t needed him since before ever even knowing the word for it. Someone who wouldn’t absolutely crush him under the weight of his emotion. Someone nice.
Someone not Mike.
But god, all he wants is for it to be him.
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Mike Wheeler and a future ten years in the making.
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10 Feb 2026
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Who the fuck is Tammy?
mikes pov.
OR: season finale Mike's super duper gay panic throughout saving the world :3
OR OR: the painting...Bookmarked by StrawChan
19 Jan 2026
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to think my breaking heart could kid the moon by Somanywords
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
24 Apr 2025
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Without all the drugs, the memory stuff had started flooding back in. Which was a laugh and a half, squatting in some leased flat that wouldn’t know a proper air conditioner if it had eyeballs, so Bucky had battened down the hatches and gone out to get himself a job.
Enter Falucci’s Corner Store.
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09 May 2025
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You are just not having a good day. You are, in fact, probably suffering from a streak of horrible luck, confirmed when Sylus completely thrashes you at Kitty Cards. This streak has got to end, by whatever means necessary.
Or: The one where MC's first kiss with Sylus comes from a spur-of-the-moment bet, with much inner emotional flailing but no regrets.
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18 Mar 2025
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“You kissed me,” he repeats, pointing at Mike. “Did you fucking forget that? That you fucking initiated it?”
“Will—“
“You kissed me,” Will says again. His voice breaks. “You held me, and you kissed me, and you liked it.”
Mike stares at him, taking a breath that trembles.
“I know you liked it,” Will says softly, looking into Mike’s eyes. They’re shining.
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02 Feb 2025
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“Look," Maddie says. "I don’t have a lot of experience here. But I think it might not be exactly what you think. Like sometimes people just get all... twisted up inside. And it takes time to untangle, you know?”
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Buck confesses. It doesn't go all that well.
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- Part 1 of law of holes diptych
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23 Apr 2024
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LAFD Updates (@L*A*F*D_Metro)
LAFD Alert: Red-level traffic on Gardiner Road this morning. If you are trying to get into the city centre consider taking Westerley Lane.buck 🔥🔥 (@firebuck)
so true bestie
or, Eddie mans the LAFD Twitter account. Buck tries to be supportive.Series
- Part 1 of Mr LAFD Updates Man
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23 Apr 2024
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A hand grasped his arm, sending a brief thrill down Merlin's nerves as he was forced around to face the person behind him. Armour gleamed in the firelight: supple chainmail glinted, and the solid iron of a pauldron curved lovingly over one broad shoulder. The length of a sword blade separated them. The point hovered, steady and sure, over Merlin's heart, braced to run him through, but he did not care about any of that. He was too busy drinking in the sight of the man before him.
He could never forget him, no matter how many centuries had passed.
'Arthur?'
When Merlin ultimately fails in his destiny, the fading remnants of magic that linger in the modern world fling him not just back in time, but sideways as well. He ends up in a Camelot where all his friends are alive, well and aware of his magic.
He ends up in a Camelot where his alternate self died almost a year ago.
Can he, Arthur and their friends still forge the golden age he was once promised, or will grief and suspicion tear them apart?
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- Part 1 of Hiraeth Universe
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12 Oct 2023
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“See, Merlin?” Arthur says, holding up his empty hands. “Nothing to worry about.”
It’s never nothing, Merlin thinks very loudly, but does not say.
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10 Oct 2023
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“Are you offended that people think we’re dating?”
“No,” Mike says immediately. “Of course not,” because, again, he should be so lucky.
Will’s baffled expression does not change. “Then why would I be?”
“So– okay, fine, whatever. Should we, like, tell them to get their heads out of their asses and that we’re not– um– dating, or–”
“I think,” Will cuts in, “well. You know what would be funny?”
Honestly, Mike doesn't know what he thought being Will Byers' fake-boyfriend would entail, but he definitely didn't think it would involve this many ugly Christmas sweaters.
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30 Nov 2022
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Mike Wheeler and the Mortifying Ordeal of Being Obsolete by Pseudologia
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
31 Oct 2022
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“All right, Wonder Twins, prepare to meet your maker.” Dustin points a finger at El and smirks. “Never have I ever had a crush on Mike.”
Mike keeps his face neutral while El drinks, as is his ex-boyfriend-turned-best-friend duty. He sees a little movement out of the corner of his right eye, though, and he turns to follow it.
Will is taking a hit off his joint.
“Wait…” Mike says, cutting off Lucas in the middle of his never-have-I-ever announcement. His gaze doesn’t waver from Will’s face. “What?”
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- Part 1 of Byler Week 2022
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31 Oct 2022
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Will knows he has no chance with Mike, he’s accepted it a while ago. People like him don’t get their happy endings, so he instead tries to make sure the people around him get theirs. The problem comes in when he starts trying to push Mike away from himself and push him towards El, so they can get their happy ending together. And that's because, for some reason, Mike won’t let him.
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Me desperately trying to fix byler in vol. 2, while keeping most of the canon elements.Bookmarked by StrawChan
15 Oct 2022
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Zhou Zishu realizes Wen Kexing is giving him an out. Instead of invading his personal space like he's done before, Wen Kexing expects him to take the last step — whether it is to break the distance or to push him away is up to Zhou Zishu. It'd be easy to laugh it off, but Zhou Zishu doesn't feel like ending this moment just yet. Though the rain is still pouring down, he feels like this is it. The calm before the storm. Who knows what kind of turmoil they'll find tomorrow.
But tomorrow can wait. They have today, they have now. And now Zhou Zishu's entire being craves for Wen Kexing's touch.
Alternate ending to episode 16 where Zhou Zishu finds a different way to comfort Wen Kexing after the events at the Heroes Conference.
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06 Oct 2021
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I Had A Marvelous Time Ruining Everything by fallendarlings
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Jul 2020
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“I’m not worth all that. Not worth your life.”
“You’re worth everything to me.” And there it is, the secret truth. There’s no way to interpret it as anything but what it is. Steve’s heart, held out in his hands. The one that didn’t work right, ugly all over from damage. The one that was Bucky’s first, has always been Bucky’s. They say his new one is perfect, but he knows the truth. Even if they fixed everything else, they can’t fix this. Every inch of his heart, scarred with Bucky’s name. Over and over and over.
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17 Jul 2021
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Lips That Touch Liquor by millesable
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
10 Jul 2021
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“I can’t lose you, Buck… you’re the only… you’re all I got in this whole world, Buck, I can’t…”
“Lose me? Where you think I’m goin’, huh, pal? I’m right here.”
“You’re gonna leave me. When you find out.”
“Find out what, Stevie?”- Language:
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13 Jul 2021
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The sudden thought of being close to the Honorary Knight has a warm feeling start to bloom within Albedo’s chest. His face, despite the biting cold of the freezing winter air, also feels warm. Albedo has yet to figure out the reason behind it; another mystery to solve where the stem of the problem appears to be the same: Aether. He wants to be irritated, mad even, that the Honorary Knight has become something akin to a thorn in his side, halting his progress with his experiments.
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06 Jul 2021
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only honest when it rains by BigDangoFamily
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
26 Apr 2021
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Later, when he stumbles across Felix in the alley between the dorms and the sauna, crouched low to the ground and stroking a gray-striped cat, Sylvain still can’t find it in himself to be mad, mostly because he’s too busy trying to convince his heart to keep beating.
It’s just Felix, he tells himself. It’s just a cat. Two things he sees every damn day, and yet, when you put them together like this, the sight is lethal enough to kill him on the fucking spot.
Sylvain is a liar. Felix sees through him.
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25 May 2021
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something worth winning for by GenericHero
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Fire Emblem Series
02 May 2021
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Felix hadn’t been planning on confessing. But he knew that the sting he felt now was nothing compared to the regret he’d feel if he never got the chance.
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25 May 2021
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Your Ache Is My Sweetness by Xerophile
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
15 Dec 2019
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Hubert unintentionally ruins Ferdinand's first kiss, and Ferdinand nearly ruins his chance at a second one...
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“I love you, Hubert. Fiercely so. Frighteningly, in fact… I have not the words for it.” Ferdinand laughs sheepishly.
Hubert breathes a small laugh as well, shaking his head as if he could expect nothing less. His smile changes shape, as if he cannot hold it back any longer, and he leans in again.
“Then for once in your life, Ferdinand, do not speak.”
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20 May 2021
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Reading Nook by Calyxander
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
22 Apr 2020
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Ferdinand tries to focus on reading, but Hubert insists on lurking next to him in the library. After a while he comes to realize that it is concern not an effort to aggravate him. And when Hubert makes a surprising gesture of physical affection, Ferdinand cannot restrain the impulse to give into his feelings and kiss him for the first time.
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19 May 2021