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Sam always knew he was different growing up. He knew he was a freak. Though, nobody but himself was aware that he was a transgender freak. He kept that to himself. Until he finally got away from his father. He didn't get the time or money he needed to fully transition, so all he had at Stanford was HRT, a binder, and a dream, but he made it work. He passed well, didn't have to correct people into calling him "Mr" or "Sir", he had a girlfriend that loved him for who he was... And then Dean showed up, and he lost it all.
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13 Feb 2026
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Alastor's curse in Hell is that it hurts to make connections. The touch of another sinner will burn and blister his skin; the hands of the ones he loves will never be a soothing touch, never a comfort, only pain.
So Alastor avoided touch, avoided friends.
Until the day Lucifer arrives, picks a fight with him and lays his hands on Alastor - and Alastor discovers that the Devil's hands do not burn him, do not hurt him. Touch starved and desperate, he chases after any kind of contact, whatever the risk may be.
(In which an asexual person writes our one canon asexual character and once again takes a ship only semi seriously)
Set during season one and branches off into season 2 as I watch it.
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26 Jan 2026
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The world doesn't end. But Sam is never going to be ordinary.
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22 Jan 2026
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"He. Kissed. Me"
"Who?"
"Nick."
Dean blinked. "Nick?"
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23 Jan 2026
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Nick didn’t die when Lucifer left him behind in the abandoned warehouse. But he spent over five years wishing he had, because Lucifer left an emptiness behind that he would do anything to fill. He has pretty much resigned himself to a life with this constant itch under his skin, a normal and boring life, when the unthinkable happens: Lucifer returns and offers him a second chance. Nick’s duty leads him to the bunker and to his old friends, the Winchesters. And Nick is willing to do just about anything to make Sam Say Yes to (be) the Dress.
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22 Jan 2026
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Sam has intrusive thoughts about Nick.
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22 Jan 2026
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There's Lucifer. An ancient being who's been locked away for ages, with a lot of power and a lot of hate.
There's Sam. He is human, therefore, the objective target of Lucifer's hate - but with a twist. He is chosen and he can channel all that hate, he is a potential conduit if you will, and through that, he could actually have it all. But with another twist. He's a hero. A conflicted, gifted, strong, flawed, fascinating human being, with a lot of free-will and a lot of dumbness.
And then there's Nick, who's just some guy.
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kinktober day 2: objectificationSeries
- Part 2 of Multifandom Kinktober
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23 Jan 2026
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Nick likes the way Sam looks at him sometimes, the way he looks when he presses his thumb against his opposite palm. A self-soothing gesture that Nick doesn't understand, but it isn't hard to guess the cause of.
Nick likes to smile just so at him, when he sees Sam look at him like that. The smile he knows haunts Sam's dreams. The smile that means they're both in for a wild night.
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- Part 77 of Q's Rarest Rarepairs
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23 Jan 2026
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It's Jessica's father's birthday and it's the first time Sam is gonna meet him. He's nervous, hoping the man will like him.
He didn't expect Nick to be so attractive.
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23 Jan 2026
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For the first time after Lucifer's death, everything felt settled around the bunker. That was ignoring the nightmares. They plagued Sam with visions of red eyes and hellfire. It hadn't been this bad since the first months after he'd got his soul back.
Except, this time, the devil wasn't just in his head. Nick was living in the bunker, and despite his blue, human eyes, Sam couldn't help the dread that curled inside him every time he saw the man. But he was just that; a man.
And yet, Sam couldn't get those red eyes out of his head.Bookmarked by sam1fer
23 Jan 2026
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22 Jan 2026
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After saving a woman’s life, Sam becomes the object of affection by the serial killer Lucifer.
This story is dark, like really dark. Please be aware of the tags.
!EDIT!
New chapter in February, currently in exam phase 😵💫Little update:
4/4 exams done 🥳
GUYS IM DONE WITH MY EXAMS
NEW CHAPTER COMING SOONBookmarked by sam1fer
21 Jan 2026
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Will Byers has never been found, having not been seen since the night of November 6, 1983.
He has been living in this twisted version of Hawkins for two years now. He has survived hunger, cold, spores, and monsters. He has learned to protect himself, to control this world... and to make some monstrous friends.
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Will was never rescued, meaning he has been there for more than 2 years...
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18 Jan 2026
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It's Not As Easy As It Seems by though_she_be_but_little
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
26 Mar 2022
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After Sam finds out that he is Lucifer's true vessel, he is determined to find a way to stop him. The easiest way, he thinks, would be to remove himself from the equation. Unfortunately for him, it is more difficult than he anticipates when Lucifer keeps bringing him back from death.
Set in Season 5
TRIGGER WARNING: graphic depictions of suicide, if you are triggered in any way, do not read.
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08 Jan 2026
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Sam Winchester was a faithful man. He prayed every day to a God that never answered. He hunted bad creatures that did bad things, and he didn’t expect to receive any thanks for his job. When he drank demon blood, he prayed for forgiveness, and when he stopped, he prayed for strength. He’d prayed for Dean so many times it wasn’t funny any more. And just before Sam met Castiel, he’d prayed for help.
He’d thought his prayer had been answered – it was an Angel of the Lord, how could it not be – but then that angel said those damning words that gnawed at his insides:
“Sam Winchester, the boy with the demon blood.”Bookmarked by sam1fer
08 Jan 2026
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Sam has started the Apocalypse and the guilt consumes him. He's broken by Dean's abandoning of him and wonders why he's still around.
Season Five Episode 3 (and the beginning of episode 4); I was having a lot of feelings about Sam's arc and how it relates to Dean. I did not finish episode four before writing, so it's canon compliant to the point of Sam calling Dean about Lucifer. After that, the stress gets to Sam, and he doesn't see the point anymore.
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07 Jan 2026
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What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?
“You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.
Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”
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Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.
With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.
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TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.
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07 Jan 2026
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It all started with Sam going to a club. The Apocalypse seemed easy when the goal was kill Lucifer. Not fall in-
Lucifer thought that it would be easy too, when he planned it out in the cage. But he never expected to gain feelings, never expected to give up the one thing he thought of as his all due to-
But Lucifer will protect what is his, always.Bookmarked by sam1fer
07 Jan 2026
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Sam can't handle Lucifers constant presence anymore.
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- Part 3 of Suicidal Sam
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07 Jan 2026
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“I’m not here to hurt you.”
“You’re holding a knife.”
“To help you,” Castiel pressed.
Because that’s what he’s doing.
He’s helping Sam, and he’s helping himself. Vessel’s need sustenance, and Dean needs proof that Sam is clean. They all know Dean would sooner trust an angels word on the amount of demon blood in Sam than Sam’s word.
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07 Jan 2026