Fadingtogold
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Dennis digs through his bag for the crumpled piece of paper he knows to be in there somewhere. His chest feels tight, and his lip bleeds from biting the tears away. He smooths the single sheet of computer paper out as best he can and gets a pen from off his nightstand to add some comments in the margins. It's been weeks since he wrote the note, and there are things that need to be addressed.
I'm sorry Dr. Robby, he writes at the very top, breath caught in his throat. He's not afraid, but a last-ditch effort at self-preservation from his body makes each inhale heavy. I'm sorry for making you take me in. You're a good man and I took advantage of that.
or: dennis struggles to adjust to his new reality and falls back into familiar darkness
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- Part 2 of Please Stay
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Dennis clasps his hands together, bowing his head. He asks God for forgiveness for what he’s about to do, and for not praying as often as he should—for not going to church and for sleeping with men to not freeze to death in the winter.
“Whitaker?” He startles so hard he nearly falls off the edge. It’s Robby. “What are you doing here?”
“Just sitting.”
“How about you scoot back a little? Sit behind the railing instead. It’s there for a reason, you know.” There’s something careful in his voice. Dennis hates that. Robby should still be angry with him, he should be screaming and cursing.
or: dennis gets talked off the roof by his hot boss after a week of fucking up
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- Part 1 of Please Stay
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“Hyung,” Donghyuck says, high and put-on, already playing his role to perfection. It’ll be even better once he’s lost his mind a little. “I’ve never—I’ve never done it before. Will it hurt?”
Johnny feels his dick twitch in his sweats. Fuck, he’s such a pervert. “Don’t worry, Donghyuck-ah, hyung will be gentle with you.”
or: johnny and donghyuck pretend they're popping donghyuck's cherry
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“It’s late,” Donghyuck says, pulling away to breathe. “Did you wait up for me?” He
crowds Mark’s space, closer and closer until Mark’s back is flush with the wall, cornered like prey.“Of course. I wanted to see you—today.” Donghyuck’s face twists into something amused—or fond—it’s hard to tell the
difference, at least when he’s looking at Mark.or: mark and donghyuck celebrate the release of taste to the tune of love beyond
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"I think I like you too," he says, and Taeyong's eyes widen like he never thought this outcome was possible. "I don't really know. I can't tell my feelings apart. If you give me some time, maybe I can make sense of it all."
Taeyong smiles, a little bashful, and Johnny doesn't know if the feeling in his chest is new or something he's been suppressing for a long time.
"I can give you time. As much as you want." He moves his hand from where it was on his stomach, laying it on the grass between them and touching Johnny's pinky with his own. "We have all the time in the world." His face flushes, and Johnny thinks it might be the loveliest thing he's ever seen.
Or: Before the events of Preacher's Son, there was hope, and after, there was despair.
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- Part 2 of To Love, To Suffer
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"You can prove yourself this time." Samira leans against the bookshelf, slides one ankle over the other, the slit of her skirt revealing the barest hint of skin. "You can resist temptation."
A beat of silence, two.
"Can't you, Father Abbot?"
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or, the (loosely) fleabag-inspired AUBookmarked by Fadingtogold
30 Dec 2025
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Robby smiles indulgently at him. “That’s right, baby. So, you’re going to be a very good boy and not come for a while.”
Dennis’ brain is scrambled. It’s not proper negotiation, but isn’t that what he asked for when Robby locked the collar around his neck? For decisions to be made for him, regardless of his comfort, for Robby’s will to be exerted over him, until he was finally formed into the shape that Robby liked best. Robby houses him, feeds him, fucks him, uses him, and what does Dennis give him in return other than his obedience?
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25 Dec 2025
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When Whitaker accidentally sends a dick pic to Dr. Robby, he never thought it would end like this.
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The ED team shuffles out, Whitaker and Dr. Robby taking up the rear. Dr. Robby stops him with a hand on Whitaker’s waist, there and gone. “Really,” he says low, directly into his ear, beard scratching his cartilage, “that was amazing. You didn’t waste any time starting compressions. That probably saved that baby’s life. You saved that baby’s life.”
The praise goes to his head, suffusing him with endorphins. “Thank you, Dad.” And he promptly wants to crawl out of his skin and slither down the drain with the after birth slop.
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- Part 1 of joshua 1:9
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30 Nov 2025
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everyone wants a father figure, and the more time dennis spends in the pitt, the further he feels from god. he hasn’t called his family in weeks. it only makes sense that he starts worshipping dr michael robinavitch instead.
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robby, dennis & jack work their shit out on each other
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01 Dec 2025
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"Is that a tongue ring?"
Heat crawls up Donghyeok's neck. "What?"
"I noticed it in class. When you talk." Jaemin's staring at his mouth now. "Does it hurt?"
"No." Donghyeok resists the urge to hide his face. "Not anymore."