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  1. Rec *

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    The first time Shane calls Ilya baby, he barely even thinks about it.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “There’s no way you want me as much as I want you.”

    Eddie scoffs. “Try me.”

    “I want to, like, hold onto your ankles and never let go.”

    Without missing a beat, Eddie offers: “I want to handcuff myself to you so that you can never go anywhere without me.”

     

    Or, Buck worries about wanting too much. Eddie literally and metaphorically scoffs in his face.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Beneath the roiling irritation, Shane is pretty sure he’s going to feel stupid in about an hour about this argument.

    Right now, though, he’s in the middle of it and annoyed enough to stay there.

    “-any fucking sense,” he says, slapping the dishtowel in his hand down on the counter and only succeeding in winding himself up further when it hits a little puddle of dishwater that sprays droplets on him.

    Unfortunately, the easiest outlet for this frustration is also the person who started this argument in the first fucking place: Ilya.

    “It does not need to make sense,” Ilya says, arms crossed over his chest in a way that says he’s feeling just as ready to commit to the world’s most stupid fight about nothing as Shane is. “Is about feeling.”

    “And you feel like you would love a worm?” Shane asks, mirroring Ilya’s posture in a way that’s meant to be mocking.

    From the way Ilya’s jaw tightens, he noticed, and it sends a petty little thrill through Shane.

    (ilya tries to be sweet and let shane know he would love him even if he was a worm) (somehow it ends up turning into a fight)

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    17 Mar 2026

  4. Rec *

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    “That’s not-” Shane starts, but he stops himself. Ilya tilts his head slightly in question, but Shane bites the inside of his cheek and then shakes his head slightly, cheeks flushing. “I do trust you,” Shane says.

    “But not with your car?” Ilya asks. “You are afraid I will drive all the boring out of it?”

    Shane rolls his eyes.

    “It’s a good car-” He starts in another refrain of one of his favorite summer songs.

    Ilya rolls them and pins his boyfriend under him before he has to hear about four wheel drive and gas mileage again.

    There are far better uses for Shane’s mouth, after all.

    (in which ilya learns that being a passenger in the car knocks shane tf out)

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Eddie’s phone rings from the bedside table. He reaches for it.

    “There’s a hot guy in my bed,” Buck breathes the second he answers. “And I - - am freaking out.”

    Or, Eddie’s last heterosexual thread snaps in a motel room. Buck needs to phone a friend about it.

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    17 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 41

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

    [Podfic of and i spit out the seeds by linearity]

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    16 Mar 2026

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    it's after the after. after the sunset, back at the cottage, the comedown. a quiet conversation in the warm tub, night buzzing in through the open window. some ideas about the future. about what it's like to have one at all.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane is stooped over to strap on his shin guards when his phone buzzes once in Hayden’s hand.

    He doesn’t mean to tap the notification.

    And oh god, does he wish he could un-tap the fucking notification.

    Because why the fuck has Lily, Shane’s mysterious Boston hook-up of several years (no matter how fervently he denies it), sent him a picture of a fucking sonogram.

    Black and white, blurry, and undeniably baby-shaped.

    Ilya makes a joke, Hayden breaks Shane’s phone, and a comedy of errors ensues.

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    12 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 20

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    12 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Someone left Hayden Pike in charge of the music for Shane Hollander's Tribute his first time back in Montreal.

    It goes about as well as you can expect

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    10 Mar 2026

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    09 Mar 2026

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    “You sound…” Ilya murmurs against his mouth, barely louder than a breath. “In French. You sound incredible. So beautiful.”

    Shane huffs out a shaky laugh. “You’re exaggerating.”

    “Never,” Ilya says softly, then nudges him with his nose. “Say more.”

    ***

    Ilya loves when Shane speaks French.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “You fainted,” Ilya says. “You barely eat. And now you are-“ He gestures vaguely at the mirror, at Shane, at everything. “Explain.”

    Shane swallows. His heart is pounding again, but this time it’s not dizziness, it’s fear. Real, gut-deep fear.

    “I didn’t mean for it to happen,” he says. “I just… I needed to get better.”

    Ilya’s brow furrows. “You are the best center in the league.”

    Shane laughs weakly. “Yeah. On the ice.”

    ***
    Shane struggles with the hate he’s receiving online. He limits his eating, he overworks, trying to prove to the world, and himself, that he deserves Ilya.

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    08 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “Ilya,” Shane says, slurring just slightly, eyes glassy and bright. “Did you know-“ he giggles, actually giggles, shoulders shaking, “-that you are very handsome?”
     
    “Yes, I am aware,” Ilya grins widely as he steadies Shane by the waist, fingers firm and familiar at his side.
     
    Shane turns suddenly, interrupting a conversation between a handful of players and executives who absolutely did not ask to be included.
     
    “Hello. This is my husband,” he announces proudly, like it’s breaking news. “He’s Russian. And annoying. And very in love with me.”

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    Shane Hollander wins ‘Player of the Year’ and celebrates with his husband, Ilya Rozanov. Shane drinks a little too much, but thankfully, Ilya is glued to his side.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Hayden looks up and catches sight of Shane, thumbs hooked in his belt loops to leave the logo on his chest clear. “No. Shane. No. Get out.”
    “You like it?”
    “Please, please tell me that’s not—”
    Shane spins to show off the back. “Authentic.”
    “No,” Hayden says, drawing out the word plaintively. “In my house?

    Shane wears Ilya's jersey to watch the game at Hayden's.

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    04 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    A reading of predator instinct by elumish

    Kip likes Hunter’s teammates more than he expected to, which is to say not all that much.

    Some of them are good—some of them are great—some of them are terrible, and a lot of them just have no idea how to talk to a queer person.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”

    “It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”

    “Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."

    Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.

    Read in Russian here!

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    04 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 14

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    A reading of ring ring ring (yeah it's super important) by gurlsrool

    A look into Shane's texts while high on pain meds.

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    03 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 7

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    03 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 44

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    Hayden hangs out in Shane's hospital room after his accident. He expects pain meds, worry, and maybe a lecture from a doctor. What he does not expect is Shane’s very secret, very real relationship with their biggest rival spilling out under the influence of morphine.

    Podfic of You are on drugs, Hollander by kingskindly.

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    03 Mar 2026

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