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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Vincent invites Ray to lunch, wanting to get to know him better. He ends up unearthing some secrets the shy Monsignor hasn't admitted to anyone in a very long time - not even to himself.

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    14 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    I am a crooked piece of iron, and I come into religion to be made straight by the hammer of mortification and penance.

    - Saint Aloysius Gonzaga


    In the wake of Pope Innocentius XIV's election, Thomas Lawrence finds reason for penance.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    12 Mar 2026

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    If you’re sending yourself out to the edge of civilization, people expect it to be done for fame and glory – but then, Julian Bashir has never been what’s expected of him. He’s quite happy to agree with the reasons other people provide, because he isn’t sharing the private whys and wherefores when people are more than happy to fill in the gaps themselves. There are other, better things to worry about, work to be done and friends to be made – possibly even a lover, if he’s lucky…

    ...all while fighting to maintain his worth, and remain exactly who he’s always been.

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    'He would follow Daniel anywhere, tear his own limbs apart to give him every last bit of himself, keep his veins perpetually torn open to offer his lifeblood. If only it were possible, he would run his fingers over his soul and fill every tiny irregularity with his love, like cement.

    They are twin souls, born, died, and reborn in different ways, but united by the same core, the same feeling that binds them indissolubly.'

     

    Armand reflects on his life and his relationship with Daniel.

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    09 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 35

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    After that day, he began to rise for Dhuhr. He’d force himself to sleep, and then rise for Asr. Maghrib. Isha. Muscle memory. Warm but unfamiliar. Like the blood of the strong jawed man that was now pumping through his body. Impulses to clean. Even the untouchable washed up before prayer. Five minutes before Fajr, whispering bismallah to himself in bed, Louis responding that he didn’t know he was Muslim, and he wasn’t, but he’d rub circles into his hands three times before the masses turned to Mecca, like an insatiable tic buried now in his blood. It might have always been buried, actually, and had just experienced unearthing.

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    Armand rediscovering Islam in the 70's and the odyssey of memories that accompany it.

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    09 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 4

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    if this is what the Qun feared, they were right to be afraid

    you know i'd love to stay, at least until i can't feel my bones shake

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    08 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 46

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    Dr. Dang studies Wolf for a moment, then shrugs. “You do you, I guess.” Then, before Josh can relax, she thoughtfully says, “You do know those things track you, right?” and indicates Wolf’s new Fitbit.

    Josh freezes in place.

    A breath punches out of Wolf. “I’m sorry – they do what?”

    Five times that Wolf stays stuck in his ways, and the one time he and Nichols finally meet in the middle.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Julian Bashir joins the post-war effort on Cardassia Prime because it seems like the most obvious thing to do: No planet is worse off after the war, he's a doctor, and they don't have enough of those. He's learning the language, because that's what you do when you're living somewhere for an indefinite amount of time. But he soon realizes that language isn't just about vocabulary and grammar, and learns a few things about his own past along the way.

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    04 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 64

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    Love in a hot climate. Garak and Bashir, twenty-seven years, ten months, eleven days, and three-and-a-half hours later.

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    03 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 14

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    The plan had one obvious flaw.

    Without my ART memories I wouldn't know that I needed to get those memories back from Gurathin. I wouldn't remember sending them to him. Which meant trusting Gurathin to realize what had happened and fix it for me.

    Fucking Gurathin.

    I would like to shout out "An Unexpected Quarter" by i_have_loved_the_stars_too_fondly and the "NULLverse" series by flipspring for inspiring elements of this story.

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    02 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 68

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    Trinity gives herself a second on the final landing, fingers gripping the railing hard enough that the metal leaves a faint red impression in her palm when she pulls away. She takes a steadying breath in through her nose, out through her mouth. Then, she scrapes together her usual mask as she makes her way over to Yolanda's front door, pushes her shoulders back, and knocks.

    Yolanda opens the door with a grin that hits Trinity hard in the soft, vulnerable center of her chest. "Hi, baby," she greets, warm and bright and so fucking happy to see her that Trinity feels it like sunlight on her face after a twelve-hour shift, even though it’s well past dusk.

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    A Trinity Santos chronic pain fic

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    26 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 81

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    Yolanda Garcia and Trinity Santos are hooking up for the first time when Yolanda notices her scars, Trinity expects her to run, Yolanda wouldn’t dream of running.

    Now a collection of fics surrounding Trinity’s self harm struggles

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    25 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 41

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    In 2375, Garak and Bashir parted ways at the end of the Dominion War.

    By 2380, they were married and living together on a Starfleet ship.

    What happened?

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    25 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 64

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    Well, it's all right even when push comes to shove
    Well, it's all right if you got someone to love
    Well, it's all right, everything'll work out fine
    Well, it's all right, we're going to the end of the line

    It’s almost the last day on the job for Castellan Elim Garak. One or two loose threads to tie up and then he can retire home to his books and his garden and his doctors. Surely everything will work out fine?

    What might have happened after The Crimson Shadow and Enigma Tales.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Someone has to check in on Doctor Bashir for the eight days Castellan Garak is away. Who can care for one doctor better than another?

    Kelas Parmak reflects on love and recovery.

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    24 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 8

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    Salvation can be a tricky - and lyrical - business.

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    21 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    20 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Something happened in the war. Something, twenty years later, the Federation will go to any lengths to keep quiet. Sisko is gone. But the tailor is still alive. As is the young doctor who followed an order.

    Living on Cardassia and trying to forget the past, Julian Bashir is about to find out what he and his hero did 'In The Pale Moonlight'...

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Sometimes, Bucky wakes up halfway between Sergeant Barnes and the Winter Soldier.

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    17 Feb 2026

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