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PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT - You just need to get it out of your system. Fuck it out, as they say.
BICURIOUS SMARTPHONE - This is where I come in!
INTERFACING - You are too fucking old to figure out this app. This app is for young people with hot bodies. Ones who actually take pictures of themselves and can look at them after without crying for three hours.
BICURIOUS SMARTPHONE - Your profile is blank, almost entirely. Save for your, frankly, genius alias and a very brief description. You don’t have any pictures of yourself. That probably doesn’t have any relation to the whole crying for three hours thing. Probably.
After Martinaise, Harry downloads Grindr.
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19 Jan 2025
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In which the world threatens to end entirely, and all Lieutenant Double Yefreitor Harrier Du Bois can do is watch it slip through his fingers. Oh, and also Jean gets mad again. But what else is new?
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19 Jan 2025
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On the drive back from school one Friday afternoon, Phoebe asked her Uncle Roy, “D’you think my dad’s still out there somewhere?”
[ phoebe is tasked with writing a letter to her younger self for a school assignment. this brings up a lot of complicated emotions; enter jamie tartt. ]
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- Part 1 of gift fics!!
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13 Feb 2024
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“Yeah,” Jamie drawls in that soft voice, and if Coach Ted’s voice is peanut butter, she thinks Jamie’s must be honey. “It ain’t your fault, Phoebe. And I don’t think your Uncle Roy meant for you to hear what he said ‘bout your dad. But it’s kinda like that, see. No one wants me dad to come to our matches either.”
“But you want him to show up sometimes too?”
Jamie looks down at their clasped hands. “Sometimes. It’s complicated.”
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14 Sep 2023
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Dad gets out of rehab. Jamie texts him, knot in his throat, lead lump in the pit of his belly. Let me know if you need anything. He taps out with the flat of his thumb, chewing his lip. He deletes it.
"Boundaries." Dr. Fieldstone says in session, "It’s okay to support your father but honor your boundaries."
Get home safe. Jamie tries again.
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07 Sep 2023
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Children love with a passion that only comes of having nothing else to do all day. They do not love their things long, sometimes, but they love them hard and totally in a way that makes them inseparable from those things. The things they love come to define them, if only for a while. For Jack (once he becomes such a child, that is) that thing is Monsters, Inc.
This is an irony that escapes no one.
Or, after the end of the end of the world, the only thing Jack does with all that godly power is come back looking as young as he always was—one single change that upsets, uh, basically everything.
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Dean doesn't know why he says it, except that it's been a weird thirty-six hours, even by Winchester standards.
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- Part 7 of deancas codas: season ten
Bookmarked by cryingwillow
19 Jul 2023
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"I didn't listen to you then. What makes you think I'm going to listen to you now?" 😭😭
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Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.
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Bookmarked by cryingwillow
02 Jul 2023
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“Oh, fuck you,” Roman says, not maliciously. He looks down at the ground and buries the toe of his shoe in the sand. “I just… like, I missed you guys? Is that a crime?”
Shiv feels tears spring to her eyes, feels something heavy in her esophagus. She clears her throat, blinks back the hot tears brimming in her eyes.
“Mhm,” she says, “Yeah. Federal punishment.”
Kendall nods, solemn. “Death by firing squad.”
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Two years post-finale, Shiv and Roman find Kendall in Iceland.
Bookmarked by cryingwillow
03 Jun 2023
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oh my god oh my god oh my goddddddddddddddddd
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Good Together, You and Me (A One-Shot Collection) by airplanejam
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Supernatural
23 Aug 2023
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an ongoing collection of supernatural one-shots.
Bookmarked by cryingwillow
30 Aug 2022
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“Dean, I consider myself the luckiest man in the world to be given another chance at life, here with you–” he takes Dean’s hand, “–and I want all of it. Everything. I want to grow old with you,” he says fiercely. “I want you next to me until–”
Dean cuts him off with a kiss. He pushes into Cas’s space, setting his plate blindly on the island behind Cas, and desperately ignores the lump that’s been forming in his throat. “You know I want that too,” he says into Cas’s neck, blinking fast.
“You know I had to heal your liver every month? And I did your blood cholesterol and your heart every week, and your thyroid, too–”
“Alright, alright, I get the idea,” Dean tells him.
Cas is quiet for a moment, carding his fingers through Dean’s hair. “It scares me that I can’t take care of you anymore,” he confesses. “I won’t lose you, not now. Please.”
people DIED
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it's like one of us woke up by kaydeefalls
Fandoms: X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom, X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Original Timeline Movies)
26 Jul 2012
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"You came here for me," Charles said, meeting Shaw's gaze levelly. "So let's not waste any more time."
Canon!AU in which Charles and Erik do find Shaw in Russia.
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Bookmarked by cryingwillow
26 Jul 2022
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enjoyed reading this SOOO much yrs ago i’m so glad i found it again
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“Community dance classes! Adults only! No experience required! No partners required! Bring comfortable shoes and an open mind! Meets every other Thursday at 4:30pm in the rec center!”
Dean stares at the poster for a long time, stomach twisting into knots.
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Dean signs up for a dance class, Jack joins a D&D group, and their relationship grows.
Bookmarked by cryingwillow
17 Jul 2022
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the "tenderness" tag has never applied more
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and anyway, what would you do if some guy was nice to you after fucking up on a hunt with your father? it's hardly dean's fault.
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17 Jul 2022
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I Am A Forest Fire And I Am The Fire And I Am The Forest And I Am A Witness by pollutedstar
Fandoms: Supernatural
26 Apr 2022
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“Just say it, Cas. You don’t want him to turn out like me.”
It’s a long and torturous minute while Cas reacts silently to what Dean says, weighing his words. Dean begins to panic, thinking maybe this is it. This is the moment Cas walks away.
The angel speaks confidently. “I want him to love children, Dean. I want him to be clever, and to never underestimate another person. I want him to love family, and be brave, and stubborn enough to invent free will. I want him to know every lyric to every Led Zeppelin song and I want him to care enough that he knows everyone he loves’ favorite meal.”
Cas’s eyes well up, and the deep breath he takes is so human it makes Dean ache. “I don’t want him to scream himself awake from nightmares every night. I don’t want him to throw up from panic attacks once a month. I don’t want him to have reason to be afraid of someone he loves. I don’t want him to be forty-two before he accepts love. I wanted better than that for you, and I want better than that for him.”
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Bookmarked by cryingwillow
16 May 2022
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How can he say more than the words that don’t even capture a fraction of the pain. You were dead. Three words that are too weak to hold up the agony. Cas, you were dead, and you weren’t coming back. I know because I burned the body.
“Okay, alright. You don’t need to speak. It’s alright- I’ll- I’ll just-” and then Cas is holding up a glowing hand that he moves over the vague shape of Dean’s body under the tangle of his bedsheets. “I can’t sense anything wrong. Nothing malignant, or even duress of natural causes. I don't- I don’t know what’s happening.”
Cas, man, it’s actually not as bad as it seems. I think I’m having a panic attack.
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Dean knocks on the storm door. It rattles in its frame.
By the glower on Cas’s face when he yanks the inner door open, he already knows it’s Dean outside, and he’s not happy about it. Dean ignores that. Pastes on a grin and says, “Hear we’re on nephilim watch.” He pushes past Cas, dropping his duffel on the end of the couch. “You bring any board games? Think I owe you a round of Sorry.”
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- Part 17 of Supernatural Codas
Bookmarked by cryingwillow
11 Mar 2022
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girl they r listening to the rain song... :( made me immediately nostalgic for season 12 summer and my good old favourite guys in love!!!!!
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Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone?Dean needs to say something.
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Jack has some questions for Dean while watching a coming out scene on his favourite teen show.
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Bookmarked by cryingwillow
23 Dec 2021
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Just reread this and experienced something very crazy and insane
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There’s something about a road trip at night that makes you feel like you're the only two people alive. Dean just hopes that they’ll make it home in one piece.
Or, Cas’ Farewell Tour.
Bookmarked by cryingwillow
01 Dec 2021
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waaaah weeeeehhh waaahh wewe eooo ewhahahwh wweahhh
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Lots of human things, Castiel has learned, happen by the side of the road.
Cars break down and babies are born and tire-kissed coyotes die in gunshot mercy killings.
It’s fitting, then, that the second first-breath Castiel takes as a human is along the side of some dusty frontage road.
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Castiel wakes up. And then, of course, he makes his way home. No more dying! Jubilation! It’s the time to live!