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    “Okay. Do you… Do you think you can talk to anyone about this? Even if it wasn’t me?” Ilya inquired. He brushed the tip of his nose against Shane’s upper arm and rested his head against it. Obviously Ilya would love it if Shane opened up and talked to him about it but he figured if Shane wouldn’t talk to him maybe he could talk to someone else. Maybe a therapist, or his parents or Rose or… Hayden. As much as Ilya disliked the idea of Shane going to Hayden to talk about his problems instead of him, it was better than to keep it all inside.

    Shane shrugged at the idea. “I don’t feel like I could talk to anyone about this…” His eyes were open now and glassy. He swallowed hard as he avoided looking at Ilya.

    OR; Shane is hiding something from Ilya... from everyone. And Ilya is worried sick.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    c5

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    Shane Hollander had mastered the art of many things. In fact, he could master nearly anything to which he set his mind. He was one of the best hockey players in the NHL for this reason, among others. One thing he hadn’t ever learned to sink into, however, was stillness.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane: So, what is this we’re doing again? 

    Harris: It’s called 36 Questions That Lead to Love. They’re questions that a psychologist developed back in the nineties that are supposed to help couples move past the awkward stage and get more personal. It’ll be fun!

    Shane: You always say that it’ll be fun, and I don’t think it ever ends up being much fun. 

    Ilya: I always have fun. I do not know what your problem is. 

    [Harris lets out his signature booming laugh, and Ilya grins widely.]

    Harris: You maybe have a little too much fun. 

    Ilya: There is no such thing. 

    Shane: But what’s the point of the questions if we’re already in love? Like, we’re married. You were there when it happened.

    Harris: Yes, but they can help you deepen your connection, and it makes for good content. People love your love. 

    Ilya: I think we had a pretty deep connection last night, am I right?

    [Ilya holds his hand up for a high-five from Shane, but Shane only glares, and Harris looks slightly horrified. Ilya looks back expectantly, but when Shane doesn’t move, Ilya high-fives himself. With the sound of the clap, the screen goes black.]

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    27 Apr 2026

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    5/5!!

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    Daily posts on the Ottawa Centaurs social media.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    C10

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    Shane accidentally admits that he wore a full suit and tie before their first hookup, and Ilya finds this information both devastatingly adorable and extremely actionable.

    "I can't believe you did all this," Ilya murmured. "My Shane. My Very Serious Shane. Putting on a suit for me like it is job interview."

    Shane tried to salvage one shred of his pride. "Yeah, well, I take my work very seriously."

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    26 Apr 2026

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    5/5!!! cute

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    Shane shows up to the locker room before a game with very visible evidence of a productive evening.

    The Montreal Metros have questions.

    Ilya has complaints.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    5/5! v funny

  7. Public Bookmark 90

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    It starts simply enough. Ilya has him pinned to the bed, his mouth on Shane's neck the way he likes, his hands loose on Shane's wrists. They aren't naked, not yet, but that's just a matter of time; right now, Shane is enjoying the frustration of his cock held back by his pants, the pull of his shirt twisted tight at his waist. Ilya releases one of Shane's wrists to grope at his fly, sliding the zipper down, setting him free, and because it's too soon, too easy, too good, Shane moans "oh no" just softly, the barest whisper of breath, already arching up into Ilya's hand.

    OR

    Shane says no, but he means yes.

    OR

    It turns out, Shane can cum three times in a hour.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane reached out without thinking, his fingers brushing against the rough fabric of Ilya’s jacket sleeve.

    Ilya flinched away. “Dun’ touch me!”

    Shane blinked, thrown. “What the - ”

    “I already have boyfriend!” Ilya declared, pulling his jacket around himself like a shield. “Are practically engaged!”

    Shane just stared. “Ilya. It’s me.”

    “Only my boyfriend may unwrap me.” Ilya announced. “Is respect.”

    Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.

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    25 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 24

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    Yingxing's drive for creation died with him—or so Blade thinks.

    Title pronoun adjusted from Hozier's 'Almost (Sweet Music)'

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    25 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    5/5!!! c3

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    He wasn’t great at reading signals, but everything about Ilya was screaming ‘hurt’ right now. Tentatively, Shane put a hand on Ilya’s bicep. When he, barely, leaned into the touch, instead of flinching away, Shane stepped a little closer and placed a hand on Ilya’s opposite hip.
    “Hey. Talk to me. You’ve been so distant. What’s going on?”
    After a moment, Ilya leaned forward to rest the top of his head against Shane’s chest. He still couldn’t see Ilya’s eyes, to try and read them, but both of them relaxed a bit at the touch.
    “Is stupid. I - my head, sometimes. Gets stuck on sad things.”
    “I know, baby. I get stuck all the time. You always help. Let me help? Please?”
    Ilya sighed deeply, working up the nerve to speak, finally lifting his head to look at Shane.
    “I do not like being a drawer.”

    OR

    Ilya freaks out when he realizes how little space he takes up in Shane's life. Shane convinces him he's wrong.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    5:5!!!

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    Shane has a system. It includes a forgotten sweater.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    5/5

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    Shane and Ilya do the 73 Question Interview with Vogue.
    Ilya is his usual self. Shane contemplates filing for divorce.

    OR
    Ilya Rozanov refuses to get media trained and Shane gets multiple heart attacks.

    Chapter 1: The interview
    Chapter 2: Twitter reactions

    note: this fic is a what-if. Ilya Rozanov would probably never act so unhinged/ embarrass Shane this much. Read this if you want to giggle and have a good laugh, not if you want something highly realistic.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    5/5 c2

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    “Hey, Hollander, it’s your turn to tell the story,” Wyatt Hayes interrupts from the row behind them. 

    “The what?” Shane questions, looking to Ilya, who only manages to give him a sort of sympathetic look. “Is this some kind of hazing thing you didn’t tell me about?”

    Troy Barrett’s head pops up from the row in front of him. “It’s something we do every flight. Harris told the story about his sister and a skunk on that first flight after the incident in Tampa, and it kinda became a thing. Helps to calm everyone’s nerves.”

    “Oh,” Shane says, feeling nervous and kind of annoyed already. “Just like…any story?”

    “Usually it’s something funny. Pretty simple stuff,” Nick Chouinard tells him. “But you’ve got to stand in the aisle and project so we can all hear you.” 

    “Oh, but I don’t have that loud of a voice,” he tries to say, but it doesn’t seem like anyone is listening, an excited rumble moving through the team. 

    Fucking great.

    “So, the first time Ilya met my parents was so bad.”

    “How bad was it?” Hayes deadpans, and everyone laughs again.

    Shane swallows. "I'm so glad you asked."

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    19 Apr 2026

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    5/5 v funny Omg i want to hear Ilya's story now!! c1

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    Things I Adore About Shane Hollander, a countdown.

    (or, a year in the life of Ilya Rozanov, newly married and impossibly in love. He attempts to catalogue everything in a list.)

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    19 Apr 2026

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    c2

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    Shane knows the plan to wait to come out until they retire isn't ideal, but he doesn't have a better one. He thinks that he and Ilya can make it work, until his mom points out how long they will have to live their lives in the shadows.

    But once he realizes that, he immediately knows that he can't come out. It would ruin his legacy.

    He's pretty sure that's why he doesn't want to come out. No other reason. Right?

    He is sure that's all it is until Ilya asks him if he would be safe if he came out. And he can't answer.

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    or Yuna does the math on the retirement plan and when she points this out it opens Shane's eyes.

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    also known as this author had (1) idea for a scene and had to reverse engineer a multi-chapter fic to make it happen.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    6/5 c14!!!!!

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    Shane starts a full blown donnybrook with the Metros when they target and injure Ilya during the playoffs.

    Or: the Centaurs have a biting list, and the Metros who broke Shane's heart are at the top of that list.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    5/5

  17. Public Bookmark 57

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    It's rare that Jackie Pike gets a night out to enjoy dinner, drinks, and adult conversation without her four kids tugging on her sleeve. Tonight, Shane and Ilya have invited her out for exactly that, sans Hayden. And she should be focusing on that, really. Enjoying it.

    But she has something else on her mind.

    This is the third fic in a series about Shane and Ilya pursuing a friendship with Jackie, but it can be read on its own.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    6/5!!!!

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    Shane fears that the impressive amount of hair care products in Ilya's bathroom belong to a woman. Until he learns that they're Ilya's, and that Ilya doesn't just wake up in the morning looking perfect—okay he does, but not with his hair looking perfect. As it turns out, Ilya's soft little golden curls are a whole lot of work. Wanting to take care of Ilya, Shane learns the whole routine. On the days when Ilya gets close to breaking, Shane's gentle fingers in his hair make everything better.

    Or: Shane learns Ilya's curly hair routine.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Is there even a reason to be jealous of Ilya Rozanov anymore?

    When Ilya's married life in Ottawa is accused of being boring, he responds with a list of things he has worth being jealous of. Number six will shock you! (It won't.)

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    15 Apr 2026

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    6/5 v funny and cute

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    To the two users who flirt with hockey statistics in the comments of every post, please get married and leave the rest of us alone.

    (Or: Five times Shane and Ilya ran into each other's burner accounts online.)

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    15 Apr 2026

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