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    "Being controlled by your heat, turned into a mindless whore–I’d wager you’d rather die than experience that. So you found a loophole. You channeled all those instincts into your shadows, didn’t you?”

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    Alastor goes into heat while in Vox's captivity, but that means nothing. There's nothing Vox can do--not humiliation, not torture, not rape--that will make him break. Alastor will emerge victorious, as he always does, even over his own instincts.

    To do otherwise would be to lose himself in entirety.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Having chosen to live as Vox's prisoner, Alastor decides to have some fun trading unnecessary creature comforts (superfluous things like food, water, not having to spend all day in a chair) for sexual favours. Of course, the more he gives the more Vox wants to take, regardless of what he has to trade to get it.

     

    Basically Vox is obsessed with Alastor, and Alastor decides to use that knowledge to his advantage. A sexual relationship develops that threatens everything Vox has worked for - and everything Alastor believes about himself.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    “You are under the influence of aphrodisiacs,” Alastor surmises.

    Vox rolls his eyes. “Yep.”

    “And Valentino is expecting you to use me to relieve that.”

    “Yep.”

    “But you are not planning on raping me?”

    Vox flinches. “The fuck? Of course not! I mean—” His flush brightens. “I could. Don’t think I couldn’t, or wouldn’t. I will have whoever I want, baby! But that’s not the sort of win I want over you. I know it wouldn’t break you, and that’s no fun. And you’d hate it.”

    “I think that is rather the point,” Alastor says, slowly, like he’s talking to an idiot.

    Valentino is fed up with Vox obsessing over their captive but not following through and decides to push the issue by drugging him. It changes nothing, and everything.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    The third time it happened, Vox groaned and wrapped his hand around Alastor’s maddeningly tiny waist. “I’m gonna cream my pants if you keep doing that.”

    “Already?” He was probably aiming for a mocking tone, but just sounded fucking smug. “What happened to all that stamina you like to boast about?”

    “Doll, I’m so worked up just the sight of your cunt could get me off. Don’t expect anything when I can feel you.”

    Alastor lifted his head and looked at him, smile sharp and eyes lidded. “Oh?”

    He did always like a good game.

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    01 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    “Oh, darling.” Though Alastor’s voice was all insincere condescension, the endearment still made his stomach twist. “Do you think you deserve this? No, no, not yet.”

    The groan that escaped him then was desperate, pathetic, just like Alastor had said. And the worst part was that Vox had let this happen; had let himself be coaxed into this position and it was the potent mixture of bitterness and lust that meant he was allowing it to continue. But though Alastor might be able to see through him, he could hardly have forgotten that Vox knew him, too. Knew his smiles, the fake and the genuine. Knew the micro expressions in his eyes that he really couldn't hide as well as he thought. And Alastor was enjoying this.

    Vox was always watching Alastor. Sometimes Alastor even let him.

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    01 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    Locked-in-a-Box: a classic trope many know and love, now featuring Alastor and Vox! Because what's a better way to reconcile past grievances with an almost-ex than by dueling it out in a 10x10 crate? Happy nighttime reading!

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    01 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 29

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    Let the modernity-addled picture box stare. Alastor didn’t blame him for being fascinated with the most interesting soul in Hell—on the contrary! It was only natural! It was to be expected, of course, even if all he was doing was minding his own business. Alastor was accustomed to being the center of attention, and while he disliked the sensation of a recording camera crawling over his body, its greedy glass eye gleaming, he relished the frustration at the other end upon seeing nothing more than a glitching, artifacting red smudge.

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    01 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 60

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    Vox had gotten worked up after his maddening number with Alastor in S2E4, but it did wonders to lift his mood to know that he could now do what he wanted with the once fearsome Radio Demon, now his helpless captive.

    He has some enticing ideas to wipe the smile off the face of his defiant little deer.

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    “That’s right, Al.” Vox let his fingers stroke lightly over the newly exposed skin of Alastor’s throat, delighting in the small shiver that Alastor couldn’t suppress, and popped open the next button. “I own you.”

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    30 Nov 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 78

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    “Tell me Alastor, Is there any version of me you would ever acknowledge? Any scenario where you’d look at me and actually see me?"

    Vox decides to communicate with Alastor. Which goes bad at the beginning, but it helps Alastor realize something. He does care about Vox, but unfortunately not in the way Vox wants it. So, he wants to settle all this down.

    This fic has a lot of acceptance and emotion in it. In the first chapter, there is a set up to both their perspectives and feelings. And in the following chapters, there is the actual smut.

    (Also I squeezed some quick sketches in that I drew while thinking about this fic ^^)
    Not a cute story. It is quite melancholic. But I do believe that I captured their perspectives realistically. Have fun!

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    30 Nov 2025

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    He felt Vox starting to shift, to get off of him, and before he could stop himself a panicked bleat ripped its way through his throat, eyes snapping open and hands frantically reaching out to grab onto his arms.

    “Wait– wait, I don’t–”

    Vox’s brows furrowed, confusion clear as can be on his screen.

    “...I’m getting mixed signals, Al.”

    Alastor groaned, frustrated, and reached for his drink.

    Vox put it in his hand, and Alastor sat up just enough to down it before setting the cup back on the coffee table.

    “It’s… Hard to say.”

    Vox was quiet, as if considering for a moment, petting at Alastor’s side and silently delighting in each shiver and ear twitch it got.

    “...Do you want me to… make you tell me?”

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    While drunkenly hanging out, and practicing Vox's hypnotic powers, things get a little heated.

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    30 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 2

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    Ranmaru is too afraid of the dark to leave his room alone, so naturally, he doesn't leave alone. He soon finds himself in a very kinky relationship with Sara.

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    13 Feb 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 99

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    Sou never liked perfect Miss Sara Chidouin, and he was sure the sentiment was mutual—until a covert proposition from her throws everything into question.

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    Chapter 19 Update: Sou makes an unsettling discovery in the doll depot.

    Note: Fic on temporary hiatus until I play Chapter 3!

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    11 Feb 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 60

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    After the killing game, the students of class 77 are slowly paving their way towards recovery, including Hajime and Komaeda, who seem to be in much better terms now.

    Hajime was happy to leave it at that, until a little doll previously meant for evil purposes ended up in his hands, and he decided to give it other... uses.

    After all, one man's trash is another man's treasure as they always say.

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    11 Dec 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 17

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    Guillermo de la Cruz has a rare, but dangerous, reaction to draining his first human. Nandor the Relentless is known to sacrifice his own body for the play. Laszlo Cravensworth and Nadja of Antipaxos are nothing if not opportunists. Colin Robinson is doing No Nut November.

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    17 Nov 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 70

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    Starts after the iconic "naked scene in the dungeon" that set a thousand ships a-sail. Cid just wants to help Clive pick up the pieces and continue on--or, stop moping at least. If Clive just wants to be punished for his sins, then so be it.

    (And continues: Reimagining the events of the game if Cid and Clive were working on a kinky relationship in the background, because why not!)

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    12 Aug 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 39

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    When Clive's newest sex toy package is delivered to the wrong door, he goes to fetch it only to find it now in the hands of the porn star of his dreams. Cid Telamon. Fuck.

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    12 Aug 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 33

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    It had become nigh impossible to keep a train of thought clear from trouble lately. Ever since returning from The Greatwood, his eyes had strayed in the worst of ways. It felt interminable. Cid was slowly losing his mind. And when Clive touched him, he felt like it was purposeful. That damned brat.

    Reposted from FF since getting an AO3 invite.

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    12 Aug 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 56

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    Clive is a struggling physical trainer trying to pay for Joshua to go to college and get his degree. Their life isn't glamorous, but at least they're together. Still, Clive wishes he could give Joshua a better life. If only they weren't so broke...

    Meanwhile, Joshua has found a way to bring in some extra cash. As long as Clive never finds out that he's performing on a gay cam site, Joshua can pretend the money is coming from somewhere else.

    They both have secrets to keep from each other. But the walls in their shitty one-bedroom apartment are very, very thin.

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    12 Aug 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 24

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    Minor spoilers for when you revisit Phoenix Gate.

     

    Clive struggles to accept the truth. Literally and figuratively.

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    12 Aug 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 31

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    Clive Rosfield is chosen by the Phoenix, and that changes everything.

     

    Or: At 18, Clive's biggest problem is that he's falling for the bodyguard of the woman he's supposed to be marrying. Everything that comes raining down on his head a decade later is just a little easier to deal with when he has his brother and so many others at his side.

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    12 Aug 2023

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