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    Apollo is the center of the universe up there, and Wooyoung wants it for himself. The grace, the control, the cinematic opportunity. Wooyoung knows art, he can create it, but he desires more. He wants to be the art. He’s seen how some of his classmates had looked at him, especially after his first day of life modeling. He could have this. It would take months of work, of building muscle—Wooyoung can’t pull his eyes away from the veins in Apollo’s forearms that pop every time he flexes his biceps—of gaining stamina, but he could put in the effort. He can, he will, he wants this. Reality is clay, and Wooyoung is seated at a pottery wheel ready to shape it any which way that benefits him. Any goal is a future reality when his hands mold it. Wooyoung doesn’t just aspire, he achieves. He’s been looking for a reliable source of money, and he knows this can be it. Apollo is soaring on that stage, royal, powerful and untouchable. Wooyoung can be regal. He can burn gold and he can command just as much of a crowd. He can touch the sun.

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    Or, the modern retelling of the fall of Icarus as told by WooSang at a strip club. Sensuality, ambition, and being the only one daring enough to reach out for the untouchable.

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    “What do you think gives you the right to talk to my boyfriend like that?” Huh. That’s not a voice Chigiri recognizes, but it’s strangely familiar to him. Certainly not Isagi or Bachira, it’s far too low and gravelly. The voice came from the opposite side of him that the man is nearly pressing against, and he tries to make his turn toward the disembodied voice as natural as possible. Keeping his expression scarily neutral, Chigiri comes face to face—well, face to chest, face to well-defined pectoral muscles, but still—with the bathroom guy from earlier. His copper hair is still perfectly in place, and the light coating of sweat on his face and neck he must’ve developed from dancing only makes him glow under the multicolored lights. They make eye contact, and the standing man gives Chigiri the most subtle nod humanly possible. If Chigiri had a single drop of alcohol in him, he’s sure he would have missed it. That, or he made the gesture up in its entirety, and the bathroom guy is about to be very confused when Chigiri starts playing along with the little act. Hopefully it’s not the latter.

    Or, the one where the handsome stranger Chigiri meets in a club bathroom comes to his rescue later that night.

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    "There’s some stupid, naive part of his heart that yearns for Sakusa to look back, to notice him, to yell at him, to do anything. This cold silent treatment he’s been receiving since their split is probably the most callous thing Sakusa could do to him, second only to breaking his heart. Atsumu’s eyes are boring holes into the back of Sakusa’s head, he’s sure of it, but the taller man is entirely unaffected by the weight of the stare. It can’t matter anymore, though, and Atsumu needs to bury his desperation deep inside him, because his body is crossing the threshold from locker room to court and he’s already stretching his lips into that practiced charming smile. Atsumu swears the cheers diminish when he looks up at the crowd. He’s certain that the young fan wearing Bokuto’s number in the stands actively stops clapping when Atsumu meets his gaze. Everyone is believing these lies about him."

    ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

    Or, the news of Atsumu and Kiyoomi’s break-up becomes public only after photos are leaked of Atsumu leaving a bar with another man. A cheating scandal ensues, and Atsumu finds escape to be his only option, running away from the city, the team, from everything.

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    “Do you have another guess?”
    “No—” Atsumu’s word came out strangled, and he cleared his throat before speaking again. “No, Omi, I don’t.”
    “Of course you don’t…” Kiyoomi sounded disappointed, and it made Atsumu want to scream. “It’s because of how you were acting last week.” Atsumu’s mind flashes back to seven days ago. The photoshoot. The handcuffs. He gulps, clarity dawning on him. “Don’t act surprised. You and I both know you’re beautiful, but to flaunt it around right in front of me when you’re supposed to be getting your picture taken for our little marketing scheme?” Atsumu flushes at the compliment. “Either you’ve just been so pent up recently that you couldn’t even keep your composure for a few hours, or you wanted to be a tease. Which is it?”

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    Or the one where a promotional photoshoot gives Atsumu the perfect opportunity to tease his boyfriend and gives Kiyoomi the perfect chance to come up with a wonderful revenge plot.

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    65
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    “Now c’mon, where are you gettin’ the new piece?” Juan’s lazy smile turned into a giddy grin. Any time the passion for his career was brought into a conversation, Juan’s entire face would light up. Matt had known this expression of his for a while, damn near studied it during school rehearsals. “I wanna know everything about my favorite customer’s new piece.”
    If there was any heat in Matt’s body, it would have rushed to his face upon hearing ‘favorite’ come out of Juan’s mouth. Sure, they were friends, and Matt was as much of a regular here as his paycheck allowed him to be, but ‘favorite’ felt just a bit too special for someone like himself. “Like… My hip, like, directly over the bone. On the left side. I know it’ll hurt like a motherfucker but it’s not gonna be too big. I’d show you exactly where I’m thinking but, uh…” Matt glanced down at his soaked pants, gesturing vaguely at the lower half of his body.
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    aka, it's raining it's pouring, and matt has no way home til juan (who he's kinda maybe definitely crushing on) offers him shelter for the night.

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    All Kuroo could see of the young man was the top of his head, which was covered by a black beanie, tufts of dark green hair sticking out from one side of the front of the knit hat. His face was hidden in his right hand, the other curled defensively over his stomach. His knees were spread apart, making it impossible for Kuroo to even sit on the far side of the bench without encroaching on his personal space. Kuroo should have been able to pick up on the blatant cues: This guy is sad. This guy is using the sulking bench to sulk. But when all Kuroo wanted was to sit down and forget about his predicament while he still could, social cues didn’t matter. “Hey.” He said, his voice monotonous. “You’re—”
    Kuroo’s sentence stopped abruptly when the young man looked up at him, his face appearing out from behind his hand. His eyes were red-rimmed and watery, his sharp cheekbones dotted blotchy pink from what appeared to be dried tear tracks, the tip of his pointed nose mirroring the blushed effect. “You’re crying.”

    aka, the one where kuroo traps himself in a lie, expected to be on a double date with his nonexistent boyfriend. but opportunity strikes, and if he can play his cards right, his lie won't be exposed tonight

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    It’s something wicked, it makes Matt’s blood burn with sharp pangs of guilt. He doesn’t deserve to think about those memories full of vitality when he’d set off the chain reaction that ended with Juan’s life being stripped away. But… Matt doesn’t like these thoughts, this guilt. Fuck, he’s living the rest of his days—hours, maybe?—as a ticking time bomb, he shouldn’t have to feel such contempt at himself. Matt takes some time with the pipe again, only stopping when his gut twists painfully. The feelings of guilt, his own personal gavel smashing down against his skull, barely subside. Hm. Juan had often whispered low into Matt’s ears about how shameless he was when he’d drilled the man into the mattress, so…maybe this is something forgivable?

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    Alternatively, a canon divergence fic where Matt Engarde receives a not guilty verdict and is on the run from Shelly de Killer. His guilt and addiction lead him down a drug trip where he hallucinates Juan, and he tries to keep his lover's memory alive by any means necessary. In other words, by doing the one thing he's been trained to do well.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    9
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    394
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    [Sunshine]
    baby can u believe weve already been together for a month :((

    [Sunshine]
    it feels like forever and w o w i guess im just emotional

    [Sunshine]
    i had so much fun with u tonight n i cant wait for the weekend to have some time just for the 2 of us

    [Sunshine]
    u make my heart so happy n ily so much

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    in other words, the sequel to Promise You're Not A Serial Killer that nobody asked for, but I still decided to write

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    Hello, everyone!! As of December 26, 2018, there was no fic written for Seonghwa and Yeosang, so I decided to change that & be the first on here!
    20 chapters of oneshots based on a tumblr post. Mix of AU and 'canon compliant' chapters

    1: 4k; high school au, mutual pining
    2: 3.8k; game night, established relationship
    3: 5.9k; new year's eve, mutual pining
    4: 5k; au, hurt/comfort, getting back together
    5: 5.4k; hot springs vacation, established relationship
    6: 3.6k; nightmare, hurt/comfort
    7: 12.1k; predebut/kq fellaz, mutual pining
    8: 8.7k; rock band au, fight/reconciliation
    9: 5k; au, club, fake dating

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    9/20
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    257
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    22
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    5,241
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    " “Phoenix—” A despairing scream of the lawyer’s name—his given name, not ‘Mr. Wright’ or a permutation of it that Miles would normally speak within these walls—leaves Miles’ lips, nearly cut short by the way the wind knocks out of him, a result of him colliding into the steel doors. A grievous miscalculation on his end, to not determine how much momentum he’d have, something he can beat himself up over when his mind is clearer. Miles’ forearm stings from the impact, but the man’s adrenaline blocks him from recognizing the pain. “Phoenix?!” His fists bang on the door with hopeless abandon, trembling and tense. It’s loud, too loud, it’s the gunshot all over again, he caused it then and he’s causing it now and he’s losing Phoenix permanently with only a few inches keeping them from each other. Through tears, he screams for Phoenix again and pounds his fists against the steel. The subdued pain in his hands and wrists is secondary. "

    Alternatively, Phoenix is stuck in the courthouse elevator during an earthquake, and Miles is left unable to reach him, praying that he won't have to live through a second iteration of fifteen years ago.

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    553
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    "Yeosang just wanted to let himself know that he could conquer Rose Hill. He’d be the first. He knew it was possible. He wouldn’t be like everyone else that had tried to skate or bike down the massive, steep hill. He’d survive it. Because Yeosang knew himself, knew he could do it, knew he wasn’t the kind of person to let himself die. The nose of his skateboard teetered perilously over the precipice of the hill, and he knew if the board moved just a centimeter forwards, it would fall. His head was foggy, from both intoxication and exhaustion, but he pushed all that away, foot coming down to rest on his board. He almost lurched forwards, almost lost balance, but was quick to regain his weary footing from digging his heel into the ground. After one last shuddering breath - and a prayer to a god he wasn’t sure if he believed in - he pushed off, foot leaving the ground and taking its rightful place on his skateboard behind his other foot. And he was flying."
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    aka, the one where grim reaper yunho & skater boi yeosang 'meet' by chance, and try to navigate what a relationship could mean between someone unafraid of death, and someone who's never been alive

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    6/?
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    167
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    25
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    2,535
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    "Wooyoung just rolled his eyes and scoffed, not in possession of enough energy to keep entertaining Mingi in his games. His only interest was obtaining the poison he’d come here for, and then returning home—hopefully with Mingi in tow, if the man was still interested. For as infuriating as the newly-turned-redhead was, Wooyoung couldn’t deny that he was attractive and had provided Wooyoung with a great chance to blow off steam the first time they’d met. The memories of Mingi’s skin underneath his hands and his split tongue slithering inside Wooyoung’s mouth were vivid in Saja’s boss’ mind. Mingi had truly sunk his fangs into Wooyoung’s neck and plunged his venom deep."
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    aka, the one where i finally write a sequel to my original mafia woogi fic ! wooyoung returns to imugi a week later with only two things on his mind—acquiring the poison that mingi had stolen from him, and bringing the taller man home with him. [can be read as a standalone; first chapter is plot and the second is the porn]

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    1/2
    Comments:
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    48
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    8
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    1,317
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    “Maybe you’re just starting to get sick from the cold.” Wooyoung mused, resting his chin between his thumb and index finger. “How far away do you live?”
    “A forty minute drive east…” San admitted. The commute wasn’t terrible, but to walk it, and in the rain nonetheless… That wouldn’t be fun.
    “No.” Wooyoung said, furrowing his brow.
    “The hell do you mean no, Woo? I’m pretty sure I know where I live.” San fixed Wooyoung with yet another puzzled glance.
    “You’re thinking so loud I can basically hear you.” Wooyoung’s lips were pursed. “You’re thinking about how bad walking home in this weather would suck. But you’re not doing that. Just come home with me for the night.”
    “Nope—” San declined the offer almost immediately. “I couldn’t intrude on your home, especially on such short notice.”
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    in which florist san ends up stranded in a rainstorm and tattoo artist wooyoung (read: san's crush) is providing his only option of shelter for the night

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    334
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    There was never supposed to be prejudice based on marks, but it was unavoidable. Friendships depended on the color and number your wrist bore. Relationships rarely bloomed between members of the population with a stark difference in number. People were locked in stereotypes, regardless of the way they acted.
    Some loved the mark system, and said it provided them with a sense of clarity. They would be able to complete everything in their life they wanted to without worrying about possible death. But others despised the system. Those were almost always from the low numbered people with little time left on earth. They were most often the ones that tried to scam the system, add false years to their short life. It never worked.

    In other words, Seonghwa seemingly has it all. Wealthy and handsome with a long life-span, Seonghwa lives a life of privilege based on his mark. He appears to take his life for granted, but as the Void kidnappings grow more and more frequent and he gets involved with the abductions, he realizes that life can't be considered a trivial matter.

    Eight kidnapping victims, eight breaks in the rules of reality, eight boys with no idea who they are without their marks.

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    9/?
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    48
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    5,031
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    Before all of his cam sessions, he likes to take this little bit of time to himself. Even though everything about him is in full public view for everyone who clicks on the streaming site, he still regards what he does as intimate. Getting this time to love himself, even if it’s sexually, is truly a confidence booster. Back in his teenage years - which admittedly isn’t too long ago, he’s only twenty-three - he struggled with his self image. He had issues with how his skin looked, his weight, even the way his hair looked, and it led him to more than a few unhealthy diets. But once he hit college, once he had the idea of camming, his view on himself started to change drastically. And he knows he’s cute now, knows so many people find him attractive. But the fact that he can find himself attractive is the biggest plus of all.

    aka, the camboy!jongwoo fic that nobody asked for!! warning: they're insanely soft.

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    4/?
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    25
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    " Yunho’s hands were shaking, eyes glancing towards the door every few seconds. San sighed when he realized, and pulled back, leaning against his kitchen counter. “If you don’t want to do this, I won’t force you. I’m not like that. Sure, I’m kind of a bitch, but I never do stuff like this without consent.”
    “It’s not that,” Yunho ran a hand through his dark hair. “Stuff like this just isn’t me, and I know what happens to people that get involved with you. Their names blow up all over the school, and they’re the talk of the entire student body until you get someone else. I couldn’t handle something like that.”
    “That isn’t true…” San muttered, feeling a small pang of hurt. “There are some people I hook up with that I keep secret. If that’s what you’re worried about, I’ll keep you as invisible as you keep yourself.”
    And Yunho’s last strands of hesitation broke. “Kiss me.” "
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    aka, the one where one simple, secret night between Yunho and San snowballs into something much more devastating [angst? yes. happy end? yes.]

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    3/3
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    357
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    88
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    9,797
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    " Their favorite dance is the waltz, though their knobby knees and juvenile clumsiness leave the dance far from perfect. There’s something so enchanting about the rhythm of the dance, something that leaves them both breathless; the obsidian-haired boy explains it’s something called three-four, a concept the bicolored-haired boy doesn’t exactly understand. He can’t keep time with the “one-two-three, one-two-three, one-two-three, one-two-three” whispered in his ear, and instead uses the crashing waves below him as his metronome, keeping him from stumbling over his feet - at least eighty-nine percent of the time. The way they work is different, but they work together. A symbiotic relationship, mutual support… Atop the cliffside, swaying side to side with clasped hands, mirroring each other’s amused, awestruck grins, they’re fearless. High up, on top of the world, arms outstretched to reach the heavens, they’re fearless. "

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    Alternatively, the one where Yunho and San are childhood best friends who have a plan to be in each other's lives forever. It's devastating to realize one misstep can take everything away.

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    14
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    “Trying to exert power over me? In my domain?” Mingi, now provoked, stood up to face Wooyoung head-on. His movements caused Wooyoung to stand straight again, and Mingi quietly gloated at the observation that he was a few inches taller than the grey-haired man. “That’s not smart.”
    Wooyoung’s dark eyes narrowed as he scowled at Mingi. “I’m not here for idle conversation, Mireu, so tell me w-"
    “Hold on.” Mingi interrupted. “You were desperate to learn my real name only for you to not call me by it?”
    “What would you prefer I call you, huh? Dirty bastard?” Wooyoung was managing to keep his composure exceptionally well, which Mingi had to give him credit for, but the brunette could recognize the rage slowly building inside of Wooyoung, and he wanted to bring it out further.
    “Dirty bastard?” Mingi echoed. “You certainly know how to make a man blush, Wooyoung.”
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    aka, the one where Wooyoung and Mingi are bosses of rival mafia branches, Mingi's got his hands on something Wooyoung wants, and Wooyoung is determined to get it back.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    14
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    98
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    7
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    2,071
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    "Kuroo Tetsurou is certainly a sight for sore eyes. Suguru trusts their judgement enough to say that, especially considering how they’ve been judging him from mere centimeters away. Or without any distance at all, in the liminal space where their mouths are connected. Tetsurou’s been taking the lead in their dance; the sparkle in his golden eyes and the embellishments on his burgundy velvet suit catching the glinting light from the chandelier as he spins them, hand on the fitted bodice of their jade green gown."

    in other words, that enemies to lovers ballroom dancing scene

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    1/1
    Kudos:
    67
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    729
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    (reposting all my haikyuu works under this pseud)

    "Tsukishima Kei lived trapped in a cage of glass. The shards so deadly, so transparent. Everyone could see inside, nothing was ever hidden. Was the cage he built trying to protect him from the world? Or did he put up his crystalline walls to protect the world from himself?
    Yamaguchi Tadashi lived trapped in the rays of sunshine. Overly optimistic, blinded by the harsh light. Giving his all and ending up burned, outside protection peeling away to leave raw openness vulnerable to the world. Was he just warmed by the heat? Or did it scald him past the point of return?"

    in other words, yamaguchi and tsukishima are in love, and after years, admit it to each other.

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    Comments:
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    43
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    8
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    1,226

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