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    Tony has just found out he’s autistic in his 40’s… how will his life change with this new information? How will it stay the same? What things should’ve made people realize sooner? Find it all out here :-))

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    An old roleplay turned fan fiction series that I no longer update as the roleplay partner I had and I ended on bad terms

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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    When the Buckleys decide their daughter belongs in an institution, Evan Buckley makes a choice. He chooses his sister.

    Andrea Buckley has cerebral palsy. She uses a wheelchair, sometimes a walker. She laughs loud, talks fast, and refuses to be reduced to a diagnosis. She is Evan’s whole heart.

    The night their parents try to send her away, Evan packs her bags, takes the keys, and drives toward Los Angeles with no plan and no backup. He becomes her brother, her guardian, her steady ground. Years later at the 118, his instincts with adaptive care and kids finally make sense to everyone else.

    Slow burn. Found family. And maybe something more with Eddie Diaz.

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    17 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    “We don't have to do this. You don't. . . " Shane tried to say. Ilya held a finger to his lips.

    “We should talk about these things, no? You shouldn't be afraid to ask me questions that you want to know the answers to,”

    “Question six,” Ilya said, voice gravelly and accent thicker than usual, “If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or the body of a 30 year old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?”

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    Shane and Ilya ask each other the 36 questions to fall in love.

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    14 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Eddie Diaz is a 16 year old ballroom dancer with an immense amount of pressure put on him by his parents. When he meets Evan, younger brother of fellow dancer Maddie Buckley, his life takes a turn for the better, and becomes a lot more complicated.

     

    Neither boy says anything as they walk, but when Eddie stops in front of a door with “Buckley” posted on the front, Eddie realises something. 

    “Wait, Buckley?” He asks. 

    The boy nods, looking a bit confused. “Why?” 

    “Are you Maddie’s brother?” 

    The boy’s confusion morphs into surprise. “Uh, yeah. You- you know Maddie?” 

    Eddie nods. “We met a few years ago. She basically adopted all the younger kids as her siblings and we’ve been to a lot of the same comps.” 

    The boy smiles softly. “Yeah, that sounds like her.” 

    “She talks about you a lot.” Eddie says. “Though I’ve somehow missed your name.” 

    “Oh.” The boy says, then adjusts his crutches so he can hold out his hand for Eddie. “Evan.” 

    Eddie takes his hand and tries to ignore the butterflies that erupt in his stomach at the contact. “Eddie. Diaz.” 

    “It’s nice to meet you.” 

    “You too.” 

     

    CURRENTLY BEING RE-WRITTEN!!!

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    16 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Buck takes this moment to finally say, “I'm Buck by the way.”

    “Bobby,” the man—Bobby—answers.

    Buck looks at Bobby, studying him. “Yeah, you look like a Bobby.”

    Bobby's eyebrows both furrow while also raise in confusion. “What is that supposed to mean?”

    Buck shrugs. “It means you look like a Bobby.”

    Bobby laughs, disbelief filling the air but it sounds good natured. “Whatever kid.”

    Or, Bobby fresh out of rehab is on a roadtrip across the States as recommended by his sponsor Wendall. He doesn't know what he's looking for, but Wendall told him it's more about the journey anyway than the destination. Buck's been on his roadtrip of soul searching for four years now and still hasn't found what he's looking for. The two of them run into each other and find out that maybe it wasn't a what they were looking for but a who.

    Or, or, a story of healing and finding one's self again.

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    02 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Texas stank.

    That was the first clear thought Evan managed to hold onto as he stood alone in the front yard. It smelled awful here — like hot asphalt, gasoline, and something vaguely dead — and it was blisteringly hot, even though August was nearly gone. In London, the air by late August already turned mildly cold, the kind of cold that crept beneath your Shirt and reminded you summer was only ever a visitor. He couldn’t say he missed it. He couldn’t say he missed anything at all.

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    After a tragic car accident, the Buckley family decided to move from London to El Paso, Texas, to get as far away from everything as possible. In the end, it was just Evan and his father who moved into the house, which was much too big for the two of them. Evan hated it. Or maybe not, he wasn't sure what he felt, if he felt anything at all. School was awful, except for one boy who sometimes made Evan's heart flutter a little and maybe even reminded him of feelings.

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    23 Nov 2025