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    fem bangtan au - they don’t have any links between themselves.

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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    A log of emails, texts, and the occasional handwritten note throughout the relationship of Tom Wambsgans and Greg Hirsch. Begins the week after 3X09.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    It’s only after Steve’s said it that the following relief makes him realize that it is a legitimate fear of his. That at this rate, one day Eddie’s going to be making revisions in his Munson Doctrine, or whatever it is he does, and find that Steve Harrington is not compatible with any of his ideologies after all. And Steve, who entered this relationship already more than half-way in love with Eddie, does not think he’ll be able to take a rejection like that.

    (Or; Eddie is (unintentionally) dismissive of Steve’s interests and Steve calls him out on it)

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    28 Sep 2025

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    “It’s not your fault if those people weren’t prepared to grow with you." Steve's voice is slow and soft, like the first warm embrace of a summer breeze following a particularly cold winter. “And for those who don’t...well, fuck ‘em.”

    Then, he feels it. Fingers, quiet and hesitant, pressing gently against his own. They linger only for a moment—

    And then, they’re gone.

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    05 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    Hyunju. Standing not ten feet from him, looking at him with a tentative quirk of her lips, painted red and glossy. He’s struck with a sudden ache in his chest at the sight.

    “Hello,” he breathes out, frozen in time and in place, unable to get his eyes off her. He hasn’t been able to stop conjuring images of her in his mind at night, but they don’t hold a candle to the picture she paints now, right in front of him.

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    15 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    When River Clarence takes on a new job as a full-time nanny, he expects a fun temporary gig to make some money while he figures out what he wants to do with his life. Recently divorced Joel Harris is struggling as a single father, and his kids are a handful, so River slides easily into the family’s day-to-day lives.

    What begins as a simple job, however, quickly gets out of hand when River realizes his relationship with Joel has deepened way beyond platonic. If River decides to pursue his new, unprecedented, and intense feelings, he’ll risk losing his current long-term relationship and the job that’s keeping him afloat.

    He’s pretty convinced the white picket fence fantasy was never really in the cards for him. But being with Joel and his family is making him rethink all the assumptions he’s held about himself.

    Some risks, maybe, are worth taking.

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    11 Jan 2025