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    After a mysterious serum leaves him painfully, constantly aroused, Shane is in desperate need of relief. He turns to his coach who offers a very hands-on solution: daily ‘sessions’ to help Shane's game. Shane, ever-obedient and blissfully oblivious, agrees. What starts as innocent coaching quickly spirals into something much filthier, as Shane discovers he can come from his nipples alone—and that he'll do anything to hear Ilya call him a good boy.

    (Or: The one where Shane is an oblivious, nipple-sensitive slut, Ilya is a possessive coach with a plan, and it's definitely, definitely about improving Shane's hockey game.)

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    21 May 2026

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    Ilya goes to Svetlana for advice on putting Shane in subspace. One thing leads to another...

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    17 May 2026

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    He’s becoming painfully aware of the ginormous rock settling in his stomach while trying to keep the sexy mood alive and not completely kill it by acknowledging the very big, very blue-pink-white striped elephant in the room trying to hide under a singular queen-sized bedsheet. Maybe he could politely ask it to leave?

    Any second now, Shane could turn his head and nuzzle into his very flaccid packer and then there would be questions and he would have to reveal that he kind of lied to them and then they’ll probably kick him out because Shane is gay and hates pussy, and Ilya might be bi but what if he doesn’t hate pussy, he just hates it when it’s attached to a guy and holy shit he’ll have to get traded, he’ll have to call Wiebe and tell him to send him as far away as possible, to Minnesota or some shit, because he’s never playing with Ottawa again after this, fuck the elephant is going to be such a bitch to move to Minnesota—

    OR: Luca kind of forgets to tell Shane and Ilya that he's trans, but luckily there's a particular skill Shane Hollander never got around to master (Just ask Rose Landry!), and Ilya has a point to prove.

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    17 May 2026

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    16 May 2026

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

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    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    10 May 2026

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    “I’m not going to go easy on you, you know,” Kip says, standing and slipping his tshirt over his head.

    Scott’s brain glitches at the sight of Kip’s bare torso, muscled and glistening with post-workout sweat.

    He shakes it off. “Gimme your worst, Grady.”

     

    Or: Under his smoothie-boy demeanour, Kip is stronger than he looks. Scott likes it.

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    05 May 2026

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    After Shane takes a nasty hit on the ice, Ilya bans the rest of the Centaurs from picking fights with homophobic pricks, even if they're running their mouths.

    Luca has never been one for fighting, anyway.

    Until one particularly vile Raider riles Luca up past the point of no return, and the rookie find himself dropping his gloves for the first time ever.

    He serves his penalty in the box, but he knows there's a different sort of punishment waiting for him after the game.

    If he's tough enough to handle it.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Hudson wonders what it is about late night drives that tugs at his secrets.

    And he isn’t even quite sure what he wants to say, what it even is. How could he even begin to describe what he’s feeling? How could anyone? The only other person who could understand what’s on his mind is sitting to the right of him, shoulder leaning against the inside of the opposite car door. The question comes to him, then, the question that he’s been wanting to ask for a while:

    How does it feel for you, to get everything you ever wanted?

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Shane finds himself trapped beneath a bunch of heavy weights, in a doomed edging competition that he doesn't have a hope of winning.

    Ilya is having a great time.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov’s opponents would describe him as a brutal savage with a dirty record, known for hitting after the bell’s gone off. Spectators would describe him as a cocky spitfire with the stats to back it up, dollar bills passed around like candy whenever he was in the cage. Commentators would describe him as a barreling force of nature with a promising legacy. Weighing in at a hundred and eighty-five pounds of raw muscle, he was the son of Grigori Rozanov, notorious Russian street fighter, and he pulled no punches, so to speak.

    Shane would describe Ilya Rozanov as a fucking asshole with, admittedly, a pretty clean uppercut. Hardly any of the matches he’d watched him win had lasted the full five minutes.

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    AU. Shane first introduces himself to Ilya Rozanov ten minutes before they’re slotted to beat the shit out of each other in front of a live audience. They go together like fire and gasoline.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    holy shit

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    Shane: What are you doing right now?

    Lily: Out with team

    Lily: Did u see that goal I made?

    Shane: Yes

    Lily: Was very sexy, yes? ;)

    Lily: What r u doing right now?

    Shane slips another finger in, groaning. He imagines Rozanov, sitting at a booth or table with his team, phone angled away so nobody else could see his texts with 'Jane'. Rozanov's attention is electric, even from a distance. Shane wants to keep it.

    Shane: Touching myself

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    Shane so used to Rozanov telling him when to come that it's frustrating to get off without him. But just because Shane calls Rozanov, doesn't mean he's going to be very much help.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

    ———

    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    omfg. i think this changed my brain chemistry

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    Rozanov posts on Instagram a lot. Not on his feed, but his stories.

    Every time he lands in a city, he posts a story. Usually it's just back of his seat, or sometimes the view out the window—on the tarmac, never anything exciting, one of just many cities their lives are broken up into—and a location tag. Low effort.

    It’s pretty obvious what it is. Guys laugh about it, call it Rozanov’s Fuck Signal. The easiest way to get the hot girls who follow him to slide into his DMs.

    Easy pussy.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    “Shane, moya lyubov?”

    “Mm-hmm.”

    “What if I just … put it in my mouth for little bit?”

    Shane shushes him. “I’m trying to watch the game tape. Could you stop thinking with your dick for a second? Do you not want me to win?”

    “Please.” It comes out like a whine. “I will not even move. No sucking. I will just sit on my knees with your cock in my mouth. Is not sex. Is just … keeping your dick warm, yes?”

    (Or, the Metros agree not to have sex during the MLH Finals, and Ilya Rozanov is losing his mind. Fortunately for Ilya, Shane gets turned on watching himself score on game tape.)

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Ilya really likes Shane’s backwards hat.
    This is NSFW Fanart.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    The trials and tribulations of Luca Haas, Hollanov Truther and RPF Warrior.

    He just knows that Ilya Rozanov moved to Ottawa to be closer to Shane Hollander, and that when Roz disappears, it's to drive to Montreal and fuck nasty with Hollander. Unfortunately, he can't exactly share his conspiracy theory in the Centaurs team chat when they start speculating about where Rozanov disappears to during his free time.

    Initially based on this tumblr post

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Slut,” Ilya says, watching Shane’s mouth fall open at the name. “What? Are you not?”

    Shane opens his mouth again, but no words come out. 

    “Stretched yourself open in here, while your team was just down the hall? Fingered your ass in my bed,” Ilya says, “in a stranger’s bed,” he adds on for effect, “during a party. Is pretty slutty,” he says.

    Shane swallows. “I guess so.”

    “Do you like it?”

    “Like what?”

    Ilya rolls his eyes. “Being a slut. Prepping yourself for a stranger’s cock? Getting naked in his bed with people in the next room,” he says.

    Shane chews his lip, and he nods, just the smallest movement Ilya barely catches. 

    “Mm. Of course you do. Imagine if they knew,” Ilya purrs, and he pulls his shirt over his head, dropping it to the floor. 

    “You’ll keep your mask on?” Shane asks. 

    “Da. Of course. Otherwise you’d know who I am.” 

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    Ilya throws a masquerade party so he can fuck Shane without having to face anything else.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “Shh, do not be embarrassed, Haasy.” Ilya cups the rookie’s jaw in one hand as he squeezes his cock in the other. “Hollander likes what he sees. Maybe he wants you for himself. But he wants a lot of things he does not deserve.”

    Ilya’s smile is cold and cruel.

    “Should we make him watch, Haasy? Show him what he is missing?”

    Haas is whining now, grinding against Ilya’s hand. It’s pathetic and desperate and unbearably hot—just the kind of thing Shane used to do for Ilya. He locks eyes with Ilya, sees the challenge in his gaze, bright and defiant. The growing hardness between his legs. Proof that Shane isn't the only one who can do this to him anymore.

    This is his punishment.

    (Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight because Shane wasn't ready to come out. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard in Ottawa and sees more than he bargained for—Luca Haas, on his knees for Ilya. He gets caught watching, and an angsty, messy threesome follows. There will be a Hollanov happily-ever-after, and one for Luca, too...eventually!)

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    23 Apr 2026

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    oh my god

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    “The thing is,” Ilya says, conversationally, as if he doesn't have fucking Shane Hollander grinding into his touch, as if he doesn't have a hand on his—Luca's sure of it—perfect fucking cock, “you have not been subtle, Haasy.”

    It takes Luca a moment to understand just what the hell Ilya's talking about, before he moans, low in his throat, humiliation sweeping across his body. It's not that he thought he had been actually subtle, but he hadn't expected this, of all places, to be where they confronted him. Not with Ilya's hand worming its way into Shane's pants, the soft blue of his briefs a flash color amongst the pale glow of his skin and the dark drape of his clothes.

    OR: The Cens have won the Stanley Cup. Luca's been voted Hollanov's MVP.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Shane is tired of having to sit and be quiet while his teammates brag about their sexcapades, so he decides to not be quiet anymore and tell them all about how great Boston Lily is in bed.

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    23 Apr 2026

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