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In Harry’s second year, the class is assigned to write a letter by their teacher. It’s just… she wants them to write a letter to Santa.
Harry’s never had anything to do with Santa— no Christmas celebrations and definitely no gifts. How is he supposed to write a letter to a man he’s never met, and never been allowed to hear about?
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Taking the title “Master of Death” to come back to life and defeat Voldemort brings the unintended consequence— the curse labeled a gift— of immortality. Harry reflects on it all.
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Voldemort is more vindictive, in the end. Avada Kedavra is not used. This, as well as a few other circumstances, changes everything.
One soul dies, and the wrong soul comes back.
Or: Harry dies, for good. He can't find the strength to be upset; maybe now he can finally rest. The Horcrux, waiting in limbo, is eager to take his place. Voldemort, in the present, is in for quite the surprise.
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Harry is so used to trying to keep up with his shitshow of a life that when he’s alone, he can barely stand it. He was used to being lonely as a child, but now he knew what he was missing. Unfortunately, alone is all he can be at Number 4 Privet Drive— thank Merlin it’s his last time in this wretched house. When Harry is sorting through his belongings and accidentally nicks himself on a sharp object, he looks closer and comes face to face with a shard of his late Godfather's two-way mirror.
On the floor of his room, alone and bleeding, he lets himself fall apart… just this once.
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Dudley feels like now is the time to stop trying to help the Freak. He’s going to be a big kid soon, and he can’t risk his dad thinking he’s a freak too. Harry understands.
Or: Children adapt to their environment and do what’s needed to live comfortably. Dudley Dursley was just a child, once. So was Harry Potter.
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Plenty of people had looked down on Eggsy throughout his life. He had gotten fairly used to it. Didn't mean it was fair, but he knew how these things worked. What really sucked was that the new Arthur was worse than the old one.
“Eggsy grimaced. He didn’t know how to explain to Harry – who seemed like he hadn’t been discriminated against a day in his life – that the new Arthur kept giving him what amounted to suicide missions, and that he was currently bleeding out in a warehouse because of the deliberately bad intel she had given him.”
Also featuring: Dean is harder to get rid of than Eggsy thought, his mum is going off the deep end, there are way too many nefarious plots in play, and Eggsy is really beginning to wish that Harry would stop holding his hand and kiss him instead.
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Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
20 Oct 2024
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Actually so perfecttttt the plot was written and fleshed out so wonderfully
everytime I reread this fic I fall deeper in love with eggsys diane-torture scene. So so fucked up and messy and human. It’s so disgustingly disturbingly human. Beautiful.
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Shane, As Defined by Ilya. by Jamjamfae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Finally have time and inspiration to write a AU where Irina escapes her husband, and is able to take Ilya with her and raise him on her own with the support of the women of the neighbourhood like Yuna Hollander.
'There has never been a version of Shane that never loved Ilya.'
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- Part 1 of There is no Shane without Ilya.
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A pair of fics exploring Shane and Ilya's lives, together and apart, pre and post-canon.
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Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
12 Mar 2026
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Breaking the Cycle by TheOceanIsMyInkwell for anababy milady (73bana), AkirasStories
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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When Shane was freshly sixteen, Yuna came home to find him freaking out by himself at the kitchen island.
He was perched on one of the bar stools with his entire torso slumped across the counter and his arms extended in front of him, hands balled into fists on the granite. His head was buried between his shoulders and he didn’t sound like he was breathing.
Yuna didn’t say anything for a solid thirty seconds. Alarms blaring in her head, she silently tossed her purse to the side and beelined for her son with her hands out to comfort him.
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Or: Five times Yuna suspected Shane was gay, and the one time she finally found the right words to say.
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- Part 27 of Author's Favorites
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
12 Mar 2026
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Teenage Dirtbag by Nullevoy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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"I play,” Ilya said, his voice a deadpan rasp, “because if I do not play, my father make me work at potato factory. I hate potatoes. I want to buy car that goes fast enough to scare God."
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Clips and photos of Ilya's teenage years in Russia get leaked.
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- Part 1 of Unhinged_Ilya_Rozanov.mp4
Bookmarked by beans-core (deviant_bean)
12 Mar 2026