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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    "I’m ready to come out as your cousin," Missy says over the phone, "There’s gotta be some lesbians following you, you’re butch as fuck."

    "I don’t know what that means."

    "I’m gonna send you some selfies, okay? I’ll even write the caption for you."

    "My profile isn’t your dating app, Missy."

    --

    or: Shane Hollander comes out as an ally. For his gay cousin, of course.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an a argument and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Illya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    Chapters:
    11/?
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    06 Jan 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice tiny.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    In Juniors, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are set up as hockey's biggest rivals. There's just one problem - after Shane unexpectedly drops out of the 2009 draft, they both end up being signed by the Boston Raiders. And, as it turns out, it's a lot harder to avoid your feelings for someone when you see them every single day.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    04 Jan 2026

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Kent’s arm slams against a locker, body angling until he’s blocking the exit. “What, you’re suddenly too good for us?”

    Shane is fucking tired. It was bad enough dealing with snide remarks all game and his shoulder still twinges from a suspect slam into the boards. The last thing he wants to deal with is a belligerent Dallas Kent. “Try scoring a goal next time and I might change my mind.”

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    The world ends. Somehow, Shane has to keep going.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Shane has spent his entire career rising above it.

    After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops.

    A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.

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    29 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 78

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    The seeds burst like confetti and the wind snatched them up with greedy fingers, and Jamie wished, deeply, fervently, with a belief he hadn’t had since the day his dad had burst back into his life, that he could have been there for Ted when he’d needed it, just like Ted had been there for him.
    . . .

    A drunk Jamie makes a wish. Because his luck is rubbish, the universe takes it a little too literally and turns Ted into a teenager.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    Self-awareness and control were among Lex Luthor's many strong suits, and he knew that allowing himself to sink into obsession yielded great results.

    But what he couldn't understand was why his focus was being torn between taking down Superman, an alien threat, and coveting the attention of Clark Kent, a Midwestern journalist.

    Or why his fixation on Clark was threatening to consume him whole.
    _______________________________

    Or, How Lex Luthor's Two-Headed Obsession with One Man Derailed His Life.

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    03 Oct 2025

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    When someone asks Brucie Wayne what he thinks of Superman using human women to "spread his genes", Batman tells him to think fast.

    When Bruce responds by making up an affair, Batman says, Not that fast!

    Superman says, What?

    Clark Kent says, Absolutely not.

    Lois Lane says ...That could work.

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    19 Jul 2025

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    All fics are chronological parts to the same canon-divergence universe.
    They include Dexter getting help and concern from others about his wellbeing and a little less of him being stupid and ignoring the fact that therapy was helping him feel better.

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    09 Jul 2024

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    A simple concept: If Dexter had kept up his "heroin addict" alibi, things might've gone a little differently.

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    25 Jun 2024

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    Frank Castle tries to keep his head down, once he gets back to New York.

    He slips, sometimes, catches himself thinking about Matt. He catches himself remembering. He finds himself dreaming, or worse, daydreaming.

    But he's nothing if not disciplined, and if his mind doesn't follow orders, at least his body does.

    He tries to keep his head down.

    Tries, being the operative word.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
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    18 Dec 2023

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    29 Oct 2023

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    14 Jul 2023

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    When Nancy tells Steve about Eleven, he starts searching the woods every single day to find her. He doesn’t know if she’ll recognize him- it’s been years since he escaped the lab- but the thought that his little sister could still be out there, cold and alone and starving, hurts more than he can say.

    He finds the cabin by accident.

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    How Hopper ends up adopting two super-powered kids who wind up saving the world at least once every year.

    [WRITTEN BY A HUMAN]

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    23 Jul 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 45

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    She's got eyes of the
    bluest skies as if they
    thought of rain. I'd hate
    to look into those eyes
    & see an ounce of pain

     

     

     

    In which Dolores Hargreeves realizes that maybe not all heroes need powers to be, well, super. Sometimes, a completely ordinary existence is a gift itself. (Especially when the alternative is being a dickhead.)

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    45
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    24 Jun 2022

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    It's 1985, and Tom hopes the trip to the Scottish Highlands with the Roy family will be a nice second honeymoon.

    That doesn't really happen for a couple of reasons, some of them more drastic than others. His dreams of rekindling their marriage are quickly crushed.

    And it's definitely not his fault the year 1860 is following him around.

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    Comments:
    344
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    251
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    5,143

    09 Jun 2022

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