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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    “They’re drowning themselves.” Cassian took a step towards her. “Gwyn hasn’t left the library stacks in four days. Emerie is in the middle of her tenth drink this week. And you, Nesta –“ He stopped. “You haven’t left your bed.”

    “Because there’s nothing better to do. Let me live my life.”

    “This isn’t about you living your life. This is about you keeping it.”

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    Nesta, Gwyn, and Emerie haven’t been the same since the Rite. They all deal with traumas in their own self-destructive ways, and they’re okay with that. After all, healing isn’t linear. As long as they take it day by day and remember to breathe once in a while, life will be fine. Not good, not great, but fine.

    The problem is, Cassian, Azriel, and Rhys have noticed. They’re painfully aware that the Valkyrie’s recovery after the Rite echoes their own, almost to a fault. And they've never been good at keeping to themselves - even if the Valkyries insist they don't need help.

    But what if they do?

    A self-help, hurt-comfort, feel-good fic with different POVs set immediately after ACOSF (but ignoring HOFAS because we don’t want to unpack that right now).

    TW: self-harm, suicidal ideation, PTSD, sexual assault reference

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    15 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    "Shadows may hide...but the light reveals all."

    After the events of A Court of Silver Flames, Gwyneth Berdara begins a quiet journey of healing, strength, and self-discovery beneath the stars of Velaris. As her power awakens into something stronger than anyone could have imagined, and the Night Court’s shadows draw closer, an unfamiliar bond forms between her and the male who commands the dark. Slow, tender, and unspoken, their connection may prove to be the balance they never knew they needed.

    A story of when light meets shadows, and connection forces healing. Gwyn finds her voice, and Azriel finds himself listening. Healing is never quiet, but love can be. Will the Shadowsinger finally open his eyes? Or will he continue chasing what he can't have?

    Be prepared for real yearning, angst, smut, and of course, a slow-burning romance. P.S. I do support all three Archerons, so there will be no serious Elain or Nesta slander. Girls support girls here.

    More tags to be added later!

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    03 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Gwyn never thought the City of Starlight would be hers. Azriel never believed he deserved what he waited for.

    When fate snaps into place during a single, reckless, beautiful night in Velaris, both are forced to confront the truth of what lies between them. Golden and inevitable.

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    01 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Gwyn and Azriel love spending time together. One evening, Azriel asks Gwyn for help due to the upcoming solstice. Unfortunately, Azriel hates asking for help.

    Or, Azriel feels bad about bothering Gwyn with something related to his hands and has too many feelings about it. Gwyn helps him deal with it.

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    Watching him plow snow from her window was supposed to be harmless.

    It wasn’t.

    A single moment cracks open a life Gwyn never thought she was allowed to want. What follows is love rooted in safety, laughter, and choice, proving that stepping outside your comfort zone can lead not to heartbreak, but to belonging.

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    11 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    It's Gwyn's 28th birthday—and it would have been Catrin's too. Azriel finds her on the rooftop, holding herself together by sheer will. When he tells her it's okay to break, she finally does.

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    04 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 2

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    Gwyn is high on anesthetics and pain meds and Azriel is there to hear all about her high flying dream.

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    11 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    Detective Azriel Knight has spent eleven months hunting a killer who leaves no traces—only bodies. Methodical, patient, and relentlessly focused, he's close to a breakthrough. The last thing he needs is interference, especially from a journalist.

    Gwyneth Berdara built her career on exposing the truth, no matter how ugly or how powerful the people trying to hide it. Her investigation into police corruption made her a pariah at Velaris PD, but she's never backed down from a story. And the serial killer stalking her city? That's the story of a lifetime.

    When the mayor forces an unprecedented arrangement—embed a reporter with the detective hunting the city's most wanted—Azriel and Gwyn find themselves trapped together. He thinks she's reckless and glory-seeking. She thinks he's an obstinate wall of secrets and procedure. They've been enemies for months, clashing at crime scenes and press conferences, each convinced the other is wrong about everything.

    Confined in close quarters, chasing shadows through Velaris, they discover that the line between hatred and something else entirely is dangerously thin. But when you're hunting a killer, falling for your partner might be the most reckless thing of all.

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    10 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 14

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    Taken against her will to the shadow realm, Gwyn is forced to participate in a sacred ritual, proving that she carries the heir to the demon lord, and her mate, Azriel. But when she is struck by arrows at the altar, she finds herself in the middle of a war for power over the realm. Wanting to keep her safe, Azriel brings her to his private residence, where a different kind of power struggle takes place - one where Gwyn has total control.

    Part 2 to Claim Me -- it is not 100% necessary to read Claim Me before reading Own Me, but there are elements that carry over.

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    13 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 43

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    Gwyneth Berdara has rebuilt her life within the sanctuary of the House of Wind’s library. She’s a scholar, a singer and a Valkyrie to boot, although most days she is perfectly content just being Gwyn again.

    When whispers of Koschei’s awakening begin to ripple through the Night Court, Gwyn is drawn into a world she never thought she’d experience. The ancient power is spreading, his influence seeping into dreams and songs - and Gwyn begins to hear it. The melody calls to her, eerily familiar, resonating with a part of her power she’s never dared to touch.

    As the continent prepares for war, Gwyn must face what she’s buried, the pain, the rage, the grief, and discover what truly lies within.

    Amidst it all, a quiet, unexpected love begins to bloom - one that sees her not as a victim, but as the strong woman she’s fought to become. Yet love is a risk, and when Prythian’s fate teeters on the edge of ruin, Gwyn must choose between protecting her heart and wielding it as her strongest shield.

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    06 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 39

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    Azriel Singer is broody and resigned to believing that his crush, Gwyn Berdara, could never be interested in a man like himself.

    Until an eavesdropped conversation, way too much tequila, and a crazy idea from Cassian changed everything.

    Guaranteed way to make Gwyn like him? Turn himself into the book boyfriend of her fantasies.

    Only problem is that her fave MMC likes to wear a mask and stalk his prey.

    What could possibly go wrong?

    (ACOTAR modern AU)

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    29 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 1

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    Collaboration time! 🤗 I wrote a little drabble inspired by a commission by TrashForAzriel with Gwyn as Agent Scully and Azriel as Agent Mulder as they investigate the case of the Sentient Shadows.

    @gwynrielshappyendings Sci-Fi September over on Tumblr has been so fun! Gwynriel + Sci-Fi just makes sense. Whether one of them is an alien or they're investigating them, the theme has inspired many ideas for myself as a writer!

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    25 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    Takes place roughly 5 months after A Court of Silver flames. Gwyn and Azriel have been secretly dating and stealing private kisses with the house on their side to help them sneak around. The complexities of their relationship thicken as people begin to learn of their relationship. Expect lots of fluff, sneaking around, getting caught and great friendships.

    This fic will have some Crescent city spoilers eventually, but I'll put those in the notes/ mark them so they are obvious and don't want to be spoilt.

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    17 Sep 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 39

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    Gwyn has lived happily in the House of Wind Library for nearly 5 years after winning the Blood Rite, but a recent regression in her Valkyrie training and developments in her personal life have her looking to a future outside the confines of the Library. During the priestesses' Autumnal Equinox ceremony she asks The Mother for help navigating these challenges and ends up getting more than she bargained for.

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    12 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    Gwyn has finally decided to move into the House of Wind, and has employed Azriel to help her do so.

    But what happens when the Shadowsinger arrives to find another Illyrian male already helping Gwyn with the job?

    Spoiler alert: jealous and yearning Azriel appears!

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    03 Sep 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 11

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    Azriel is an alien from a far away galaxy.

    Gwyn is the scientist who accidentally pulled him through a multidimensional portal she's been working on.

    Can Gwyn keep things professional and study him as a scientist should? Or will her desires get the best of her and have her falling in love with this attractive alien?

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    01 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 40

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    29 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    26 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 4

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    It's not often that Gwyneth is speechless, less common even for Azriel to publicly speak. With terrible timing and the purest of intentions, we witness jaws dropping, heels abandoned, angry elders, jewelry malfunctions, tears to rival the rain outside, and a wedding turned on its head.

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    18 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 28

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    Gwyn and Azriel's friendship has grown significantly over the years, but one accidental touch of his wing will change everything... and reveal a side of Azriel that Gwyn never would've expected.

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    Comments:
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    18 Aug 2025

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