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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I’m ready,” Eddie answered as he felt a hard leathered surface graze his ass.
    He’d seen it just before getting into position, right next to the bottle of oil.
    A paddle shaped like a bible, the pages probably glued together so they wouldn’t scatter in the winds when used.
    The Holy Scriptures would be what gave him his punishment today.
    “Can you repeat what your punishment is going to be?” Father Brian asked.
    “Seven hits,” Eddie repeated.
    “And then?”
    “Seven cocks.”

    Or: Eddie seeks answers on why he was stabbed. Father Brian has a solution.

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    16 May 2026

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    Catholic Eddie Repents

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    Oh, alright, cool.

    Cool, cool, cool. Neat.

    That is a photograph of Eddie Diaz's dick.

    It's just there. On the screen. In his hand. In high resolution. His best friend’s dick is in his hand. Well, wait — the photo. The photo of the penis is in his hand. Eddie’s dick isn’t in his hand. That would be absurd.

    It’s just a penis. Buck has one of those.

    So does Eddie, apparently and it’s… Buck has seen it, absorbed it, and every thought he's ever had has been replaced by a high-pitched tone and the image in front of him, which is — and this is the last coherent observation he'll produce for the foreseeable future —

    Big.

    Genuinely, impressively big.

    Buck closes out of the photo and locks the phone so hard he's surprised it doesn't crack in half.

    "Maddie say anything?" Eddie asks.

    "Yep," Buck squeaks. Like a mouse. A giant, shocked mouse that has just seen its best friend’s erect dick.

    "You okay?"

    "Great. Y-yep. So great. I-I'm just really— the sunset was really— it's very— yep."

    "It’s yep?"

    "Uh-huh. Very yep."

    Or,
    Stumbling upon your straight best friends' nudes is fine. Buck is fine. Everything is fine.

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    15 May 2026

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    Dick pic fic

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    15 May 2026

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    Great Hollanov AU

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    14 May 2026

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    Eddie picks up Mara and Jee on Tuesdays, unexpectedly great.

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    The kid claps a hand over his mouth. His eyes are huge and sparkling with something that looks like excitement or mischief, probably both.

    "Sorry, sorry," he whispers loudly. Then he leans forward, like he's about to share a secret. "You're a hunk, right?"

    Buck chokes on nothing. "I. What?"

    "A hunk," the kid repeats. "You know, a hunk."

    "I..." Buck has no idea what's happening. "Sure? I guess? I mean, I've been told... I work out sometimes—"

    "Perfect!" The kid is already digging around in his backpack. He pulls out a slightly crumpled rectangle of cardstock and presents it to Buck with great ceremony. "This is for you."

    It's a handmade card written in crayon, blue crayon. The handwriting is careful but wobbly, the letters all different sizes.

    My dad likes boys and is single. He is a HERO and fights fires like Superman. He is a hunk. If intrested, please contact Chris Diaz.

    Or,
    Christopher's fix-it kit for lonely dads.

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    13 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chris gives Buck a card.

  6. Public Bookmark 48

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    Some like to use him a little rougher, a little meaner. They like it when Buck cries, when he trembles full-bodied underneath them.

    He’s found he doesn’t mind that experience too much either, but it’s fucking intense.

    He has to look after them all, gentle or not—it’s just his job, really, as an honorary member of the frat. 

    It’s never been directly said, but there’s an implication, and honestly, Buck doesn’t mind. It’s nice to earn his keep. He’s good at making them feel good. He feels appreciated, even when they’re fuck him rougher and make him sob into the floor. Sometimes, even especially then.

    And there’s not much Evan Buckley wouldn’t do to feel wanted and appreciated. The sense of belonging soothes him like nothing else ever has before.

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    Frat Buck Three: Degradation and Humiliation Edition!

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    13 May 2026

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    Frat Buck

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    r/offmychest
    u/chris_skywalker • 57d

    my (m13) dad’s best friend (m31) is dating an ugly old hag when he should be dating my dad (m33)

    where do i even start omg…

    ⇧3.5k ⇩ 💭 783

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    OR Christopher takes out his frustrations with Buck and Eddie on Reddit.

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    13 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chris goes on Reddit

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    Buck knows it’s not sustainable by the fourth night, when he wakes up sweating and unable to breathe, one hand clutching his ribs where she’d stuck him the first time with the cattle prod and the other reaching to turn on the lamp at his bedside.

    It’s been one week since he got back, so four sleepless nights puts him firmly in the "more bad than good" territory. What the hell is he supposed to do about all this shit? He alluded to therapy when he talked with Eddie at work the other day, but he’s not going to do that. Therapy is totally hit or miss for him. He’s been to two therapists, one was a miss, one a hit, which means he’s due for another miss.

    He’s sure as hell not going to talk to Maddie about it, because that’d be, like, super triggering or something. She just got over her own kidnapping a few years ago. And who else, Eddie? Eddie had a traumatic experience in New Mexico as well; he doesn’t need to be responsible for Buck’s too.

    But the fact of the matter is, something’s got to change. So, Buck decides to start self-medicating.

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    or canon compliant up until s9ep14 (DIY), after that it's just angst and hurt and maybe occasional comfort

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    12 May 2026

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    Buck and Eddie deal with drugs and sexuality slowly. So slowly.

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    After the fight in the grocery store, Buck feels like he's causing too much damage so he drops the lawsuit and leaves LA, joining a hotshot wildland firefighter crew out of Montana. He's gone for six months until he gets a call from Chris that something is wrong with Eddie, causing him to race back home only to find a very confused Eddie instead of a hurt or depressed Eddie. Eddie talks him into coming inside for a beer and after that Buck can't bring himself to leave the Diaz boys behind again. But that doesn't mean he's ready to talk to anyone else yet. So they just don't tell anyone else Buck is back. For over two years. Even when they start dating.

    Three years after he left LA and the 118, there's a pileup on the 210 in La Tuna Canyon Park and a wildfire racing towards all the crews scrambling desperately to get everyone out in time, including the 118. Buck's crew is in the right place at the right time, and they don't hesitate to come help.

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    07 May 2026

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    Smokejumper Buck

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    The idea comes to him on one of his drives through the mountains.

    He’s driving up, and up, and up until the road has a steep, sheer drop on one side, and nobody’s driving alongside him. He’s headed to the top of a mountain. There’s a gravel pull-off right before a hairpin turn. The turn is protected by a flimsy guardrail. 

    Eddie parks on the pull-off and walks over to look past the guardrail.

    Nothing underneath. Just dry underbrush. A shallow stream right at the bottom. Thin vegetation. If a car missed the curve at a fair speed, it would plummet down the cliff. Next to no chance of survival.

    And Eddie’s known to drive, to clear his own head. He used to do it to find hiking trails for him and Buck, or roadside attractions or activities that Christopher might like. It’s a known hobby of his. He’s a good driver.

    So it’s not convincing if he crashes in good weather. He’ll have to wait for a storm.

    But it’ll work. It has to work.

     

    (Or: Eddie and all the ways you shouldn't love your loved ones.)

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    03 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Eddie suicidal & awesome Buck

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    01 May 2026

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    To read.

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    in texas, christopher sleeps at eddie's house and has a nightmare about the tsunami.

    it changes everything for all of them.

    (post-episode 8x12)

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    01 May 2026

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    Chris goes home to LA. Heartwarming.

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    The kid with blood pouring down his shins is not so far from the dog lonely enough that he thinks breaking his housetraining is worth it for the ten minutes of berating that come with it, the ten minutes of undivided, if reluctant, attention.

    Buck thinks, sometimes, that at least he wasn’t the kind of puppy that gets put in a sack and drowned at birth. He wasn’t always unwanted. And he isn’t anymore.

     

    or, evan “i love you like a dog” buckley has only ever known how to love like, well, a dog, but maybe eddie diaz is the kinda guy to give a flea-bitten mongrel a forever home

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Need to read, tag suggestions

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    28 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Great

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.

    a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Private Message: Buck and Ravi, 10/17

    Ravi

    Ravi Pannikar shared a Note with you: “Buddie Bets” 

    Buck

    …probie

    probie what the hell is this

    Ravi

    AH

    that

    was supposed to be shared with a group chat 

    pls don’t get the chainsaw im too pretty to die 

    Buck

    don’t care, didn’t ask, what the hell is this????

    Ravi

    so on iphones there’s this app that’s called notes right

    Buck 

    PROBIE

    Ravi

    ok look don’t get mad 

    Buck and Eddie find out that the 118 have placed their bets on when they’ll get together. They hatch a plan to drive their friends insane AND take their money. It goes about as well as you’d expect.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Text messages & pretending

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    Buck nods in understanding, looking down at their intertwined hands. "You don't have to worry about me, you know."

    You're doing better. Sorry that I'm not.

    "I don't think I know how to stop," Eddie confesses.

    Buck looks at him for what feels like a long time, his mouth in a line.

    Then he swallows, squeezing Eddie's hand again. "Eddie, I think you need to talk to someone."

    Or: Buck is doing better. Eddie is still struggling after New Mexico. (A 9x16 coda/9x17 spec fic)

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Athena & Eddie

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    This isn’t the first time something’s gone horribly, catastrophically wrong for Buck, but it’s okay. It’ll work out in the end. It always has so far.

    This is just a temporary setback. He pinkie promises.

     

    Or, Buck loses his leg, falls in love, and gets his job back. Not necessarily in that order.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Book length incredible, Buck loses leg.

  19. Public Bookmark 53

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    It starts with Eddie telling Buck, "I’m sorry, Buck. Not even a kiss. I won’t take advantage of you," and ends with Eddie asking, "Do you think, next time I see Phillip, I should let him know he doesn’t have to try being your daddy because I have it covered?"

    AKA Eddie stays over to help Buck recover after the events of Mother's Boy and DIY featuring tough conversations, love confessions, and hot sex. A sequel to Southern Hospitality, but can be read separately.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Sad then sexy

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    Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.

    Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.

    Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.

    Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.

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    22 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Read through chpter 9.

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