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    Seeing him here, in New York, surrounded by the deep browns and golds of Hobart and Blackwell, is so alien to me I have to repress the urge to pinch myself like a child would after a dream. It looks incorrect, him standing here. Like someone has taken a pair of scissors to my memories of him, cut him out of his rightful place on the abandoned playground, and pasted him sloppily into a corner of my life where he doesn’t belong. Has it only been a few weeks? It feels like ages longer, like it’s been a decade, like we’re different people trying to see what exactly we liked about each other so much way back when.

    But then he says it again- “Potter.”- and that feeling vanishes as quickly as it arrived.

    “You came,” I say dumbly.

    He gives a cheery smirk that I don’t believe. “Promised I would.”

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    20 Dec 2025

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    sobbing and crying forever and ever

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    After reuniting, after Amsterdam, after everything, Boris wants to settle down and build a life with the man he loves. He doesn't tell Theo about this plan, exactly, but Boris figures he'll probably catch up eventually. Right?

    Or: how to convince your best friend to marry you (without having to tell him you love him)

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    19 Dec 2025

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    this entire fic had me saying the "SIX SEVENNNN SIX SEVENNNNNN😝😝😝😝... im such a fat fucking chud" thing over and over agin due to how i was giggling and squealing through it

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    “I don’t have anything, if that’s what you’re looking for,” Theo says. “I’m clean.”
    “So am I. Remember how I said? Can stop anytime, no problem?” Boris raises his hands, palms towards Theo, fourteen years old again, free-handed on the BMX down the slope of Desert End Road, Look, Potter! No hands! “See? Clean. Boom, like that.”

    (Two years after Amsterdam Boris shows up on Theo’s doorstep in New York and he hasn’t had a hit in twenty-four hours.)

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    19 Dec 2025

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    i love boris i hate him he needs ro DIE

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    “Boris,” Theo says without thinking, “do people think we’re dating?”

    “Sure,” Boris replies, “happens all the time. Probably because we’re both gay. Anyway, do you want vanilla ice cream to go on top?”

    Or: Boris “fuck-me pumps” Palikovsky and Theodore “gay and homophobic” Decker realize that, as the two worst people on the planet, they’re pretty much made for each other.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    kicking my feet, twirling my hair, giggling 😋😋😋😋

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    Steve starts paying Eddie for sex once he discovers that Eddie doesn't just deal drugs and perform at the Hideout.

    (Steve doesn't mean to fall in love with him, but he can’t help himself.)

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    27 Nov 2025

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    chap 5