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Buffy says, "The girl you loved didn't make it out of the ground."
Or: Buffy crawls out of her grave and remembers loving Spike. They just have to get back to where they were.
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- Part 3 of wouldn't it be nice?
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
24 Apr 2025
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don't look much like a lover (doesn't mean I won't try) by SummerFrost
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
25 Feb 2021
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Buffy is ashamed of him, Spike knows. But when no one else is around, she touches him like she could love him.
(In which Spike makes a damn good cup of coffee, watches a sunrise or two, and plays confidant to a Slayer who thinks dying to save the world would've been easier than this.)
- Language:
- English
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- 86,855
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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- 2
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- 426
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
18 Apr 2025
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(love me) as much as your heart can stand by SummerFrost
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
08 May 2021
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Buffy Summers's foolproof plan for being large with the life again:
1. Break up with Spike
2. Spend more time with Willow and Dawnie
3. No, seriously, break up with Spike
4. Poetry??Or: Still aimless after being pulled from Heaven and caught up in a dark sexual affair with Spike, Buffy forms an unlikely online friendship with a sweet, lonely poet named William.
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- English
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- 50,956
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- 1/1
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- 159
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- 431
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
13 Apr 2025
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i will follow you into the dark by SummerFrost for alittlebitmaybe
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
23 Sep 2021
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"Admit it, Slayer," Spike says, still grinning at her. "I liven up the place."
Buffy rolls her eyes and says, "You're even deader than I am."
Aka: Buffy sacrifices herself to save the world and winds up in a heavenly dimension capable of granting her every wish. And, oh, yeah—for some reason, Spike is here too.
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
11 Apr 2025
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nothing safe is worth the drive (follow you home) by SummerFrost
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
16 Apr 2021
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Here's the deal: Buffy's got no idea how to beat Glory, or how they're gonna book it across the country in a moldy RV without anyone killing each other, especially now that someone broke one of the beds—and the thought of going home again kinda makes her wanna cry.
The one thing she knows is that Spike would follow her anywhere, even like this.
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- English
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- 61,099
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- 7/7
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- 346
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
06 Apr 2025
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Pieces Still Stuck In Your Teeth by howlsmovinglibrary
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
22 May 2024
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“I mean it,” she said. “Don’t kill anyone, Astarion. You’ve gotten what you wanted. Seven thousand lives was enough.”
“I don’t take orders from you anymore. You just said so, yourself.”
“The moment you kill someone,” Rose replied, “is the moment I'll know that my next task is to stop you.”
“Darling,” Astarion grinned, “I would sincerely like to see you try.”
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The Vampire Ascendent has crossed a line. Eleven years after making the biggest mistake of her life and losing the man she loved, tiefling wizard (now Archmage) Rosalie decides it’s time to put this Astarion in the ground for good. Hopefully, both her head and her heart are strong enough to see this awful task through to its end.
(A lovers-to-enemies, ‘we’re divorced and going to make it everyone else’s problem’, Vampire-Ascendent-aesthetic-but-make- it “I can STILL fix him’ fic)
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- Part 5 of Rat Bastard Boi (BG3)
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- English
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- 188,837
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- 27/27
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- 2
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- 5,091
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
05 Nov 2024
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"Have you ever wanted something
So badly you cannot breathe?
Have you ever loved someone
Madly?"
- CyranoSnapshots of the journey between Astarion and Tavali
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- 465,029
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- 30
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
25 Sep 2024
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Astarion Isn't the Best at Planning by UsuallyDyingInside
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
11 Feb 2026
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- 879,514
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- 2
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- 31
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
10 Aug 2024
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"It's not him anymore, Raphael."
"You wish to undo the Ascension?"
You stare at the devil. "I just want Astarion back."
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- English
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- 124,292
- Chapters:
- 50/50
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
13 Jul 2024
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Now that Faerûn is saved from the Absolute and everybody is learning to resume their lives, Astarion is submerged by a desire to recover memories from his past. Before Cazador, before his transformation. And Tav is determined to help him.
Could it be that there is somebody out there still waiting for him?
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
29 Jun 2024
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“I found them,” she tells him.
“What?” he asks, confused, pushing up off the couch.
She puts the glass back on the counter. Fumbles for something in her pockets—an annoyed burst of breath, removing a glove, then at last, extending a small, folded note. “Your parents.”
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
28 Jun 2024
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even if you don’t mind (terrible am i) by deaththesnow
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
25 Sep 2023
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“Star?”
Astarion’s mouth clicked shut, silvery fangs vanishing behind pursed lips as his widened eyes shot somewhere above Lilith’s head. She turned toward the spectacle, and found the same older elven couple they had since passed. The woman was standing now, hands so tightly wound in the fabric of her blouse that they’d turned stark white. The man was no calmer, fingers gripping his knees and eyes watching the young couple as though they were made of smoke.
“Star, is that you?”
(After these empty centuries, Astarion comes face to face with a family he cannot recall)
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
27 Jun 2024
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In which Ichigo is a dragon who hoards people. Written in 2014.
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- 5,685
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- 3/3
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- 3
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- 59
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- 3,283
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
29 Apr 2024
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Put the Mask On to Feel Free by Nobody_Inhere for cywscross, Chaos_Greymistchild
Fandoms: Persona 5, Persona Series, Bleach (Anime & Manga)
09 Jun 2024
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Ichigo returns to Karakura changed by his experiences in Tokyo and determined to live his life to the fullest, but life is never easy for him.
Kugo Ginjo comes into his life intent on interfering, offering him power he has no interest in, but he poses a danger to those Ichigo considers his, so he has to go.
Meanwhile, Soul Society comes under attack of a forgotten enemy, and old sins come back to haunt an institution that has stood for more than two thousand years, threatening to change the very foundations of the universe.
And in the background, the beats of a butterfly's wings herald the end of a bet that has been going on for millenia, whose stakes are the very survival of all souls as it's known in this world.Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
15 Apr 2024
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Love is Blind AU. Or: Eddie Munson is forced into a reality TV dating show because of his shitty contract and inconveniently catches feelings.
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- English
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- 74,780
- Chapters:
- 13/18
- Comments:
- 327
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- 472
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
12 Aug 2023
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“Death cannot stop true love. All it can do is delay it for a while.”
It's been a year since Vecna was defeated in Hawkins. Almost everything has changed...but a few things are still true. How do you celebrate the anniversary of what might have been?
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
25 Jul 2023
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“What are you working on?” she asks conversationally.
“D&D,” Eddie mutters.
“What’s that?” Chrissy asks, like she hasn’t come up with half of the most recent skirmishes he’d unleashed on the guys.
He guesses he ought to be grateful that if she has to talk to him at school, she’s at least pretending she doesn’t know a thing about him. If they can keep it simple, distant, professional, then maybe nobody’ll clock them. If nobody clocks them, then nobody’ll be a prick to Chrissy for being with him—the whole point of keeping this thing between them secret.
This thing being how Eddie’s completely fucking in love with her and wants to live in her pussy for the rest of his life, but—semantics.
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(Or: What happens when Chrissy Cunningham’s patience runs out.)
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
15 Jul 2023
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“And you know how I like it, right?”
“Little rough,” Eddie gasps, fingers curling tighter in her hair. That’s more of what she wants. “Want me to make you cry, baby?”
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
14 Jun 2023
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“Cunningham?”
Chrissy turns back towards him, still halfway out the door. Eddie’s face looks conflicted, like he’s warring with himself over what he’s about to say, but one side must win out because his expression shifts to resolve.
“Don’t let Carver give you any shit,” Eddie says firmly, “You could do a lot better.”
Chrissy is momentarily stunned. Nobody has ever said that. Her mother regularly says the opposite, that she is never going to do better than Jason, so she better hold on as tight as she can. Not to mention all the girls at school who would kill to be Jason Carver’s girlfriend. But Eddie had said it so easily, like he was so sure that it was the truth.
It shifts Chrissy’s entire world on its axis.
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Or;
Chrissy breaks up with Jason at a party and leaves without knowing where she is going, or what she's looking for. But Eddie happens to see her walking alone at two in the morning and decides to offer the Queen of Hawkins High a ride in his van, altering both their lives forevermore.
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- English
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- 31,467
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1
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- 102
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- 456
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- 8,271
Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
13 Jun 2023
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she said to me, forget what you thought by kattyshack
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
29 Dec 2022
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Dangerous game, flirting with Jason Carver’s girlfriend. Max might be impressed, except that she thinks it’s actually exceptionally fucking stupid.
But… Well. Chrissy looks really happy, bright smile and big laugh, and if it’s Eddie’s puppy dog heart eyes behind that? So be it.
It’s really none of Max’s business.
(Max accidentally wingmans and has to live with the responsibility that follows.)
(aka: “dude, eddie’s down bad for chrissy and max is just going through the stages of grief multiple times a day.” —sanvvio)
(work + chapter titles from “good girls,” by 5 seconds of summer)
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- English
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- 31,835
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- 13/13
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Bookmarked by Birdie (CaptainSanta)
12 Jun 2023