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It’s wrong, he knows. But it’s just thoughts, he doesn't do anything, he even tries to avoid talking to Minho to keep it as a silly, meaningless fantasy. For Halloween Mina put on some cute bunny ear, and Chan went absolutely feral about it, but it doesn’t mean he wants to fuck bunnies.
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19 Nov 2025
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Minho seems to realize the same moment Jisung does that they are both hard. And close enough to feel it.
He freezes. Jisung feels it, Minho's body locking under his gentle hands. He pulls back just enough to whisper, still dazed, "Hyung…"
"No," Minho says, voice hoarse. "We can't."
Jisung blinks. "Why not?"
Minho's eyes are wide, pupils blown, mouth still parted like he's stunned by his own reaction. He looks wrecked. Wrecked and absolutely terrified.
"We just can't," Minho says again. Harsher this time. Like saying it harder might make it more true.
Or: Jisung is a college student entering his master's. Minho is his best friend's Felix's older, divorced brother. It's summer.
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02 Jul 2025
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Jisung thinks now—nearing 30, almost a decade deep in this sick, euphoric thing—that night of laying on the floor all those years ago, just the two of them for the first time, is probably his watershed moment: the day he fell in love with his father.
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26 Apr 2025
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Jisung has ADHD, his university assigns him a note-taker.
Chris is that note-taker.
Jisung feels stupid for needing help. Chris hates that Jisung looks down on himself so much.
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19 Apr 2025
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“What are you doing here?” Chan spits, his tone entirely too cold.
“Wanted to check on you.” Hyunjin's voice is soft, but it cuts through the tension like a knife. “I heard you're fighting again.”
Chan’s lips curl into a bitter smile as he sinks down against the crate, the weight of his body pulling him into a slump. “You always hear things, don’t you?”
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28 Mar 2025
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Jisung sighs, dropping his hands but not meeting Chan’s eyes when he says, “It’s just— well. I like to, you know— finger myself when I get off.” He rushes through that part, spitting the words out quick like it’ll make them disappear faster. “And I guess I could just— you know— touch my dick, but— ahh, I can’t believe I’m saying this,” Jisung groans, pinching his eyes shut.
“I could do it.”
Jisung is on his period. Chan just wants to help.
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22 Nov 2024
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Minho tutors Jisung in math. Jisung is a player and devastatingly straight.
However, he doesn't seem to have much of a problem with letting Minho suck his dick every week when Minho propositions him under the guise of earning experience to woo his "crush" - which is none other than Jisung himself. But he doesn't need to know that, right? Right.
Unless, maybe, Minho has a chance at something more after all...?
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07 Nov 2024
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During those six hours, twenty-three minutes, and thirty-four seconds, Chan has sat near the door. He has laid next to the door. He has stood next to the door. Once, he even went on the couch, and had his face toward the door.
All while wagging his tail.
“-do you think Minho knows?” Chan says, black, fluffy ears perked up. He looks over at Felix for a brief second before returning his attention to the door.
“Knows what?” Felix groans, pacing.
“Know that I am a good boy, of course,” Chan says, puffing his chest out.
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- Part 8 of Kinktober 2024
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08 Oct 2024
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"You know what your deal is?" Chris says, far away now that Chan has marched, head down, further into the bay. Chan turns to face him. Tens of meters of space separate them now, and Chris's voice is distorted from the vaulted ceiling and the distance between them. Chan doesn't deign him fit for a response, but Chris presses on anyway.
"You hate yourself."
Chan stops, physically flinching at the words. No, he thinks, I hate you. A response doesn’t come to him as he twists the words over in his head. He’s never said that out loud. Never shown it. No person has ever said those words to him.
No, not a person, Chan reminds himself. This is an artificial being. A lifeless mockery of Chan himself. This is Jisung's sick perverted image of him brought to life by the wasted billions of a benefactor too stupid to realize when he's being played for a fucked up fantasy.
Chan has never known it, but he's always needed someone to tear down his walls and pick him apart.
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- Part 7 of skz bday 2024
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07 Oct 2024
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Jeongin doesn’t have much patience, too used to being spoiled. He half-heartedly kneads at Changbin’s shoulders and quickly bores, and then he’s sticking both hands up the back of Changbin’s t-shirt and poking at the edge of his scapula. His hands are stupid-big, pinky fingers reaching out far enough that they tickle against Changbin’s armpits and he squirms.
“Yah,” he says lowly, a warning that Jeongin only snickers at before pulling his hands away and further down.
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13 Sep 2024
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“Oops.” It’s soft, and Changbin tries to focus, tries to process what Chan could be doing awake at this hour. “I think I was supposed to wake the other one…” The more Changbin wakes, the clearer his thoughts become.
That’s not Chan’s voice.
Through sheer will, Changbin forces his eyes open, blinking into the darkness of their bedroom. There’s a figure in the middle of their bed, body between Changbin’s legs and Chan’s, facing Chan but with eyes cut toward Changbin as he stirs from sleep.
Changbin starts to feel like maybe he’s still asleep as he looks at his own face staring back at him.
Changbin comes face-to-face with a copy of himself, fashioned from the fantasies of his sleeping boyfriend. Unable to be sure if he's even awake himself, Changbin decides not to pass up on the opportunity.
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- Part 3 of skz bday 2024
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11 Aug 2024
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“Hyung?” Jeongin calls softly, while Seungmin is trying to dispel the whirling giddy feeling taking over his head.
“Hm?” he hums, his nose bumping Jeongin’s. He’s right there—how embarrassing, being so obsessed with your best friend. Seungmin nuzzles their foreheads together.
“Dog ears,” he chokes out. “You’d look good in dog ears. Little puppy.”
Humiliating. He’s so down bad for Seungmin he even wants to see him in dog ears. Will it be embarrassing for Seungmin to wear the dog ears? Maybe. But no more embarrassing than the fact that Jeongin wants it bad enough to actually bring it up. Seungmin feels a sick twist of glee in his chest.
Wherein Seungmin dresses up as a dog for Jeongin, but somehow Jeongin is the one who looks stupid.
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24 Jul 2024
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It was wrong. It was so, so wrong, he reminded himself. He knew he shouldn't encourage this, or go along with it. He should get up, wish her goodnight, and go back upstairs and sleep until morning. Maybe things would go back to normal once the sun came out, the nighttime magic would be over, and his mind wouldn't feel like such a foggy mess. Maybe his skin wouldn't feel this heated, her scent wouldn't be as heady and intoxicating, and his brain would finally catch up with the rest of him and make him see sense.
"You've been working out," Minhee breathed, the words nothing more than a low whisper that somehow managed to reach every single cell inside him, pulling his attention back to her and making his eyes snap down to the hand that had began to travel up his forearm, stroking and tracing the shape of his muscles.
Or, Minhee is Yongbok's single, too hot mother. Jisung is Yongbok's best friend.
He shouldn't want this. He really shouldn't, but it's stronger than him.Bookmarked by chrisbangsbf
18 Jul 2024
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Getting a handie from your homie during a summertime sunset. The handjob is the least gay thing about it.
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17 Jul 2024
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“What am I to you, then, hyung?”
Changbin takes a small step behind to look at Hyunjin and it’s a miracle that no one has interrupted them yet, but the noises coming from the other room are way too loud. Everyone is having fun except for Hyunjin, who feels on a path to destruction, and Changbin, who’s standing on the way.
Changbin closes his eyes and breathes in before replying, suddenly looking too fragile for a guy as buff as him. Hyunjin feels dirty and he doesn’t know why.
“What do you want to be?”
For a last minute halloween party, Hyunjin and Changbin go as Morticia and Gomez. Changbin plays the part too well.
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12 Jul 2024
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“Sucking dick,” Hyunjin says, a flash of his usual brattiness appearing alongside the sensual lilt to his mouth.
Felix isn’t deterred. “Fucking someone.”
“Being fucked,” says Minho lazily.
Or: Stray Kids somehow get onto the topic of what they miss most about being able to go out and hook up. Dirty talk (and feelings) ensue.
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03 Jul 2024
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27 Jun 2024
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The Pursuit Of Happiness by MyReasonsToLiveAreDwindling, TeamAlphaQ
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
20 Jun 2024
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Of all the people Seungmin could pick, Chan is at the bottom of the barrel. He's lonely, he's tired, he's forty-three. His last serious relationship ended with Minho dating his best friend. By every metric, he's a bad option.
Seungmin must be insane.
But is it so bad, to want to be wanted? Even if at the end of the day, all it’s worth is a check, at least someone chose him.
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12 Jun 2024
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Felix's fingers catch on one of the clips. “Oh, this is pretty. Where’d you get it?”
Hyunjin debates telling him the truth. My stalker got them for me. Apparently he’s rich enough to afford two thousand dollar hair clips. He leaves me long, rambling voicemails. He knows where I live. He thinks I’m beautiful. He says he’s been dreaming about me.
It sounds insane even in his own head.
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- Part 9 of author’s favourites
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27 May 2024
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They're both at the kitchen table, Minho serving the breakfast he just cooked, when Jisung nervously clears his throat to ask, "Um. Would you… could I… Do you think I could fuck you sometime?"
He's trying to be casual about it, but he can feel how hot his cheeks are and he knows he looks embarrassed. Jisung's leg is shaking unstoppably under the table when Minho finally responds, "Yeah, if that's something you want to do, I'm definitely down for it."
or, Minho teaches Jisung how to fuck him.
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16 May 2024